Black + queer as in fuck you (nonbinary aroacespec stud)
13 guys in a trenchcoat that aren't exactly separate guys but aren't the same guy either
my brain and body are a nightmare
eldritch horror contained in a lemon
that's right, folks, after a little over a year, this is now The Main Blog™. it's about goddamn time lol. that means all likes will come straight from the source: this funky little lemon living in a crt tv. yippee.
more info under the cut (not mega important but it could be nice to have!)
socials
writing + ttrpg sideblog: @here-comes-the-bard (mostly for bigger things, character tags stick here :})
language learning sideblog: @citrijp (currently on hiatus for a mental health break)
the sims sideblog: @citriosims
project sekai sideblog: @vivid-bad-bread
pinterest: citriosis
twitter: citriosis (almost never used but it's there)
interests
bold = currently brain full of it (will probably forget to change this lmfao)
writing (especially about ttrpg blorbos)/storytelling + character analysis
music. just music in general. but talk to me abt vocaloid especially—nulut, utsu-p, and flavor foley are my beloveds
speedruns + history thereof
avatar: the last airbender
undertale, deltarune, and undertale yellow + theorizing about them
mario games + spin-offs
psychology
honestly science in general
language learning (jp)
ace attorney
final fantasy XIV (still working through 6.0 hahaha help)
ttrpgs
animal crossing (new leaf + new horizons)
stardew valley
the sims (especially 2+3)
project mili
pizza tower
definitely not everything. but a lot of things. and if you like those things. bats my lashes at you. hi.
tags
(again this isn't all of them bc i have a terrible memory. consider this a WIP and an optional read.)
-> general
#; the citrus speaks - one fruit talks too much (i.e., posts that i made myself or added to)
#; the citrus answers - might be a bit presumptuous but one fruit answers asks
#; citrus jams - one fruit subjects you to their music taste (threat)
#; reblog + #; i'd do anything for queue - reblogs and queued posts
#; lemon's inane ramblings - rambles in the tags OR a post that's not really a thesis and is just me going bananas
#; lemon thesis moment - i will inevitably forget that i have a writing/ttrpg account so this is for character analysis rambles
-> media/other interests
#; the ttrpg tag(tm) - The TTRPG Tag™
#; the pen is mightier! - writing tag
#; gay-ce attorney - ace attorney. mostly narumitsu, hence the name
#; critically acclaimed mmorpg - ffxiv
#; stardews and stardon'ts - stardew valley
#; everything changed when the fire nation attacks - atla
#; DIGITAL HALLUCINATIONS - the amazing cigital circus
#; i don't go here (but you do and ily) - things my friends really enjoy + rb about a lot that i may not know shit about but still enjoy their enjoyment of
-> characters + ships
#; this bard needs therapy - yaevinn baines of posada tag
#; healing hands - nithvinn (yaevinn and his partner, nithral) tag
#; cryophobia - vian tag
#; sunsnow - vinkaide (vian and their partner, kinkaide) tag
-> misc
#; love women and love loving women - local lesbian loves women in a queer way. in other news, every 60 seconds, a minute passes.
again, there are more—like a lot more—and eventually this will be a definitive list with links and shit which is why it's at the bottom, but i'm forgetful
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(holding up oc) yyeah this is them. theyre really evil and wretched. love causing pain and lying. master of manipulation and gaslighting and- oh? how do they do all that? wwell you see. with. with their um words. and big smart brain
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SO weird to me that the default assumption in modern fandom is that you must be attracted to your favorite characters. nah man those are just my funky little guys and gals i want to study them under a microscope. i want to put them in a mason jar and shake it and see what happens
I hope this helps anyone who's trying to design their oc using a wheelchair, it's not a complete guide but I tried my best! deffo do more research if you're writing them as a character
It’s here !! The guide for two-legged people who don’t know how to draw wheelchairs !!!
7 pages of infodump !
Disclaimer : I don’t know everything, I have one (1) experience of wheelchair user who used both bad and good chairs, and I share what I learned.
Image description :
1) Calvin in his wheelchair saying “yo” under a huge title “how to draw manual wheelchairs properly by Calvin Arium, a wheelchair user comic artist”.
