cloecox

Requested: yes

By: kkjackson_avery

Summery: jack and mykalyn have been friends for a long time and jack starts developing feelings over time untill he completely falls for mykalyn, but he wont commit and shes too afraid to love again.

Prompts: 19, 21, 23 & 46

19. "Im scared to love"

21. "Give me a chance"

23. "I dont want to fall in love if you dont want to give me %100 commitment."

46. "When im with you im happy"

Somg i wrote to: comethru by Jeremy zucker

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You and jack had been friends since diapers and it's been so good having a friemd by your side through whatever

You guys did nearly everything together, he even taught you how to skateboard

He was there for you through every heartbreak you've had in life as you have been for him

When you were 13 you started developing feelings for jack

When you were about 14 jack had begun doing more with his music leaving barley any time for you both to hang out

When you were 15 jack had made a band with his friends corbyn, zach, jonah and daniel

When you were 16 you had started traveling with the boy's

Being by jacks side thtough thick and thin always made those feeling you had for him gtow deeper over time

Given your past with guy's you tried to get rid of the feelings not to mention that he was one of your best friends and if he had ever found out you liked him you figured it would ruin the friendship

Little to your knowlage jack had fallen deeply in love with you over time

"Hey mykalyn!" Corbyn said as you borded the boy's travel bus

You smiled and raced ober to the couch to take the spot next to him as jonah sat the other side of you and zach and daniel sat the couch oppisite you

Jack hadn't borded the bus yet saying he wanted to skate a bit longer

"How are you and jack?" Jonah asked looking at you

"We're good i guess, why?" You asked

"Come on, we know you two like each other" daniel said

"He speaks about you all the time when your not around its driving me insane!" Zach said having all the boys agree with him

"Oh..." you say slightly shocked

"Look i know you don't have a good past with guy's but give him a chance yeah?"  Corbyn asked

"He's one of our best friend's and we just want the best for him" daniel said

"Just like how we want the best for you also, you've become one of our close friend's also, heloing us with all those girl problems" zach said

"Its really helpful" jonah said laughing slightly

"We love you both seperatly, but we'd love you both more if you were together" daniel said

You smiled and laughed slightly

"How do i kmow you guy's are telling the truth about him liking me?" You aksed

"Are you insane? Of course we are telling the truth!" Corbyn said boumcing up on the chair making you all laugh

"Fine i believe you" you said smiling

"Good cause now's the day, well night you both get together" daniel said as he stood up grabbing your hand and pulling you to the door of the bus

He pushed you out slightly and carefully and smirked at you

"You and jack are not allowed in untill you both talk" daniel said slamming and locking the bus door

"What was that about?" You heard jack ask from being you

Jumping you turned to look at him ehile holding your heart

"Jesus you scared me!" You yelled slightly

"Sorry love!" He said smiling

Love was a pet name he had given you when you were 12

"So..." you said after calming down

"Soo...wanna sit on the top of the bus and look at the star's?" Jack asked raising an eyebrow

You grinned and nodded your head raving to the ladder on the bus and climing up

"Hey wait up!" Jack said laughing and following after you

Once on top jack layed down on his bavk with his arms behind his head and letting out a breath

"Come here love" he said looking at you

You smiled and moved in untill your head was laying om his chest and you were both looking up at the star's

"I love night's like this" you whispered

I know love" jack said lowly

You sighed and sat up amd grossed your legs

Jack doing the same

"I have something to tell you" you both said at the same time ending in you both laughing

"You go first!" You grinned at him

He smiled and looked down playing with the ends of his jumper sleeve something he did when he was nervous

"I've...I've liked you for quite a while now...i understand if you dont feel the same way.." he said slowly

"I've liked you for a long time also jack..." you say smiling slightly

He shot his head up looking at you shocked

"Im scared to love though" you whispered looking down

"Give me a chance" he said reaching for your hand and taking it in his

"I don't want to fall in love if you dont want to give me %100 commitment" you whispered

