personal blog

I was loving my hair when I styled it today, I was proud of how it turned out. Then I went in public and starting doubting myself. "Maybe it looks weird" "i did a terrible job" but then I got compliments on it and it boosted my esteem so high! But then you come over and start saying it looks weird. That it looks bad. Make me feel ashamed of my hair and the work I put into it. Get me to flatten it back down to my head as much as I can, calling it stupid looking.

No ones following this blog so I can post whatever the hell I want. I am a failure. I sat there with my clay project for two hours and got nowhere. It was due a month ago and I only have a week left to do it, its also only halfway finished.

I'm glad I'm learning how my dad is a bit abusive because I would never have known if it weren't for my older sister pointing it out.