since i can't keep everything in my head..

...so we lost our house and now i most likely have to move to New Orleans. it isn’t an issue considering that’s one of the top places i wanna live. It just sucks that i’d be moving from Maine to Louisiana. Quite the change but it’ll be well needed.

i think being around my family constantly is taking a serious tole on all of us. My dad and sister are the only ones who are able to get out and do things and they actually have lives. My mom and i are the ones who hold down the fort i guess but a little after Thanksgiving, and an apartment inspection, i’m going to town with my mom to see her family for a day or two

okay but can someone tell me how to be pretty like literally everyone else 

I CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S FUCKING OVER IT’S REALLY OVER, THIS IS THE SHOW THAT RAISED ME WHEN MY PARENTS DIDN’T WANT TO AND NOW IT’S OVER. 

it’s the last episode of supernatural ever and i truly don’t think i can do it. not without some hard drugs anyway 

my cat is loafing in my lap while i’m doing homework, smoking weed, and binging Supernatural. Tis a good moment 

update: we playin club penguin 

yall i am watching a priest, a rabbi, and a homosexual atheist smoke weed together and lemme tell you i am crying some real big girl tears right now

so all i’m going to say is that weed is literally the best thing on earth. like not even an hour ago, i was sobbing and wishing i was dead and i was really goin thru it lemme tell ya. then i took literally one good hit off of my bong and i’m just watching all of the smoke sessions in That 70′s Show and eating scooby gummies lmao

all life fucking is, is getting attached to people who’re just gonna leave anyway. not to mention, one of the worst feelings on earth is missing someone who you know for a fact doesn’t miss you right now. the other thing though, is that part of you will also somewhat think that you and them are going to be okay but it’s still nerve-wracking. motherfucker i need to sleep, goodnight. 

all i want in life is a good body and an actual relationship. i also, want an intense amount of marijuana.