He squeezed your hand and you soon felt his hand go and looked up at him

"Here, its cold out" he said handing you his jumper he had taken off few seconds ago

You smiled and slid it over you head smiling at the smell

"When im with you im happy" jack said grabbing your hands in his

"And i promise im ready to fully commit to a realtionship with you if you are willing to do the same" jack said smiling slightly

"Be mine?" He whispered looking into your eye's

"You could see even in the dark that his eye's told the truth

"Only if you will be mine" you whispered

He smiled and brought you in to a passionate kiss

Your real name or y/n

Plot

The boy you want to be with

Prompts (max of 4 prompts per imagine)

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1. "I hate christmas/I love christmas"

2. "You don't mean that"

3. "Watch me."

4. "Just...just leave."

5. "Think about it, the little patter of children"

6. "I love you"

7. "Fuck your hot!"

8. "Shut up knobhead!"

9. "It's 3am why are you baking?!"

10. "Your beautiful and im so in love with you"

11. "What do you mean!?"

12. "I swear i will knock you on your ass mr!"

13. "Stop winking at me!"

14. "I hate you."

15. "God your so stupid it drives me INSANE!!"

16. "Kiss me."

17. "Never thought id see that happen"

18. "Why is my bra on your head?!"

19. "Im scared to love"

20. "I lost the baby" "you what?!"

21. "Give me a chance"

22. "Dance with me!"

23. "I dont want to fall in love if you dont want to give me %100 commitment."

24. "Can....can i kiss you right now?"

25. "Your cute when your angry"

26. "Stop smirking at me"

27. "Lets have a baby"

28. "Can we cuddle? Its really cold"

29. "Is that my shirt?"

30. "Your teasing me again..."

31. "This is why i fell in love with you"

32. "Are you drunk?"

33. "Give it back!"

34. "Why are you naked?"

35. "Where did all these puppies come from?"

36. "I bought you your favorite coffee"

37. "Are you cold?"

38. "There's only one bed"

39. "Fuck me."

40. "Stay here tonight"

41. "I'll keep you warm"

42. "Here, let me help you"

43. "I care about you"

44. "Please dont cry"

45. "Dont lie to me."

46. "When im with you im happy"

47. "Can't you stay a little longer?"

48. "We're not just friends and you fucking know that."

49. "Just leave me alone."

50. "Just talk to me. Please"

51. "I hate how much i love you"

52. "Stop biting that fucking lip"

53. "Make me"

54. "You're seriously like a man-child"

55. "You're the only one keeping me sane right now"

56. "Right now, here with you, is a blessing."

57. "I'm not drunk enough for this."

58. "I'll walk you home"

59. "Remeber when we were little?"

60. "Take my jacket, it's cold outside"

61. "You've got this!"

62. "What. The. Hell."

63. "I leave for 2 minutes and the place is messy?!"

64. "You smell nice"

65. "Don't mind if i do"

66. "Calm down"

67. "Look at me okay? Just breath"

68. "That's not even fair."

69. "You owe me a kiss"

70. "Why the hell is there glitter everywhere?"

71. "Is that a tattoo?"

72. "I love it!"

73. "Your sexy when your dancing"

74. "Girls night in?"

75. "Period? I'll go get you some stuff"

76. "Your too good to me"

77. "How are you so perfect?"

78. "Do you really need all that candy?"

79. "I want to hike up your skirt and take your right here."

80. "Hold my hand untill its over?"

81. "I hate this."

82. "Please. not now."

83. "Fuck!"

84. "I love your hair"

85. "Are your seriously throwing forks at me?"

86. "Just have a damn break!"

87. "I bought you dinner"

88. "Massage?"

89. "Your really are amazing"

90. "Its okay to cry"

91. "I love your smile"

92. "Are you hurt?"

93. "Im not going to hurt you?"

"Can i have an imagine with jonah marais or daniel seavey 5, 17 & 169 please?""

5. "What the hell are you drinking. At this hour?"

17. "That's a stupid rule"

169."is there a reason why your naked in my bed?"

