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i was born to be a girl who is so in love with everything and yet so incredibly afraid of everything at the same time

sometimes in knitting you just have to go 'nobody but me will notice this mistake' and keep going

I highly recommend doing the same thing in life.

childhood was so crazy. my parents were kind of young. a meal seemed to last forever. i could run for ages. everyone was alive

*girls when it is literally eating away at their psyche* whatever

I hate it when people are like “get out of your comfort zone” literally every single thing I do in my life feels like me getting out of my comfort zone

Get up in the morning? Uncomfortable. Go somewhere? Uncomfortable. Get a minuscule task done? Uncomfortable. Do anything but rot in bed? Uncomfortable. I am a girl who was made to be inert and nothing else

one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

Draw badly. Write nonsensically. Embroider messily. Burn what you bake and cook. Get paint everywhere. Read half a book. Lose your mind for a bit. Plant things. Have faith in the process. Abandon 70 wood-carving projects. Get a kit and do some of it and never return to it. Get comfortable with sucking and losing motivation. Continue to create with reckless abandon.

ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell

I needed that second pic

Mia nonna diceva sempre "Impara a dire quello che ti disturba quando ti disturba, non quando non ce la fai più... così potrai dirlo con le tue parole migliori non con le tue offese peggiori".