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The time will come when you stand in front of the mirror with a big smile You will welcome home yourself at your own door, your own home

You will get again the stranger that you yearn for The identity that you seek With all the flaws and shine

The time will come When the seeds of doubt will perish As the rain sweep through Bringing hope and bliss

The time will come When you will feel whole again And all the wheel of life turn again As light illuminate the shadow

You will claim back the land Between acceptance and rejection Of your exploding heart Rising with the fire within

You will feel alive again Be fearless in the chaos and the will beauty inside you will radiate so bright, It will scare the demon inside.

Beneath that flesh of yours are galaxies full of stars With ideas itching to get out and it is magnificent to watch.

The day will come when you will take control and be yourself again

The day will come soon.

Why are you here?    What is your purpose?       Being you is my fear,          but here you are to propose.

Be gone from my life,    reinstate the girl that you have killed.       in this unknown body i must thrive,          of nothing but filled with guilt.

self-hatred that’s eating me inside,    is bleeding out the toxic,       this feeling that i cannot describe,          with the situation in my mind that is chaotic.

you said you love the person, but your actions prove otherwise. i am not blaming you for whatever reason, i just came to understand you’re doing what’s wise.

i am glad you chose the path you picked, it shows you value yourself more than me. as long as the time tick, i want you to embrace on being free.

the kind of love you seek, one day will make you weak. you’ll manage when it’s worth it. by then you won’t give a shit.

      No words at all hurts more than a thousand words said. do you know how many lies that has been fed?       what are you begging for? a response from him out of bore?

Some things don’t change,       they just got better at hiding it, until one point it makes you estranged.       and then you realized you never fit.

you thought it was love       but it was a simple affection how can you ever tell,       that you made the wrong selection

      A beautiful journey ended,       but the love goes on and on.       Though the broken cannot be mended,       Doesn’t mean the heart is gone.

With all the rainbows and sunshine, You showed me what happiness is like. You made me like a diamond among the dime, And not a single day my love does not strike.

      You felt like home when I was among the rubble.       You were there and let me in your bubble.       We would talk about the moments we share,       we would end it with so much care.

Everything that comes must go, And this time it’s your time to move, I will never forget what you show. The love you told me that made me groove.

I wanna be so good,    so good that you would stare into blankness.       Until you think you could’ve treated my like you should.           So that you can see the happiness.

I want you to fuck up,    So bad that you couldn’t get up.       So weak you would seek for me,          but so cold I would leave you be.

I want to do very well,     so well that you thought you’re in hell.       Until the thoughts haunt you,          but you can never start anew.

I don’t wanna turn back,    Because without you I don’t lack.       I’ll turn around just to see you suffer,          So bad that you become a huffer.

Wish. So simple but can be a nightmare. People say be careful what you wish for. But I’m willing to take it for all I care, if it didn’t work out, I can always take the door.

Hope. A mastermind of fuckery, Leaving you in your own thoughts. You feed on it coz it’s hungry. And its all different when you get caught.

You are a strong one, my friend. Through obstacles you managed, as you know this is not the end, though you feel nothing but caged.

Fly away, up in the sky, Far beyond above the ground. Wipe those tears and don’t you cry, For I am here when you reach down.

Within the darkness you are the light, Growing into something more evolved. You stand out just as bright, Together, your problems can be solved.

A great heart resides, Still beating silently inside. You are a great potential, to someone you are essential.

You worth every seconds, Of empty thoughts in your mind. Sometimes you just beckons, trying to leave everything behind.

Apple

Like a fine wine you shine, Binding me with the magnificence, Caught up in your smile, And I stumble in your shadowy love.

My heart and my soul, Forever tied to you whole. Blossoming in the pure of spring,  Dancing around making me swing. Thank you for letting me in.

The evening floats in the lovebirds wings. The Sun and Moon threatened to burst with joy, Together they will blanket the world with light, As we proclaimed love and promises As the golden eye shine with pride.

In the quiet I listen with affection, The whisper of your name, Makes me jump and pray. How I wish I can see you everyday, And for a kiss under the moonlight.

I want to see the world The way I see the world with you. They cannot hurt us now, And I will protect you anyhow.

I waited in the moonlight so that we can sing as one The song of love to melt your fear and tears Hold my hand and kiss me till I am undone You are my other half and everything goes quiet when I am with you.

My Dear.

I am head over heels for you Nevermind if they say I’m crazy. As long as I can hold your hand, So that we will always be together.

      Two weeks ago,       I’ve let you go.       No sugarcoat shits,       you left me to bits.

I am now growing, out of you without you knowing. Refilling my hollow, reclaiming what you borrow.

      It was my heart you stepped on,       it was my soul that was torn.       You are the devil I fell for.       you are the evil that I want no more.

Broken promises you commit, true intentions you omit. Lies you built are in heaps. trust of you are worthless for keeps.

What a world. so big yet so small. living in too much shits, I am on the verge of giving up.

Too much to digest, about things that are never there. people deconstructing like a pest. giving less, nothing to share.

I worry a lot, a silent killer, that kills my happiness. preventing me from being fuller.

Power of being paranoid, getting mad at useless things. those that left me with void, cuts me deep till it stings.

     I commit sins, every now and then.      but I still manage a grin, though I try to straighten what has bent.

     Never will I stop praying, To God who listens to my silent cry.      Hoping he forgave me when i’m dying. With Him, I can never lie.

     I can never run free, I belong to Him.      Prayer is the key, that can change me in a whim.

     As long as I’m alive, to Him I shall seek.      in my pool of sins I can dive, and in truth I am weak.

The smoke kissed her face,     the soul of hers turned to ashes,         the glassy tears were fragile,            the smile on her was fabricated.

A broken heart breaks another,     pushing through those egos,        forgotten that she was linked.           Though messed up, she wanted to help

He was broken,     he was everywhere.         she wanted to fix him,             and make him whole again.

When the light meets the dark, it takes over and illuminates the space. When you touch the scars on your mark, how rough does it feel on the surface.

A demon living in a human flesh, whispering in the ears of innocence. telling lies to form a clash, to fog up the malevolence.

learn the truth, and you shall see the light. let you feel the ruth, look for yourself what is right.

I meant you no harm, nor should you. everything was calm, until you made your own clue.