you can't make someone love you by loving them, I've found. but you can make someone hate you by hating them?

I didn't like Matrix, if filled me with an undeniable sense of loneliness

I open twitter and it's this stupid gay I open pinterest and it's this stupid gay I open my camera roll and it's this stupid gay I open tumblr and it's this stupid gay

why has nobody told me that if you're Kind Of A Pervert it seeps into every interaction you have ever

my room is so nice and cold but then you go into the living room and it's one way ticket to hell city

and I've also found that while drunk I can still hold my tongue quite well. though I did say some stuff I wanted to say but never could

uhhhh...what a sad view! yes!

sigh I should just stop pulling characters and try getting sigs but I don't wannaaaaa and I still DESPERATELY need Sunna M1,,,, I shouldn't have pulled for Orphie but I wanted her so much and mark my words I will get 20k with her Hari and Lycaon once I get those other two working

I'm so happy... I thought I wouldn't do it for sure, that I was missing something. but I changed Hari's build and literally jumped from 16k to 20k in three tries...

I guess that's a little interesting, I've had three people ask why I indentify as aroace if I clearly still think about this stuff and well... it's still the best way to describe myself though? aro is a no-brainer, I've never wanted a romantic relationship, just attention in worse times. the ace part is what trips ppl up, and I don't think it should. if I do want sexual stuff under such tight conditions as I do I think it's very fitting...afterall it's not a label for only people who feel no desire of the sort, but also ones that most of the time don't want to act on it...that being said, splitting hairs by going into microlabels is just not something I ever want to do, and I find it best fits me of all the things I've heard about. anyway, I won't be talking about this again, I just wanted to write it out I guess... people have such strict boundaries for labels