Hello

Any pronouns

Shhh ignore the fact Milan can’t sweat, its funny

Her ass is NOT standing there she deadass goes to the door as soon as Kepo gets the gun and shoots at her for the first time, if it wasn’t for Sombra (and Capa) breaking the power she’d be cooked

I GUESS I’ll just make it myself

I was wondering why Milan would kill Oliver and ngl I was gonna make it be for the bit but it makes sense if she kills him for looking into her

When they meet he notices she isn’t a plant and she tells him that Jamie is poisonous and to not consume her, < this info stops Oliver from later killing himself on accident in sun when he remembers it

He thinks about the fact that they haven’t gotten a hang of identifying plants and the fact that Jamie is poisonous isn’t in her chart, along with suspecting shes not plants + no shot they’d give a guard that much clearance

He puts two and two together and once he gets out of sun he realizes that “mc” is Milan, he trys to find where shes stationed but like she said when he met her she isn’t supposed to be in that city at that time

He prob makes plans to go to her city sometime after the meeting and the day Jamie is planned to be removed happens to be the day he planed to see her (she prob had some pull so she made it the same day)

Off topic but I think if how Milan got into the familys good graces wa similar to how Kepo did it, while shes healing someone takes her to a hospital, she isn’t healing normally and it gets the attention of Oliver’s family who take her to their labs

Once there shes probably still passed out til they start talking to the body and she replys, she fights her way out the lab and Sunny’s family gets interested in her so they take her in, and she starts as a guard, this all happened before 2004

She probably ranks a little higher then the av guard by the time she meets Oliver, and by the time she is held at gun point by Mimu shes prob right hand man

She meant it /pos and the joke is definitely still worrying but I don’t think they’d take it that way

I FROGOT KAILE’S WINGS

Also this giggle,

Hi I finsihed it, its low quality cause fuck you future me

These were made to be /silly but ngl they still vaguely happened but with different wording giggle

Off topic but I SWORE Capa’s blue was easier to see in other drawings idfk why its more difficult now

Anyways the first one is when Sombra and Tocado find Capa holding Len’s body, by this time uni has picked up the book and started writing

I Imagine Tocada and Sombra still do get directions and look to Milan for orders like a leader, with her dead they need a new one so even though they were scared of her they agreed to take her to the new world cause she didn’t actually do anything to them directly

Second one is probably pre nibble but near, Capa’s ring and rubber band are gone (in his pocket)

Which I got the idea they all have promise rings in collage au but then was like “aw what if I move it over to cannon” anyways they (tocada Sombra and Capa) have matching rings to remind them when they are tweaking

It probably got made because Tocado fidgets with his hands when the feelings are especially bad and probably hurt herself so Sombra made a ring for him to spin instead

I also imagine Capa has anger issues but never inflicted harm onto anyone but himself (maybe scratching himself on the hands or breaking his pen)

Off topic again but heres “you and I” book pov timeline so far

Anyways I think during their weird relationship thing Capa is the one escalating looking to reach a “point of no return”

If the escalation had numbers 1-10, then “the hill” is like a 1 and the end when Capa is biting Milan is like a 9 going on 10 (if Tocada and Sombra didn’t intervene Capa or Milan would have died)

Capa can always back out and undo what hes doing to Milan but he doesn’t, he sees his point of no return at like a 4 or 5, he hates himself and wants Milan to be a monster and terrible so he feels justified in hurting her, at a level 4 he deems himself too terrible and sees his only out as making Milan worse then him

Milan’s point of no return is probably 7-8, Capa lets some of his thoughts slip that he thinks shes a monster and wants her to hurt him so his pain inflicted on her is “self defense”, since she finds out the reason hes doing this is because shes a monster she plays into it

I think after this point of no return shes more violent and even though Capa attempts to get her to chill out and drop a level she doesn’t let him and they escalate again,

I imagine Capa learns Milan killed some random for the love of the game and he goes to her office pissed cause maybe he made her promise to chill out but clearly she didn’t, and shes already waiting for him,

And he insults her but he calms him down by saying she needed to do it for work, they probably start kissing with him on the desk but he gets off and slowly the places swap til shes on the desk, and hes refusing to stop kissing her for long enough so their both losing air between kisses and him insulting her, and then he gets hungry (probably has happened before but he resists it the other times, not this time) and starts biting her and clawing at her chest scar, drawing blood, then Tocado and Sombra open the door and drag him away

In my head it mirrors Milan trying to kiss Kaile (Len is the want to get worse because your already so far gone, Capa is Milan’s actions, she(irl Milan) finally gets control and she trys to kiss Kaile (“indulging”, she does love Kaile but also is uncomfortable with physical affection like a kiss, but its what she “has” to do, like Capa “has” to get worse, theres no out)

But Kaile telling Milan no, hugging her instead, letting her cry in her arms, comforting her and Milan being able to accept the love in a different form then she expected, in a form she was always just asking for instead of anything else, and allowing herself to accept something good even when she doesn’t think she deserves it is Tocado and Sombra dragging Capa away from Len before he does something horrible and bringing him to his senses

Of course Capa never actually wanted Len to be worse, it ended up in more people getting hurt then just him, it was a convoluted way at self harm and a desperate way to feel control and powerful and superior when he doesn’t believe he deserves it