A Boss' Life

It’s been a lifetime since I’ve used or posted on Tumblr, but hey.. big news! I’ve opened my own etsy shop!

I'm picking up my new car today and I'm sooo excited! It's my first big payment under my own name so it's like... holy adulthood, hahaha. She's a 2013 Dodge Avenger and super pretty. I was trying to think of names and I think Seraphina stuck. I don't think I was planning on picking that name, but It's like I can't think of anything else. So there's that. Bye bye to my 14 year old pontiac grand am, I'll miss you cuz I've you so long, but we all have to upgrade eventually right?

First I get morning love texts while I'm at work, and then we're complete nerds about it

When your boyfriend gets you addicted to One Piece and you're only 50 episodes in out of like 750

I know I wanna get back into writing my stories more regularly, but I literally have no idea where to start. I hate it so much. I don't know what kind of plot I want to write, what the characters would be like... nothing. I have zero motivation and it sucks, because I used to love writing so much.

A lil minute video towards the start of our ride. Our guide had lost his Iphone 7s earlier and borrowed his friend's phone to call it and found it hahaha. This was that moment. This was my first horse ride and it was really fun, even for being a slower paced guide. I hope I get more opportunities to go horse back riding at home.

This was my favorite part of my vacation here in Arizona besides the horseback ride ❤❤❤

I'm honestly so fucking sick of my job and people I work with basically openly telling me they sabotaged my schedule and now I'm stuck on 3rd shift..... fuck you, fuck ALL of you. I hate that place so much now. I don't even want to show up anymore.

Even when I'm upset he makes my day better

I'm going to Arizona in March for about 6 and half days and I can't wait. I get to see my grandparents; I miss them so much! Then after that, when I get back I'll be taking the next week and two days (I think) off from work. The hard part is making it through February til the 11th at work.... I can't even explain how disrespected and undermined I feel at work lately. It feels like all the other managers are against me. I'm basically just being used as a fucking crutch for them to drag through solving their petty ass problems. They don't realize how damaging and hurtful it is for me to not be able to see my friends I used to be able to work with in the evenings. My moods are becoming increasingly destructive and angry and depressed. My gm is a complete asshole. I'm ready to call it quits.

I'm trapped in a family of Trump supporters and now family dinners are pretty annoying to sit in at. I have to try so hard to keep my mouth shut against their opinions..