Decided to do Daniel

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It was at least 1 in the morning when you decided to stumble back home through the door's of the wdw house

You and the girl's had decided to go out after you saw all the boy's had passed out earlier on in the day

Because you didn't have anything to do and you weren't getting attention you Christina and y/bff/n decided to go out

You had left at around 6 and had been out untill now and you were wasted

"Im gonna go see Daniel" you said with a hiccup as you made your way up the stairs and to your boyfriend

As you made you way to the room you had thrown off your heels and your dress and your bra and now your panties

As you got to the door you waltzed in and grabbed a bottol of tequila out of your bag before jumping on yours and Daniels bed

"What the hell?" Daniel said rubbing his eyes and looking at you

"Is there a reason why your naked in my bed?" He asked as you layed down next to him

"It's my bed too" you said sitting up and taking a sip of your tequila

"What the hell are your drinking. At this hour?" He asked grabbing the bottle

"Hey!" You said going to get it only to have him stand up

"You can't have alcohol at this time of the night." He says

"Yeah why not?" You asked

"It's the rules" he said raising his eyebrow as you crossed your arms and pouted

"That's a stupid rule." You said getting up and walking out the door

"What are you doing y/n?" Daniel asked following you with a blanket in his hands as he struggled to stop you

As you made your way into the kitchen you could see that the girl's and corbyn and jack were there

"Oh god!" Jack said as he covered his eye's

"Am i ugly?" You asked upset

"Your not but we have to respect daniel!" Jack said with his eyes covered

"Y/n. Put it on" daniel said angry

"Nah im fine thanks" you said laughing causing Christina and y/bff/n to laugh

As you went to grab a slice of cake you felt the blanket and arms wrap around you

"I love you when your drunk but only when it's around me" he whispered in your ear as he hugged you

"You should get her to bed" corbyn said as Christina squirmed in his arms as he carried her over his shoulder

Jack doing the same with y/bff/n

"Night mate" jack said as he walked into his room with y/bff/n

"Come on, on the bed" Daniel said as he threw you softly on the bed as you giggled

"Cuddle me!" You said as you pulled him onto you

"Alright let me just get the blanket on me" he said as he got comfortable

"Goodnight princess, i love you" he said kissing the top of your head

Based on the song Ghost of you by  5 seconds of summer. This song really means a lot to me and its just ome of those somgs where you just sit back and think, wow i can relate to this song so much. And i do. So i thought id just make and imagine from it. Enjoy.

(Can be with whoever you want it to be, i know the guys arnt like this but)

(Changed the lurics a tiny bit to fit the imagine a bit better)

Sorry if its not good.

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"Here I am waking up 

Still can't sleep on your side"

You slowly wake up to the shine of the sunlight through the gap of your curtain. It's a small reminder that your still alive. Sighing you sit on the edge of your bed rubbing your hands slowly over your face to wake up.

Looking at the cold space behind you which holds nothing but an unoccupied space.

Left in it's naturual messy state of crinckled sheets and stains of coffee that he left behind.

There in that spot was a dent of his silhouette where he once lied.

Sighing you get up and make your way into the hall and into the lounge/living area.

"There's your coffee cup 

The lip stain fades with time"

You stare at the small reminder that hes no longer here. The coffee mug. There sat on the small coffee table situated inbetween the tv cabinet and the couches laid his coffee cup.

You smilet slightly remembering that he never washed one spot of his mug just to habe his lips permantly there so no one would touch his coffee cup.

"If I can dream long enough 

You'd tell me I'd be just fine

I'll be just fine"

Your smile slightly fades as you shake your head and move into the kitchen. There in the same state its been for the past month. Broken glasses and broken chairs scattered all over the floor and counter.

The memories of that night still haunting you in the back of your mind. It was the last time anything ever blew over between you both and it was the last time you ever saw of him and would ever see of him again.

"So I drown it out like I always do"

Drowning out the memories and thoughts of him you gather the courage to get on your knees and start picking up the tiny broken pieces of glass and throwing them out, careful not to slice any part of your skin, not that it would hurt as much as the pain he had given you.