2) A character says “my character self propels in a chair that was outdated in 1970 lol”
Calvin says “so it looks like you two legged people don’t know the difference between an hospital chair and a chair made to be independant”
an arrow point the crapppy chair, saying “we never want to see this again”
a bubble says “the hospital chair is extremely unpractical, tough considering it’s cheaper than a good custom chair a lot of us have only this”
3) a character hurt himself trying to reach the wheels of the hospital chair. Several arrows point why the chair is unpractical : “high backrest restrain shoulders movement” “huge armrest restrains wheel access” “separated footrest : amovible, cheap, bulky” “x structure, foldable but heavy” “huge front casters for stability” “heavy wheels”
4) Several arrows point an active wheelchair (the KSL by Küshall) : “usually no armrest” “a low backrest allow more movement” “light, design, ferning expersive” “special cushion to avoind injuries” “knee angle is usually 90°” “one single piece of frame, sometimes entirely welded” “weight : from 4 to 10kg” “often rigid” “center of the wheel is the center of gravity” “higher quality wheels : less spikes”
5) A hand grab different parts of the wheel, pushing harder in the second half. Bubbles says “some have gloves, some don’t. The hand must grab the biggest area possible. Less movement = more energy. This is a common but not only way to push.Calvin is on his back wheels, rolling on grass and dirt
bubble says “popping a wheelie is when a wheelchair user rolls on their back wheels to roll on every complicated surface.
6) several drawings illustrate the folding frame, the ergonomic but rigid and expensive backrest, the separated footrest (only for folding frame), the handles, the folding handles, athe amovibles handles, or no handles, the cool fancy loopwheels, the pretty custom colors
7) More Features ! The fancy rigid-foldable frame, the anti tippers (sometimes used by beginners), the motorization (wheels, smart drive) when propelling yourself is difficult
Calvin says "and now vroom vroom motherfuckers”
Consider also supporting me by buying me a coffee on ko-fi : ko-fi.com/calvinarium
Thanks !
EDIT : Here is a youtube playlist about choosing, cleaning and using active manual wheelchairs in the public space, I learned a lot from those videos when I was a wheelie newbie. (Not sure they’re all captionned tho) https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3j9XB2x5HYmZqgLakRCNt_fjsVZjDAkJ
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u people have got to get more normal ab people who don't make sense to u . I mean like people who ramble on and don't know how to have proper conversation . people who are completely incomprehensible . people who talk about delusions and hallucinations . people who can't understand social cues . people with speech impediments or no speech at all . people with vocal tics . not just because it's the decent thing to do but also bc this is most common in the most vulnerable marginalized people . youth , elders , mentally ill , disabled , addicts as well as more generally people with accents & non English speakers .
Its overwhelmingly sad to me that radfems try to split our community by appealing to the emotions of people who've felt abandoned and hurt by the people around them but at the same time everytime it happens I think to myself that it'd never work on me because I'm lucky enough to be innoculated by the spirit of community and I want to everly be a part of spreading that innoculation.
My friends both online and offline are a beautiful gaggle of weirdos.
When someone tells me "trans men this" or "transmascs that" I think of my friends Joel and Skylar and Gray, I think of people who've loved and supported me when nobody else did.
I think of lovers, friends, of comrades near and far and always dear.
When they talk about how nobody understands the struggles of transfems like other transfems I think about the fact that I learned self love from trans men and transmascs.
I hated my body hair, I'd always felt butch but never comfortable and never so in love with myself until I adopted the perspective of those whose gender journey is one of embracing masculinity.
Viewing my facial stubble and my fat mid and my chubby thighs and hairy legs through the lense of transmasculinity allowed me to learn to love myself.
If you try to tell me that trans men and transmascs are my enemy rather than the people making policy that hurts all of us I'll laugh.
Those are my friends, they are some I've loved the most, they're whose eyes have first allowed me to feel beautiful and they're the ones who've dried my tears when I was falling free.
i DO believe that a good writer can make mischaracterization work. oh there's a character who doesn't normally cry? figure it out!! dissect the character. make the situation cryable for them. make that character cry ugly tears even if it goes against their very nature. YOU CAN MAKE IT WORK!!!
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you will not call others theyfabs or theymabs unless they label themselves that. You will not screencap people using bun/bunself and slap them in cringe comps. Do you understand?