sorry professor my growlithe ate my homework

WE'RE BACKKKKK

call me Luna, they/them, I also run @nacrenecitygardening and @darktypeofthemoon, my ooc stuff is at @completelylusingitagain!

Pelipper/musharna mail + variants/mystery gift are: on

Magic anons/union circle are: off

Ic blocked accounts: @/updcop, @/ladyzee-oddityhunter

both muse and mod are adults, you know the drill, flirt if you want I don't care, but blatant nsfw won't be featured.

anyone can interact, at my discretion.

here's a ref sheet of Lus, a ref sheet for Jaxs, and a ref sheet for Nick.

the tag #lus's biology rambles is when he talks about pokemon and nature facts pulling from his knowledge as an ecology major

something weird has been going on... things other characters can see, but Lus can't seem to, (#you can see this; he cannot) individuals with unknown motives.. one more direct than the ( other ). one's #peeking over and the other still seems #across the veil, what they're here to do remains to be seen.

I want to state it clearly:

this blog is going to be high stakes. the main themes will be altered perception of reality, cosmic horror, psychological horror, and paranoia. there will be meta elements and occasion unnerving imagery, and occasionally human and pokemon harm. as of 19/8/25, there will references to and a theme of major character death.

There will be heavy elements of unreality, there will be fourth-wall breaks by certain characters, and there will be alludes to this being a work of fiction and the nature of their existence as characters, though he will not become aware of the specifics.

everything will be tagged and marked accordingly, but if you can't handle that, then perhaps it's better if you steer clear.

that said, his normal day-to-day is largely uneventful and will not hold most of the horror of this story.

let's all just enjoy our stay, yeah?

As time crept on, he just stared at the wall, they'd distracted him from his thoughts last night but now it just boiled in his brain.

What time was it?

What was Jaxs doing?

He hadn't said a word to him yet today. Maybe he still thought he was asleep, but even then.

He didn't like that.

Eventually, he heard Jaxs's voice, passing by the room. "Hey, are you awake?"

"Yeah."

Finally looking over his shoulder, Lus saw him peek his head through the door. He was dressed, shoes on, even his backpack. Where was he going?

Jaxs tipped his head, "I'm heading over to Miles's place, just to let you know. I'll be back later, alright?"

Oh. Miles.

His throat was a bit dry. "Okay, have fun."

Jaxs gave him a quick smile, "Alright, seeya." and was gone.

Leaving him alone.

Miles. Why was it always Miles?

"Be back later" yeah right. He wouldn't be back until tomorrow afternoon.

And after last night, just- right away.

..

He pulled the covers over him more, since it felt colder without a shirt.

Why? Always the damn question, why?

Was he just not good enough for him or what? So Jaxs went to run off with some other random guy they hardly knew?

How long had they been friends, even? Since the second week of freshman year. Since he started going to the college.

Fucking- it was fine. It was whatever.

It wasn't even- it was just for fun, for fuck's sake. Nothing more than that.

..

Was he never anyone's choice?

Too much time around him and people decided they didn't wanna deal with him anymore?

When was the last time he even saw the rest of his friends?

Did everyone just see him as some burdensome, immature brat?

Even.

Jaxs had said so many things, he was the one person in his whole damn life that understood, that actually respected him.

And yet he kept running off to someone else.

...

Lus curled in on himself, burying his face in the fabric, wiping tears from his face.

When had he started crying?

He didn't like the shiver.