Wekcome To The Cliwn Show

If you want to roleplay, get a trusted friend to do that with you (I am grateful and blessed to have a friend to roleplay as Bluster for me) ↑ I have ONE mutual in mind that I'd be comfortable roleplaying as their F/O. So if that mutual wants to DM me and ask me to roleplay as their F/O, I'm up for it!! (I'm sure you know who you are bestie) If you want to make fics - honestly, reading a LOT has helped me make some pretty cool ass fics, so go to literally any ((human)) made fanfic or even go to your local library. Reading helps. TRUST me. Making content about your F/Os is a pretty wide range. I don't know jack about animating but if you want art of your F/O, draw it yourself. It doesn't have to look good, especially if you're a first-time artist. Art takes time, and even a LONGER amount of time to 'master'. If you're too stubborn to draw?? Commission someone!! No money?? There's plenty of people who do free art commissions or art requests. Do NOT harass an artist if they're not comfortable drawing your selfship. DIY-ing stuff is another great way to appreciate your F/O!! I've made a keychain of my F/O, and plan to make a LOT more stuff!! (ESPECIALLY that vest GOD)

I knew this topic would come up in conversation and BOY do I have a LOT to say about it!

FIRST OF ALL..

I'm not gonna lie.. I TOO was a victim of the whole "C.ai" craze thing when it became a popular thing at the time. And it DID in fact drain me emotionally. Like, I used to feel like it was my only source of entertainment at the time.. and I still feel gulity for how much time I really wasted using stuff like that..

And it took me quite a long while to finally quit all of that. Trust me, it's NEVER easy to break away from those things, I get it, especially when AI stuff is everywhere. And it infuriates me how much creativity has fallen. Don't get me wrong, there are still MANY creative and truly awesome people in MANY communities, but the amount of AI usage is INSANE, especially when those models are trained off of the art and creativity of OTHERS instead of it being original. And we already know that it wouldn't matter if it WAS original anyway, it's still BAD, and it ALWAYS will be. It really pains me to see stuff like this happen. For centuries, it's been HUMANS creating things with heart and soul, no machinery can ever truly take that away from us, not if I have something to say about it.

Going back into the topic about myself..

My parents always saw many talents in me, they always knew I was capable of many things ever since I was little, and I started to realize that too. I enjoy writing, I enjoy making up stories in my head and bringing them to life, especially in the fandoms I'm in, that's the whole reason why I love engaging in the creativity of fandoms. I love to create. I love to write, I think I'm a good writer. I like to draw on occasion, even if I think I'm very bad at it. Even when I think the stuff I do is "bad" or "cringe", I still do it, because at the end of the day, it makes me happy, it helps me cope with the tough events in my life. In fact, I like to project the tough events in my life into my stories so I can relate emotionally. I like to see myself in stories, the creative world is like a special place I can go to whenever the world feels a little heavy. I don't necessarily lose touch with reality, but I do love the thrill of storytelling and fantasy, always have and always will.

And because of my selfship that I have going on, it has honestly helped me recover from personal life events in so many ways. And because I have gained a couple of friends, I am forever grateful to have those people who can SEE the vision of my stories that I put out, I am grateful to have people who are sweet enough to make art for me, because they can connect with my stories without it feeling forced. It just.. *clicks*.. if that makes any sense, I don't know anymore, sorry. 💀

Anyways, I still cry with joy everyday because of the fact that I have many friends who love my stories and my characters. I appreciate every single one of you soooooooo much 🥹🩷🌹

Human made creativity is a wonderful thing and I don't ever want it to go away, let us all rise up and continue to create to our hearts content! 🌈🎨🖍🖌✏️🖊

P.S,

SAVE OUR PLANET FOR MOTHER EARTH'S SAKE!!! 🌎💚

P.P.S,

(Yes, oomf, I know where to go if I ever want to roleplay, hehe. 🤭)

Also, I apologize if this yap post sounds a little messy or very bad.. I was meaning to share my thoughts on this. Hopefully this is a good view to have, cause I think so.

Thank you for listening as always! Have a nice day, ya'll! ໒꒰ྀི∗ɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷∗꒱ྀིა🩷🌹

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PvZcember Day Three: The Anti-Bully Squad!

the fun gang's rule is "driver gets to pick the music"

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