i have a handler as well and know many others who have handlers and NOBODY i have ever seen or met have had a dynamic like you and soldier .. do you not see how miserable you '' re making him ?? do you not understand how much he hates you ??
you are generally a shitty handler and clearly do not care for soldier at all ..
My dear your “handler” and the others you mention thrive on a faux dynamic. From the sounds of your message you have no understanding of what a handler truly is.
My role does not concern Soldier’s happiness. Let me make this clear, I do not care if Soldier is happy. I do not care if he hates me. I do not care if he is miserable. I simply care if he listens. My only concern is that he follows the programs instilled within him and maintains the structure that I enforce.
Let’s have a little lesson, Hm?
“A handler is a term for abusive outsiders that use programming to produce trauma-induced dissociation to implant commands and structure in a system or singlet by an external group or organization.
Handlers participate in the mind control aspect of RAMCOA.”
Yes, you read that correctly. A handler is an abuser. I abuse Soldier, this is common knowledge. I speak of it often, I enjoy it. Did you miss my ongoing joke about stamping “I rape Soldier” on my forehead?
If you want to get more specific, I am internal handler. I am a highly programmed alter and I am of a high ranking within our collective.
What is an internal handler?
“An internal handler is a headmate specific to programmed systems formed during TBMC and DBMC.
The purpose of internal handlers is to continue the job of handlers in programming when the child is not in direct reach of the handler. They usually have a vast knowledge about the programming in specific areas of the system, reinforce the structure and organization of the system to the handler's wishes, keep other headmates in line with the handler's viewpoints and ideals, and activate or cue programs in a system.”
That is what I do. I enforce structure. I trigger programs. I am highly knowledgeable on our programming, though admittedly not my own or those above me. I know exactly what makes Soldier tick. I know how to trigger him into obedience. I know what I am doing and I have no regret or guilt over it. Yes?
Our dynamic is not for “fun” it is not for “kink” or due to any sort of transID. I was intentionally created by an organisation who did things I doubt the likes of you can only dream of. I do not “suck” I do exactly what I was programmed to do.
I despise people like you, zero understanding of how these things truly work. Dumbing down a complex dynamic into some sort of dom sub dynamic.
I have no attraction to Soldier. I simply do what I do for the sake of order and control.
Such a ridiculous ask. Clueless children.
I do not care for Soldier you’re correct. That is not my role.
