that boy

today i woke up with my dream life! i have literally everything i want, appearance, penthouse, money, skill, language, you name it and i got it <3 all i did was follow your guide on how you manifested your dream life, apply my OWN rules, and persist!

also i woke up besides my boyfriend haha he was cuddling me and had his arm wrapped around me, so cute >-<

i'll delete tumblr now since i got everything i want! thank you so so so much, mwah i love youu <3

My friend and I took our little girls for a play date to afternoon tea 💕🫖✨🎀

nobody told me that it was this fucking easy to enter the void like wtf I am actually crying rn because I just OMGGGGGGH

this is all I did: just before falling asleep in my head I was like “HEY SUBCONSCIOUS! WAKE ME UP IN THE MF VOID” and then while falling asleep I just affirmed “I am so happy that I woke up in the void”.

when I woke up I felt like I was floating in the air and that I was not inside my body, I knew I was in the void but I didn’t open my eyes instead I just said “I have all of my desired that I scripted from the notes app” “I have all of my desires from the notes app rn” and then I got out of there and the fell right back to sleep.

when i woke up I was about to faint cuz I didn’t know where I was until I realised I was in the apartment that I manifested and then I started jumping and happy crying because I had all of my desires right in front of me.

I couldn’t stop looking at myself in the mirror because now I am just so sexy and my body looks so amazing!

I will definitely be going back to the void to manifest more things so stay tuned for more success stories

success story! (kinda?)

ok so i was meditating for the void last night first by affirming then i was in a really woozy state like everything felt numb and floaty. i decided to stop affirming and just sleep and wake up in the void. but for some reason while i was trying to sleep, my mind kept unconsciously affirming for me out of habit (things like “i am” and “i am pure conscious”) and OUT OF NOWHERE I’M BEING PULLED INTO DIFFERENT REALITIES?!?! like i clearly hear and feel myself being pulled to these realities and it wasn’t really scary bc i knew i was in control and i could hear my family in some of them (they weren’t in the house w me before). and then i almost shifted to some other random reality but i didn’t know what it was so i stopped myself. has this ever happened to anyone before?? i feel like i’ve had experiences like this but not as clear like i swear i was almost in that other reality but like in between states?? i stopped myself bc they weren’t my dr. anyway i’m gna see what else i can do by just affirming/meditating cuz this is fun hehe

y’all gonna love this one LET’S GO!

I did a deep search for songs full of lyrics about getting a shit load of money (the great thing about most music today is that it’s not hard to find)

And created a playlist called “Rich Bitch (insert my name)”

So i grab 1,000$ i had and had this song on repeat called Thumbin’ by Kash Doll

and I kept repeating it while recounting my 1,000 dollars as if i actually had more then what was in my hands (when I “ran out” of hundreds i just kept on counting up and pretending like it was adding on to what I had)

The reason I chose this song is because it is literally PERFECT for money visualization as it has sound effects of thumbing though hundreds and lyrics like:

So every time the money counting sound effect happened I thumbed along with it and I had set a deadline in my head for two weeks for my money to double itself.

And LITERALLY IN TWO WEEKS I RANDOMLY RECEIVED 2,000$ more DOLLARS!! I went to this family brunch with my aunt who I haven’t seen in so long and she had received a large inheritance from my other aunt who had passed away a while back and so she literally just gave it to ME, and she could have gave it to my mom or anyone else.

Ty kash doll 😹

♠ Physical changes — probably one of the most manifested topics everywhere. Hey, we've all been there:

"I hate how I look! I am so ugly!" - everybody, from time to time

♠ But you don't have to worry; everything is possible, even the most radical, crazy physical change ever. Look at me, I am literally the living proof of that. And, the thing is, it is so easy it almost sounds unreal.

Here we go!

