Im a radqueer but I dont want to be. Ims starting to question everything. Some pretty messed up stuff happened to me on so servers and its making me feel uncomfortable to be a radqueer. Its making me feel like gross let's just say it has to do with some pedos and zoos. But I support paras and transids at the same time but im seeing how harmful some of it is and I feel so broken and I feel like no other community will accept me. I want to go on discord and have a community. But that community is dark, the raduqeer community on tumblr and discord are horrible. I dont know of any other communities. I myself supported and still maybe support idk transabled. But, im not a parahile im not transabled and I have no transid identities. I just support it. I AM a radqueer but I am not one in the sense that I use many of the labels. I guess I have some issues that could be considered forms of parahilias but none of the big three. I have always had atypical dysphoria and felt like maybe...it was the place I belonged and for a long time it helped me accept who I was.
