Trail of pencil lead

I don’t want to be 40 yet. I have too many things I need to do, I want to be proud of myself. I’m just a being full oh holes and hopes, i am terrified.

Ok I spent a small amount of time reaching to old old friends or people I have in my inbox from old days of tumblr. I miss those days!

Today I cried while holding Charlie, to which I formally owned but now has a new owner. While it’s my coworker and she brings him, I haven’t seen him in awhile and my soul felt at that moment like it began to entangle our destiny together when in reality I can’t be. My dearest Charlie I still wake up making sure I don’t step on you, I see see shadows of you where I go. Although god forbid you pass away, I feel as if you have left my world and all that I am even in this short time.

How does video shorts/reels work here on tumblr? The only way I can get to it is I have to find a video then finally I can doom scroll lol. But I kinda dig tumblr reels

Queens Blood is so fun omfg