♠ It all started like, a couple of months ago. You see, I used to have the worst self-esteem problems, mostly because of my chubby cheeks and my big, hooked nose. I used to literally avoid looking in the mirror because I started crying. Again, I think you'd be lying if you told me that you never, ever, felt that way. Well, the thing is, I was sick of crying and feeling bad. Back then I didn't have all the knowledge of the law I have now, but I still did it; it was the easiest thing I've ever done.

So, not wanting to wait another day, I picked up my phone and took pictures of myself — feeling sick just by looking at them. I sent those hideous pictures to my tablet, and I started working (just know, if you haven't got a tablet for digital art, you can just use some random app in your phone or laptop that allows you to modify photos).

Now, let me tell you, what I did was crazy — I was laughing so much while doing it... I took the infamous golden ratio for faces and modified my face in the picture to match it. When I was done, it looked like I just had all the possible plastic surgeries in the world; but then it was time to get creative! — modify everything to your liking; I drew in longer eyelashes, darker eyes, slimmer cheeks, everything I wanted. I repeated the process on my side profile.

♠ By the time I was done, I looked at the pictures and actually recognised myself. That was really me. The new me. Enough crying, old Pía, just stare at those photos.

♠ And that's it; I stared at those photos every time I felt "ugly" and, in the end, I walked around and felt like that girl. The new Pía; the most beautiful girl I've ever seen with my own two eyes. I looked in the mirror every now and then, and I remember thinking to myself:

"What's in there is not true. I am the girl in those photos"

And the 3D has no other choice but to rearrange itself by my own, free will ♠

♠ Remember that the next time a single doubt arises.

Peace out, everybody,

I can't believe I acctually did it! I will be splitting this post onto sections and titling them in red because this is going to be a long one.

My Void Journey + Failures

I've known about the void state for a long time now, since Moza Morph's meditation (June 1st) but I didn't really understand it and keep procastinatinf on it until recently when I joined LOA tumblr. I binged a lot of posts and started to understand what it really was and I found a method I really liked (play alpha waves to enter alpha state and the affirm until you enter). I reached out to some people who entered successfully and got a lot of advice and I even started feeling some symptoms. However, in this journey, I ruined my sleep schedule because I would be doing this at night and then, when I was attempting the void state and was super close, I got extremely exhausted to the point where I couldn't continue affirming. I realized that I needed to fix my sleep schedule first before trying again because I was just too tired. So I just decided to take a break and unfortunately fell back into my procrastination cycle 🙃 I decided to take a break to fix my sleep schedule but I would just stay up late on tumblr or watching anime and keep on pushing back entering the void state.

What Motivated Me To Get In

So multiple things happened at the same time to motivate me. My life situation took a very negative turn and I felt very trapped and then I read these 2 posts on tumblr that just kind of gave me a wake up call. The posts:

I kept procrastinating on the void state, making excuses and goofing off, except this is my life that I'm playing with and I just needed to stop all the bs and just enter the void state. I highly suggest everyone procastinating reads these two posts.

How I Entered the Void State

So the way I entered the void state was acctually really surprising because I didn't really mean to lol. As I mentioned, my sleep schedule was so trash and I needed to fix that first. Under a sleep mediation video, someone recommended this video for mind awake body asleep binaural beats that they said helped them sleep and give them really good dreams:

I decided to listen to it and was laying starfish position and just affirming "I am the void" over and over. My intention was to fall asleep while doing the lullaby method for void state so that when I fixed my sleep schedule, I would enter the void state easily. However, in like 25 minutes, I realized I was in sleep paralysis. I had been feeling symptoms and twitches but i just kept firm and just kept affirming until I was fully in sleep paralysis. Even after sleep paralysis, I just kept affirming "i am the void" and then I started getting the symptoms for the void (being pulled up and then dropping) and then I ended up entering the void!

My Thoughts on My Method

I didn't really pay attention to what the beats were for, like I just saw the word asleep and ran with it but I realize now that it's a video to induce sleep paralysis. As someone who's wasted many nights trying to induce sleep paralysis before when sleep paralysis was the trend, I highly recommend this to anyone who's trying to do it. I've tried plenty of methods that all failed but this did the trick. I highly recommend this post if you want to learn about how sleep paralysis makes manifesting easy.

