not jane

“hi baby.” whispered affectionately. feeling you immediately tuck your face into my neck. arms wrapping around me. “there she is.” rubbing your back slow. “i’ve got you. i’m right here.”

feeling you exhale.

“was today a hard day?” pressing a kiss to your hair. your temple. feeling you nod against my neck. “i know. i know sweetheart.” rubbing your back slower. wider circles. “you don’t have to hold any of it anymore. i’ve got it. i’ve got all of it.”

sitting like that for a little while. just holding you. letting you come back to yourself. one hand moving slow on your back. the other finding your hip. resting there. warm.

“can i take care of you?” feeling you nod immediately. “yeah?” pressing a kiss to your hair. “okay baby. i’ve got you.”

hand sliding from your hip. finding you slowly. thumb pressing the gentlest circle against your clit. feeling you whimper against my neck.

“it’s okay, baby.” keeping a gentle pace. “focus on my hands and my voice and how it feels.” rubbing your back with my other hand simultaneously. both hands on you. both present. both completely focused on you. “is that okay?”

you nodding. grip on my shirt tightening slightly.

“good.” pressing a kiss to your hair. your forehead. your cheek. “that’s my good girl.” thumb moving in slow gentle circles. feeling you get warmer. feeling you press slightly closer. “you just wanted to be held and touched, didn’t you?” feeling you nod against my neck. “i know. i see you baby. i always see you.”

circles getting a little wider. a little more deliberate. feeling you shift in my lap. hips making small movements.

“there we go. stay here with me.” hand on your back pressing you closer. keeping you still. keeping you present. “don’t chase it. just feel it. let it come to you.”

feeling you try. feeling the effort of staying still when your body wants to move.

“you’re doing so well.” pressing a kiss to your hair. “so so well.” thumb circling steadier now. feeling you get warmer with every pass. “the way you let me take care of you.” another kiss to your face. “the way you trust me with all of it... do you know how special that is?” watching how flustered you get at the admission from me. “it means everything to me. you mean everything to me.”

feeling you start to build. the way your breathing changes against my neck. the way your grip on my shirt gets a little tighter.

“i’ve got you.” thumb moving a little steadier. other hand still rubbing your back slow. “i’ve got all of you. every single part.” pressing a kiss to your head. “you’re so beautiful right now. so perfect. just letting me love on you like this.”

“i know baby. i feel it.” thumb circling steadier. “just stay here with me. just feel my hands.” pressing a kiss to your hair. holding you tighter. “you’re so good. so so good at this. letting someone take care of you. letting me in.” another kiss. and another. “my good girl. my perfect girl.” feeling you get right there. “i’ve got all of you tonight. every single bit. just let go for me. i’ve got you.”

feeling you come apart in my arms. holding you through your orgasm. a soft helpless sound against my neck.

pressing kisses to your hair. your face. your wet cheeks.