Once done you make your way to the hall.

"Dancing through our house

With the ghost of you"

There hung up on the wall's were multiple pictures of you and him. All throught the years  of being together to the big one situated in the middle. There was the only photo you had ever liked. It was a photo of you and him that day you moved into this house. He had you bent down as he looks like hes going to kiss you but also has one leg in the air, you see you were both dancing happily joking around with one another and as he was trying to be romantic the person who took the photo scared us both and so we ended up in a pile on the floor.

Smiling softly you take the pictures off the wall and place them in a box situated by the back door.

"And I chase it down 

With a shot of truth"

Going back to the kitchen you let your feet lead the way to the liquor cabinet. Grabbing a bottle of vodka you pour yourself a shot and down it. Sighing you look around. The sight of the house now only occupied by one person made it seem empty and so lonely.

"Cleaning up today"

Sighing you made your way upstairs deciding to start in the once shared bedroom. Sitting in the middle of the room you spot the only piece of clothing of his left.

"Found that old Zepplin shirt"

"You wore when we ran away" 

"And no one could feel our hurt"

You sighed clutching the fabric of the shirt holding it up, there in your hands was the old zepplin shirt you both often shared with each other. It held the most memories and as stupid as it sounds it really did. It held the most memories because you both wore it often. It was the shirt you both shared a lot when you both ran away in your teens. Thinking it was love. And it was for awhile.

Clutching it to your chest you smelled it, it ofcourse had the faint scent of him left on it. Crying harder you grab a box and shove it in there.

The day you ran away was the day he promised he'd always love you. The pain and agony you had ever felt before that day soon disappeared as you both moved in eith a friend making your lifes together. As one.

"We're too young, too dumb 

To know things like love"

You were both young sure but what you thought you had was love. It was great for those 5 year's, full of laugheter and happiness, kisses and love. It was all you had ever wanted. You made a life for the both of you with jobs and well paid ones at that, you made a career as a nurse and he became a superstar. Your now in your 20s and him being 21. Now, what ever you had with him all seemed like a pathetic dream. Noe ehatever memories laid left of him were embedded in your mind.

"So I drown it out like I always do"

You now hated him. He chose the fame over you. The way he did it though left you with scares that will remain till your dying day. The past few month's was ehen he became sloppy and aggressive and very hateful towards you. Untill 3 weeks ago you fought back resulting in him to packing his stuff and leaving.

Not before saying his final word's which left you a broken mess.

"I never loved you. I made a horrible mistake for the past 5 year's of my life to be with you. Im sorry i wasted your time and im sorry that you fell for me, but i don't feel the same way anymore. Not like i once did. Goodbye..."

"And I chase it down 

With a shot of truth"

Since that night you brokedown, smashing nesrly everything that came in your sight and spent most your time downing different types of liquor and crying your eyes out. All the memories you had of him still swarming your mind.

"That my feet don't dance 

Like they did with you"

Sitting down with your back against the wall and the bottle of vodka in your hands, you downed the last few sips of it and threw the bottle against the wall, watching it shatter like the way you did that night. Though no matter how broken he left you. You still knew that he had a peice of your heart and he would forever have a piece of your heart. You knew for a fact that you indeed

Authors note: these are my own words and what has happened to me in the past few months having become an adult, please if you would like to read it then feel free to, i do not write to get bad nor positive attention i simply write to express my thoughts, feeling and my soul into my work.

Only 2 months in of being an adult and it has been an eye opener so far. I've learnt that its a lot harder as an adult then when you were a 17 year old. I've learnt not everything comes easy. Not everything or everyone is worth fighting for. What I've learnt the hardest way and was the biggest eye opener so far is friendships and relationships and how much they change as you go from being a teenager to an adult.

Ive lost multipul people that i concidered close to me, some from when we were children in diapers to 4 years of highschool together to 2 years of college together but years dont matter when you realise how much of a change it is to see that not everyone can grow up so quickly and that's sometimes not a bad thing but when your pushing true friends away for drugs and partying and late one night stands that destroy you, thats when things change and thats when you wake up and realise that you cant always continue to fight for someone who does not want to be saved or helped out.