Once you enter sleep paralysis, entering the void state is a piece of cake!

What I Manifested

I had a whole void list that I just affirmed to come true. I'm not going to share everything because im not trying to write an essay but I got my desired face (I always thought it was kinda creepy how people wanted to look like other people so I didn't really have any ideas on what I wanted to look like but my subconscious mind pulled through and I look so pretty and stared at myself for like a good 20 minutes lol), desired body and height, hairless body (no more shaving!!!!), clear skin, already been moved out of my abusive household (i basically revised my past because i woke up in an apartment that I've been living in for a while now even though i used to be stuck in my abusive household where my parents wouldnt even let me leave unless it was for school or work), never having to interact with my parents again, graduated college already (i hated school because i just dislike studying for tests and annoying group projects and my parents forced me to major in something i hated and even after 2 and a half years in it, i still hate the major so much but now ive already graduated last summer), and work full time in my desired job (so the reason i didn't manifest studying in college with a different major is because i worked an internship and fell in love with the job and the company BUT i would need a degree in the major to move up from an internship to a full time job but now, the story has changed that I graduated with my degree and have been a full time employee for a while now 😄).

I'm Going to Immediately Fix Your Self Concept for the Void

Self concept about the void was never an issue for me. For a very little bit, i used to have a pretty trash self concept on the void until I really thought about it and fixed it pretty easily and never really doubted the void again. So how did I do it? Well first, think about all these success stories on tumblr (@voidsuccess compiled a lot of them). Do you really think every single one of them is lying? Okay, maybe all 100+ stories are lying. Then go onto r/nevillegoddard. We all know how close minded they can be since they have a lot of limiting beliefs as to what is possible or not. Well even they have a bunch of void successes. Maybe all of those are lies too? Because they are still a LOA forum, right? Forget LOA. Go over to the shifting community and go read their void success stories on any forums. They have so many and a lot of barely know who Neville is. Granted they use the void to shift rather than manifest although if you think about it, they're just manifesting that they shift. You don't believe any of them either? Okay forget them. Go to meditation forums and read about deep meditative states and how they've entered the void (they usually don't call it the void though although you can tell it's the void from how they describe it and the symptoms prior). I've even seen a few people go into the void on some Buddhist forums when talking about meditating. So just think to yourself, is everyone on loa tumblr, r/nevillegoddard, shifting forums, meditation forums, and even Buddhist forums lying about getting into the void? Because statistically speaking, there's a very very low chance of that.

"OKAY OKAY I BELIEVE IT NOW. THE VOID IS REAL BUT I DONT THINK IT CAN MANIFEST ANYTHING I WANT"

Again if you really believe every single success story on loa forums and shifting forums are lies even though the chance of that happening is statistically really low, then just prove it to yourself. Like you know the void is real right? Just get into it and find out for yourself. Even if everything is fake, you'll atleast have been meditating which is super beneficial in general.

I hope this portion of my post really puts it into perspective how dumb it is to be doubting the void and helped you guys fix your self concept. And if it didn't, guess what? Self concept really isn't that important. Do you think those people on the meditation or the Buddhist forums had a good self concept? No lol, they just meditated and got in. So don't fret if you somehow still have doubts and just enter the void.

Another Method

So I just wanted to share my original plan to get into the void state. I discovered this meditation that instantly put me into the alpha state:

It is super relaxing and just ignore her once she tries to bring you out alpha state and just affirm for the void. I did this and I entered the alpha state but then I was just so exhausted (as I mentioned before) so I just followed her out of the alpha state and decided to enter the void state through this meditation after fixing my sleep schedule and yk how the rest of that story goes lol. But yeah, if you don't want to enter through sleep paralysis, I highly suggest this.

