the audience loves me.

Could I, uh, get you anything?

You could ask for another blanket for me, it’s a bit cold in here. Other than that, I have everything I need right here. 

Hey, yourself Baby Daddy. ~

RACHEL: So, you and Blaine are uncles.

[ private: ] It’s…alright. I’m resting now and am just now seeing this message so I wanted to respond to you and reassure you that on my end, things are absolutely fine. I’m…just going to have to take things one step at a time for now. 

@comewhatrach has uploaded a new photo.

↳ Eight hours into labor and around 5:30am this morning a certain someone decided that it was time to be born. 

[ private message: ] I love you, too. 

I’m not attacking anyone!

You practically said we were faking this baby earlier, I saw what you said to Cooper, Brittany. I...I need to take a step back. I’ll message you later, so we can talk more, okay? Right now just doesn’t sound like a good time. 

How is there good out of this? There was good with our two babies, there was good and you knew that. What were you thinking? How is there good when you’ve risked… when you’ve put another baby in danger… when you’ve put yourself in danger. 

...and has anything happened to me? No. Brittany, you need to stop attacking Cooper and I over what has happened. You’re not being fair at all. 

But… why? You’re… look, Rachel, I know you lost all of your memories and the special places in your brain where you remember things, but… I just… after what happened with- what we told you happened with… why?

...you don’t think I haven’t put thought into anything that you have told me regarding what I can’t remember? You don’t think this hasn’t been terrifying for me? Thinking about what I now know and what could have happened? I still keep thinking the worse could happen, despite being only a few days away from giving birth. I’m scared that I could easily lose this one too, even if I can’t remember that painful memory that makes me want to burst into tears whenever I do find myself thinking about it. But at the same time, I’ve found a bit of good out of it. Am I supposed to linger onto what I can’t remember? Am I supposed to hold on to a past that I can’t recall? Even if I could...you’ve moved on, you’ve found a new family...so why can’t I have the same thing? It wasn’t like any of this was planned. 

Wait, no, okay this totally makes sense. J - just – ignore them, okay? You don’t need to stress about all of that. Especially not right now, okay?

This baby is going to be here any day, Kurt. Stress is something that I’ve been feeling since day one. Though I’m trying not to...it’s just...difficult. 

[ private message: ] Then...it’s settled.

Well, can you maybe process at me because – honestly, I’m completely lost, here.

I recently logged on and saw some questionable anon’s trying to pry their way into business that isn’t their’s again. That’s the extent of my knowledge...and...I’m trying to refrain from certain things with how emotional I am right now.

You … you don’t know, either?

I’m still processing everything that’s going on. 

As far as I’m concerned, as well. They are top priority no matter what else is going on, they come first and that’s not going to change. That’s good. I know that the last few weeks of a pregnancy are pretty uncomfortable so I hope your little one comes soon and..I know you’re in Ohio and I’m in New York but if you ever need anything, I would still like to help as much as I can from here. 

That’s...really good to hear. It’s reassuring to hear that actually. I’ll make sure to keep that in mind, in case I do need anything. Because I don’t even know where to begin with how I’m feeling now. 

What … the hell is going on?