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‘ stay with me tonight? ’

‘ don’t talk. save your strength. ’

‘ hey, i’ve got you. it’s okay. ’

‘ i’ll be right here. don’t worry. ’

‘ i think we’re done. ’

‘ hold my hand. ’

‘ it’s all been a lie, hasn’t it? ’

‘ we’re out of time. ’

‘ you’ll always be a friend. ’

‘ just hold me. ’

‘ i have to leave you behind. i’m sorry. ’

‘ don’t do that. it’ll only hurt. ’

‘ go on, cry. ’

‘ keep your eyes open. ’

‘ can i hug you? ’

‘ i trusted you. ’

‘ do you remember? ’

julia jones in wind river (2017)

gotta love that track!

could you please stop it?

we’ve only got a couple of hours, so let’s use it.

you’re good at this.

i just wanna get my bearings a bit.

see you around?

go along with whatever i say!

okay, you’re just pestering now.

sorry for killing you.

if you don’t already know what _____ is, you probably don’t wanna know.

i’m regarding you.

i feel like i’m being analysed. 

i guess now they’re just kind of a comfort thing.

i figured they were kind of a fashion statement. but then the rest of your outfit is… not.

people try so hard to look how they think they should look.

you’re authentically you.

do you live here?

oh, my god! we have to dance to this!

dance floors aren’t my thing.

oh, let’s not limit ourselves.

why did you run away?

you were like a frightened horse on a frozen lake back there.

i’m kidding! … half kidding.

folks are way less uptight than they used to be.

if they were staring, it’s because i am bodacious.

i’ve never been on a dance floor.

what are you, like, amish? that’s one sheltered existence you’ve got there.

as far as my family’s concerned, i can’t do anything.

no one knows about even half the shit i get up to.

it’s from a place of love, though, right?

just the concept of me enjoying myself would blow their minds.

what would you like to do? that you’ve never done?

why waste time sitting here?

i’m, uh, i’m engaged. i have a fiance.

wanna go to bed with me?

oh… you’re nice.

can you hear me out? please? please.

look, i don’t want some kind of boring romance, okay?

it’s not just sex.

it was just sex.

we made a connection.

waiting for someone?

shall we dance?

can you just make this easy for me?

you never slept with a woman before?

i was in love with him. i really was in love with him.

i really was in love with him… but he chose not to stick around.

she’s worth the shot, right?

i’m sorry, i’m looking for someone.

why are you here?

i was looking for you. where did you go?

how the hell is this your era?

you don’t know who i am! you don’t know what this means!

this is not fun, okay? this is not fun! 

maybe you should feel bad. or at least feel something.

how many of them are dead?

i said i wouldn’t… i don’t know, do feelings. 

i don’t want to like anyone. so you’ve been just totally fucking inconvenient.

i wasn’t prepared for you, for wanting something.

i’m getting married.

you sure you’re going through with that?

i know he pities me. that pisses me off.

without this place, i never would’ve met someone like you.

if we really met– i mean if we really met– you wouldn’t like me.

i’ll give you some privacy. 

you’re ____? holy shit.

let’s go grab a coffee.

wanna marry me instead?

are you sure you’re alright?

you didn’t dress up to see me?

oh, i love it here! i just love it!

be with me.

stay here with me.

can we just enjoy tonight?

who can even make sense of forever?

hey, it’s real! this is real.

come on, you know that was just a gesture.

it’s not so kind to leave.

we got this chance! i just wanna share it with you. 

he could have stayed, but he chose to leave you.

you don’t know what you’re saying.

you should be mad at him, not whipping yourself with guilt!

you can’t know the bond, the commitment, the boredom, the yearning, the laughter, the love of it! the fucking love! you just cannot know!

did you think to ask? did it occur to you to ask?

you think you’re the only person who ever suffered? go fuck yourself.

i wish i could believe he’s with her now, that they’re together, but i don’t. i believe they’re nowhere. gone.

you wanna spend forever somewhere nothing matters?

i’m out! i’m gone! 

all things considered, i guess i’m ready. 

“ i’ve had countless ideas ”

“ help me face the monsters under my bed ”

“ i’ve got stories to write ”

“ maybe it’s finally time ”

“ your story is worth telling ”

“ it’s like you put the stars in the sky ”

“ i don’t mean to make a cliche ”

“ lately everything i seem to say sounds like an apology ”

“ i wasn’t strong enough to pick up the broken pieces ”

“ i want to sleep with you ”

“ i won’t let them get to you ”

“ from within your pain, comes glory ”

“ how many nights did we spend wishing for things that never came true?”

“ what does that make me? ”

“ how much does one sacrifice for others before they lose themselves? ”

“ i needed you to break me so i could find myself ”

“ don’t ask me what i’m doing because i don’t always know ”

“ your body is convenient ”

“ i’m sorry that it had to come to this ”

“ it takes all of my efforts just to not drown ”

“ you were underestimating my strength ”

“ what does it mean to be okay? ”

“ you can buy sex but you can’t buy love ”

“ there is a symphony in me waiting to be sung ”

“ perhaps there was part of me that still needed you ”

“ you’ve mastered the ways of breaking your own heart ”

“ i have always been quick to love and quick to break ”

“ i wanted to plant flowers in the empty spaces of my body so maybe i could find something beautiful to appreciate ”

“ i am sorry i am never there when you need me ”

“ i gave you my body and my heart and now i want them back ”

“ i woke up wanting to love you only to realize that you were no longer mine to love ”

“ you told me that you loved me ”

“ you are new flowers blooming after a spring rain ”

“ i guess i forgot what it was like to burn ”

“ ask me what it’s like to lose yourself ”

“ everyday is halloween for me ”

“ please tell me why missing you feels like pushing a mountain ”

“ there are cobwebs in the corners of my room ”

“ our hearts break in different ways ”

“ i should have been loving myself before loving you ”