I'll also attach the alpha waves success stories if you guys want to understand the alpha state method more:

Final Thoughts

I really didn't want this to be this long 😭 but I really wanted to share almost everything in this post. I'm still processing everything (entering the void, the void itself, everything I've manifested esp since i just entered last night) but i wanted to write this post literally for this last part, which is thanking and shouting out the blogs who taught and helped me a lot!

@itsravenbitch @cleostoohot @prettymindset111 @lavender--fairy @voidsuccess

gonna update this list (every time i remember)

-iPhone 12

-acceptance to yale university

-airpods pro

-meeting my soulmate

-moving to a luxury 3 bedroom apartment

-200k followers on instagram

-my moms crochet business getting a lot of orders but she could still manage to not stress from how much there was!

-attending a luxury and elite school

-having all A's

-desired appearnce (cc of ruby2smooth, caerynn davies, gracie mckenna, beautiful blonde non-oily hair, cindy kimberly nose and lips naturally, small forehead, kylie jenner body, cat eyes, brow lift, v shape jawline etc)

-concert tickets to Steve Lacy

-being on disney a TON of times

-winning $10 million in the lottery

-getting booked for shows everyday

-now i earn $305k a months

-rich and fully healthy family

-a mac book

-ENORMOUS amounts of birthday presents

-total teenage freedom

-makeup/pro makeup skills

-going viral on tik tok manyy times

-perfect past

-currently have 555k subscribers on youtube

-my dream closet

-careless and nice family

-my mom marrying a billionaire who makes her so happy and loves me and her ofc.

-electric guitar, acoustic guitar/ amazing skills even though i'm a beginner.

-graduating high school at 16 so i could attend yale

-a luxury trip to new york during winter

-100k robux

-all my pintrest desires

i get so many asks every day wondering why i even began practicing the law of assumption in the first place, and every single time i read one, i can't help but think of how far i've come. i want to tell you guys from the very beginning why i even felt the need to want to start manifesting things into my life, because i really do feel it could help some people. even if this doesn't help you in an LOA sense, i do hope it helps you to know that things will always get better, no matter what things look like right now. you deserve nothing but love and light and happiness, and you will get that, no matter what.

(very small TW!)

i have been through a lot in my life. a LOT. i'll spare you guys the nitty gritty details of it all, don't worry. but to put it lightly, when i found the law of assumption, i was desperate for things in my life to start changing for the better. at the time, which was a year ago now, i was surrounded by bad people, in bad situationships, and had also just gotten diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder due to two extremely ab*sive relationships i was in. i hated my job, i hated how i looked, how i acted, how i talked, the things i was doing, the path i was going down. i longed for so much change.

i saw the law of assumption as my way out. however, my views on the law then are much different than my views on it now. i looked at manifestation as something i had to WORK for. i looked at LOA as a chore. this meant that trying to get my desires became a much more negative than a positive thing for me. i started to hate my life, and myself, even more, because i didn't know what i was doing wrong. every time i'd read a success story, i would feel nothing but envy and jealousy. i wanted to manifest my life being different SO bad that i began to feel as though it was something that i would never accomplish. these thoughts and assumptions buried me even deeper into the pit than i already was, and started a viscous cycle of me hating my life, myself, and starting to form a type of resentment against the law of assumption.

then, towards the end of 2021, the void state blew up on tumblr. i saw the void as my way out - my solution to all of this. (spoiler alert, it wasn't). i tried for MONTHS on end to get into the void. i would spend hours laying in my bed, affirming over and over and over, and getting nothing but angry at myself because yet again, the method wasn't working. more void success stories started coming to tumblr, and every time i'd read one, i'd genuinely feel sick to my stomach. i didn't understand what i wasn't doing right.

towards the beginning of this year i decided to just cut my losses and stop trying to get into the void, and focus on the things i already had, because i thought that was all i had going for me.

i can't remember where it started, but i can say that now, in this very moment, i am the happiest i have ever been.

i have manifested so many things i didn't even dream would be possible for me.