I've also found out that the only real person there is to help you through your hard times is yourself.

Here's to the friemdships and relationships ive lost so far this year and heres to the stupid bitch who broke my heart after 13 years of a friendship.

What can I say—I’m a fighter. I go all the way. I don’t give up when things get ugly nor when I get tired. Somehow I always find fuel for my battles. I find strength even when others would’ve lost hope long time ago.

I never give up on people I love. You know that well, don’t you? Because you deserved to see me turning my back to you, but I didn’t. Because I thought you were worth the fight. I thought that it’s supposed to be this hard, that love should hurt sometimes, that I have to walk miles in pain before I get to feel a trace of happiness. So I fought for you like I never fought for anyone before.

Life was hard on me but I learned not to give up easily. I fight and I try and I fall just so I’d rise again and I keep fighting for what I want until I can’t fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left. And even then I convince myself to try one more time, that maybe this one last try will make a difference. And you have no idea how toxic this is for me.

You’re something special, you know? I loved you. I loved you even when you gave me every reason not to. Even when you treated me like I wouldn’t treat the person I hate the most in this world. You played games with me. You used me to get what you wanted when you wanted it. You kept making promises you never intended to keep and you fed of off my pain. All I lived with you was disappointment after disappointment. But I told myself that it doesn’t matter and I convinced myself that things were going to change very soon. But things never changed with you.

Things will never change with you. You are who you are. And you don’t see that there is anything wrong with you. You don’t see that there is anything wrong with how you treat others or how you treated me. And honestly, I didn’t see it either for a while. But I finally opened my eyes.

I can finally see you for who you are. I can finally stop deceiving myself and telling myself that you’re a good person. You’re not a good person.

Now I understand how I can’t fix you. Not only me, but nobody will ever be able to fix you because you don’t want to be fixed. But what you do want is someone who’ll bend over backwards for you even when you don’t lift a finger for that person. I guess I taught you that things can work this way. But that was my mistake, the one I’m more than willing to correct now.

I honestly don’t get it. How come my efforts were not enough to make you want to try, too? How come you didn’t wish to have a happy relationship/friendship, to love and be loved when you saw me trying so hard for you? It doesn’t matter anyway. I’ll just have to accept the fact that some questions will remain unanswered.

You have no idea what kind of internal battles I fought. My heart was telling me one thing, but my mind kept telling me something completely different. And I should’ve listened to my mind, but I didn’t. There is no use crying about it now. I was always someone who was led by emotions. But this time, I refuse to listen to my emotions. This time, I refuse to give all of me to someone who doesn’t appreciate it.

You never really valued me. You never really appreciated my efforts and you never truly cared to what happens to us. While I was trying to make us work, you were living life like I’m not in it. And you know what? The least I can do now is stop fighting for someone who doesn’t deserve me.

At the end of the day, when I tuck myself in bed and close my eyes, I won’t have any regrets. I won’t have any demons haunting me or my past trying to pull me into an abyss. Because I know I fought for more than you deserve. My conscience is pure.

Unfortunately, I’m not sure you’ll be able to say the same thing. Years from now when you look back on your life, I’ll bet there will be a regret or two regarding me. But what you’ll regret the most is giving me no other choice other than to give up on you.

It hurts and it will for a little bit because thats what happens when you give your all for someone who you loved. But i can assure you that even though this was the hardest decision of my life so far and its the one that has hurt the most i will come out on top because I've stuggled and I've focused on people who didnt deserve that kind of treatment but now its time i choose myself.

At the end of the day, I realized that it’s okay to fight for someone who loves you. It’s not okay to fight for someone to love you. There’s a huge difference.

even though i miss you so very much, i am learning that my life was and will be much better with out you. however when i said i will always be there for you it wasn't a lie, so if ever you need me im a phone call away.

love sincerely your ex best friend, chloe

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