that anthro student

long term goal: make it through all the weeks

🎧 - the puwe collection aka elisabeth das musical, der besuch der alten dame, rebecca das musical soundtrack

August 2024: Thinking back to my bullet journal and my June spreads. I sort of miss the fun of setting each week up from scratch, but that feeling quickly fades hahahaha! I think I just want to be in a pre-made planner right now. I like the feeling of being able to flip to the weekly/daily pages and not have to worry about setting things up. Maybe one day I'll get back into bullet journaling, but for now I think I have attained planner peace. Though 2025 planner season is around the corner 👀 

winter is for americanos and journaling at 5 pm 💌

But first, book and breakfast

Hayao Miyazaki

iced chai & music = key to my heart

I’ve prepared myself for my next shift tomorrow (8/22) the best I can. I have another shift Friday I have to cram for and then I have the weekend to gather myself with medication studying.

i been tryin to relax a bit LOL lately been having a lot of thoughts about what’s important. i want med school to feel important and i feel guilty/ashamed to admit that sometimes im like dang this feels pointless. I recognize it’s because im losing sight. I’m reminding myself im here in this privilege to learn as much as i can to make good decisions and minimize mistakes for my future patients, and that’s the most important thing, not publishing 627251 papers or trying to get on 1726728 leadership positions. you get lost in a cloud sometimes you kno. it’s so important to take a step back and look at things from a broader perspective sometimes

star

1911; oil on canvas

I started to watercolor again, I kinda stopped during undergrad but now I have the space for it! also trying to finish up plots before I start grad school but we changed the data output so I have to fix a bunch of stuff 🥲

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