for ONCE in my life, i am so comfortable with my finances. i have financial freedom, and, not to gloat, but MORE than enough money in my bank account.

i have the most AMAZING group of friends... literally shit that feels like it's from a movie. i cannot fathom having any other group around me.

literally manifested an SP that doesn't feel real. fairy tale typa love.

i manifested a job that i love more than words, and not only that, but i manifested getting promoted to manager, and i start training next month.

i've manifested appearance changes as well, and i feel so beautiful in my skin, with AND without makeup, which again.. i didn't think would be possible.

my assumptions about myself, my life, finances, friends, people, relationships, ANYTHING you can think of have all changed for the better. i genuinely feel as though i am limitless and can manifest absolutely anything i desire, and not only that, i feel as though i deserve all of my desires. because i do! a year ago today i was a completely different person than i am now - and i'm so proud to say that i am living a comfortable, happy, and free life.

i know so many people on tumblr and on all platforms that hold an LOA community struggle with so many of the same things i struggled with, and i can promise you that if you truly just focus on what you already know and APPLY, nothing is impossible and nothing will stop you. i have been where you are - i have believed the law of assumption was bullshit at points. but now, i cannot imagine where i'd be if i hadn't started practicing the law. are there things i still want to manifest? absolutely! do i still have small struggles, or bad days? absolutely! the thing is though, i know now that none of that matters. what matters is the things i want - and that's it! there is nothing in this entire world that will stop my desires from coming to me.

when i finally realized that the only person who can stop my desires is ME, is when things finally started changing for the better. i am the only one who will ruin my success and also the only one who can give myself success. i'm choosing to give myself success.

you will get your success, too. you deserve to feel good, and love your life. you deserve to not have stresses or worries. you deserve nothing but all that life has to offer, and i believe you can give that to yourself.

And why is it so hard for you to comprehend it’s possible to manifest out of thin air. Your desires appear IN your reality, you don’t shift to another reality to have your desires. Stop over complicating stuff and tell people the truth, that whatever they believe is true, no matter how complicated, because that’s the truth and that the only thing that you and I and All the other blogs should be telling people.

People come crying to me on my blog asking if it’s possible to manifest without shifting and I feel like shouting at that YES because anything is possible. believe it or not there is a lot out there that you don’t know of and what you believe is only true for you and it’s not the universal truth and if someone believes they don’t shift their consciousness to another reality to manifest and they manifest without shifting, then they do. Stop praising neville like a god and think for yourself. And stop making anons believe that they have no other way to manifest apart from your knowledge gathered by someone who died 80 years ago and by the internet lol.

look, i think you might’ve misunderstood me. maybe i haven’t been concise enough or maybe you haven’t read all of what i’ve written about it.

challenge by : @zen-shu 💓

OKAY SO UH! i forgot to update and it’s been almost a week (terribly sorry for the late update ☺️, school has started so yeah i’ve been so busy AH)

🫶🏻 what i’ve manifested (omg thdnhf (〃ノ∇ノ) ) :

clear glass skin, my skin was so clear the entire second week of school, i don’t remember persisting clear skin as much so i was very shocked when i woke up to seeing the dark spots on my left cheek all gone 🥹 LIVING MY DREAM

growing taller, my parents kept pointing out how i seem like i grew taller “again” (😏), HEH, being short is cute, but i just wanted to be a little bit more taller so yeah :D!!

