James

Oh, I don't get how this happened. I think I should go back to the gym… or maybe just keep eating, I don't know...

When I was starting my feedee journey yearsssss ago I blissfully found out lard is the best fat for infusions and also gains. Not only is it dirt cheap but it just makes you appreciate dessert on a whole new level. I rmb I was supposed to make a tray of brownies for a girls night but ended up eating the whole tray cuz it just made everything more gooey, more tasty, more chewy, more fattening…….

Like being high brings a stuffing to a whole other level like not only was a carton of ice cream gone but it also makes you realize chocolate is very much a beverage.

I love how greedy & hedonistic it makes you like it’s not good enough you just finished 3000+ cal in one sitting like you also need to order a family meal to really treat ur belly.

It’s like your belly is an extension of you while it’s extending from you. You get lost if the goal is to see how much you can stretch, how much you can eat, or how much you can weigh after your done. Like it’s challenging ur belly that’s it’s questionable if it’s a punishment.

The best part is when ur greed is accommodated in your life like carrying weed oil to sprinkle over your dinner with your friends also accompanying the shots of tequila that are so strong but goes down into the abyss that is your belly

So much food it feels like you’re carrying a small ecosystem. I also love the more high you get the more numb and relax your body is that you just have more cocktails or some smokes because you know it will create more room.

I love how when creating room and you stretch marks are throbbing the chair starts squeaking and it’s almost like you have to see what will make it break.

Creating more room it doesn’t matter if you have to be constantly belching or farting or ask your friend/date/partner next to you to help rub your gut cuz you can’t reach it and also your way too focused shoving more food in your face

Stoner jock death

They feed me, house me, provide for me and all I have to do is submit myself to their control. Make a complete pig out of myself 24/7.

I have to stuff myself to the brim daily, my belly taut - stuffed painfully full.

I must be naked at all times so that my consistent growth can be admired.

Hand feeding them, and letting them taste test new recipes, that you’ve been dying to make for them, having sweet moments of domestic fun together.

Letting them become more sedentary so you can dote on them, little acts of service to make them happy and so they don’t exert themselves.

Buying them their favorite snacks, because you just know what would make their day.

Falling even more in love with them as they grow, getting to explore their body and appreciate the changes as they gain more weight.

Every stretch mark, roll, or dimple of cellulite a little reminder for them that they are all your’s.

so uhhh, 43lbs since december, 66lbs gained since I started gaining last summer. my gf has really been ramping up my gains 🫣 maybe I'll post some comparison pics later if I can find any hehe