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i'm a real person i swear! well. maybe not quite lmao but i'm not a spambot, i'm just figuring out who to follow on here & haven't made any posts yet.
u can call me Cara but only if u pronounce it in your head as car-uh and not care-uh. cool! hi!
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semi-monogamous Florida boy, with whom things have been over & we've just been friends for awhile, just half-jokingly asked me to move in with him ONE DAY after he had a fight with the girl he's been seeing long distance bc they were 2 weeks out from moving in together and he found out she spent the entire relationship avoiding looking at his pictures or his square when they video chatted bc she wanted to fantasize and knowing what he looked like would ruin it.
and I'm like what was the plan here. did she think she could spend the entire relationship avoiding looking at him? chatting over morning coffee with your sleep mask still on? romantic dinners in total darkness?
so I can see why he's thrown off balance. and I'm not even feeling insulted emotionally but dude. like come on.
bc the horrible thing is I know he'd choose me over his gf if i took him seriously and said yes. and the framing of the question made it clear he's aware of that too. so bringing it up is just kind of objectively unkind to everyone involved. but he's obviously under a lot of strain.
she's so persuasive, that marijuana
she's so flirtatious
died and came back refreshed and ready to appreciate life to its fullest but everyone was so ready for something to be wrong with me that they take my positive attitude as some kind of frightening mania and refuse to see anything otherwise
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im so fucking happy i dont know what tiktok or maxing is
YOU donโt have to be perfect to be loved. but I do
Italian guy is GREAT at affection tho damn. So fucking sweet and it never feels perfunctory or insincere.
she's so persuasive, that marijuana
she's so flirtatious
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anyways i'm back to being the confident sundress facet of myself and this feels way better lmao
okay wow yeah using this site as a public diary IS great, i think i've exorcised my unhappiness about how weird it was today lmao
maybe he's right that it's me that keeps him from connecting.
he would marry me if I wanted. i know in his ideal world we remain entangled for the rest of our lives. he wants a serious commitment from me. and i do keep saying not a fucking chance. so maybe that makes him hesitate on the lovey-dovey.
but that feels viscerally untrue. i think he just doesn't see me that way, and it might be the nature of our sexual hijinks that makes it impossible for him to see me that way. i'm kind of stuck on the fact that he wants to start with an asymmetrical commitment. commitment from me but not from him.
when i bring up asymmetry in our arguments about why i won't commit, he asks what i want. what would I ask of him in return? and i get stuck on that one because I don't want anything that he gives me out of obligation or a transactional desire. what i want is for him to adore me, and that's meaningless to ask for.
i do kinda wonder sometimes if German guy is like. fostering that desire for closeness on purpose despite not wanting to follow thru, because like i'm it for him sexually. he's realistically not going to find anyone this compatible.
and every time i'm like "hey heads up i think i'm gonna have to bail soon, this is not sustainable for me" he like. tries to make it better and help me be more comfortable but it seems like it's uncomfortable for him and it's just. kinda feels like adding insult to injury ngl? like don't give me affection if you don't actually want to, fuck that.
we keep getting into arguments about it actually, i keep acknowledging that this is just sexual for him and he keeps trying to argue like "don't push me away, I really like you" and I'm like bitch. don't fucking humor me you know our rule is no lying.
I don't even have the right to be annoyed about this truly tho because 1) I knew this was just sexual and 2) i can just cut that aspect of myself off when it gets too much so why am I bitching.
well it's cuz I kind of like that aspect of myself and I kind of like how perfectly almost made-to-order I am for him. the way we are together is good in so many ways. it just feels incomplete. and like yes ik i'm insane OBVIOUSLY but maybe i'm also an asshole for wanting to be lovey-dovey w someone I know I'll never actually commit to?
but i LIKE being lovey dovey.
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if i'm honest i think what i'm craving is the validation of people falling in love w me. and w german guy it's like. all the pieces are there so why are you still getting awkward w me? i'm so cute and hot and funny and charming and we share so many interests. you've literally told me you feel like i was made for you. so what the fuck.
ancillary justice by ann leckie is really good. it's told from the perspective of a spaceship's AI that possesses many subaltern bodies as part of a fucked-up space imperialist state who eventually turns against her rulers