better self concept- omg i- HDHSJDJ it was so freaking scary when i realized that my self concept improved greatly LMAOO, i remember just sitting in yearbook & i was like “wait 😳 my self concept has gotten so much better what” AHH SUPER HAPPY ABOUT THIS ONE

luscious, shiny hair- my hair didn’t look oily at all this week no matter the 100° weather, my hair looked really nice :,)

the 200 IQ thingy oml, i was understanding every math equation/function my teacher threw so easily- and if i didn’t understand it and got help, i took in the info so quick and easily 😳😳, OH AND MY MEMORY HAS IMPROVED SO MUCH- it was already pretty good in the start but it improved even more ?? 😭

i also achieved my ideal face & body 🥲 (getting kinda emotional here ☺️🤚🏼) i am really proud and happy of this one- my confidence was out of the roof this week ever since i manifested this one

this sounds so unbelievably silly and cheesy LMAO but i also uh manifested getting attention from boys at my school & this worked 🧍🏻‍♀️. whenever i introduced myself or walked passed boys at my school, they would always look at me in the eyes and smile (when i introduced myself) or they’d keep on staring at me (｡･･｡) … i know i manifested this but i still get pretty flustered LMAO (and everyone kept wanting to get to know me- it was pretty crazy 🤠-)

thank you so very much for this challenge @zen-shu , i truly appreciate this so much 🥹💓 have a wonderful day/evening/night wherever you are!!

🫶🏻🫶🏻

this is random but i remembered that i manifested my ideal life before in my sophomore-junior year (i’m a senior in high school now 😅) and whenever i wanted to behave a certain way in public, i’d think or imagine it in my head, and the result literally would just come out in the 3D- I FORGOT HOW FLIPPING AMAZED I WAS AND THAT I COULD DO THAT 😳, my self concept at that time was really good too! and even if it wasn’t- i still easily manifested things when i had fun affirming or imagining what i wanted in my head :,) !

update/note : i deleted my face reveal just because i wanted to keep my privacy from this platform <3

1. Negative and intrusive thoughts don't hold any power, ofc. The roof isn't gonna fall off if I imagine so. But if negativity is your lifestyle, it's how you normally think, then yes it will manifest.

2. Physical reality isn't what it looks like but what you take it as. If you are someone who hates their body, you'll find a way to make yourself believe that your body looks bad even if it looks amazing. You gotta do the same now just the opposite.

3. Logic can help in manifesting because for the conscious mind it makes more sense and is easily acceptable. This could be my assumption so it's manifesting but I'll still point this out.

I manifested being the head in school twice before knowing loa. Did I have doubts? Yes. Did I think the other candidates could be better? Yes. But I kept telling myself that, "I've done so much for the school, I'll be the one to win definitely. Besides, I'm the only one who could manage this". I put logic in this. I found excuses as to why I deserve my manifestation. Do the same. If you want a lot of money but don't see any way of getting it, just think, 'Well I've worked so hard all my life, I'll definitely get the money or I deserve a raise in job". Find excuses to stick to your new story. This will make you focus more on the new story.

4. You shouldn't focus on the how cause manifesting is extremely natural. For your subconscious, it's literally obvious to have your desires. If you see you don't see any movement, you should understand that for your subconscious, it's normal. What movement? You have what you want. I was manifesting being better at English and now random big words come to me and I'm like...???? Did I always knew this word? I can't even remember if I ever knew it before. So yeah, it's natural for you to have your desires. If you feel stressed with the feeling of how, remember this.

I found the yt channel Electrasoul just a few weeks ago and binge watched all her videos. She TRANSFORMED my mindset completely!!!

I started ignoring all negative thoughts & circumstances. Whenever someone undesired appeared, I just said (sry for swearing) “fuck it bitch u can’t affect me cuz I literally control this reality!! Everything is freaking ideal because I said so PERIOD!”. I changed my mindset to a complete confident and positive one & affirmed whenever I thought of my desire. Lemme list the things I manifested in a WAYYYY shorter period than I expected it all happened so fast and suddenly I’m still processing wtf happened the last couple of days.

•different face & body (my ideal)

•money (150$ gifted by my parents for no reason)

•changing a small thing in my name (removed a letter)

•MY FAM AND I MOVING TO A PRETTY PENTHOUSE!!!!!!! That’s so far the most unexpected one bc I didn’t even affirm for this one, I just said I have all my desired (& moving houses wasn’t on my list but something I desired deep down ngl)