cinna ⋅ᯓᡣ𐭩

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about me: i am cinna. im 17, i first learned about shifting when i was 12, im christian, i enjoy reading, journaling, writing poems and literature, also im south african!!

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some of my drs:

- hogwarts, twilight, the quarry, the hunger games, h2o, frutiger aero, streamer dr, beta squad dr, the walking dead, brba/bcs, monster high, marauders, fame dr, the chosen, skins, mouthwashing, jersey shore, royalty, stranger things, tlou, rick and morty, & a couple better crs

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why i created this blog?

- i wanted to share my shifting experiences, what helps me, and maybe try to motivate others and help others shift !! so feel free to ask any questions or lmk if you guys want storytimes on any drs!!

I’ve shifted before to parallel realities several times, but they’ve all been fairly similar to my cr, which I hate. I want to get away so bad and it’s exhausting. I feel like I’m caught in a time loop or something. I’ve been trying to shift for five years. I only started succeeding in getting to parallel realities this April. It IS progress, but honestly I just wish I was done with the bullshit already. I feel like I have no control over anything. As much as I want to go home to my DR, even more than that I just want to feel safe and secure, yk?

Thank you for any advice you’re willing to give.

Hi ml, thank you for this ask, I'll try my best to give some good advice.

So, since you have shifted to parallel realities before, you believe shifting is real as you've experienced it. So you have solid proof.

What I want you to try is to "gaslight" your mind into believing that you've shifted to a parallel reality where you can shift to other realities on command.

Do this by affirming to yourself, by writing letters as yourself that affirm that belief, by pretending to write a tumblr post about how you shifted to a parallel reality where you can shift on command.

Until your subconscious eventually believes that, and when you attempt to shift, you will, because you're literally a master shifter in the parallel reality you shifted to.

I'm not sure if this is very good advice, or if it makes any sense, but if I was in your shoes, I'd do that. Also maybe try and not focus on the time frame it took you to shift, because a few years is nothing compared to an eternity of bliss, and it won't mean anything once you're in your DR !! I promise. Just see this reality as a waiting room, basically.

They've cried over you too.

They've scripted scenarios with you too.

They've compared people in their cr to you too.

They've read fanfiction about you too.

They've dreamt of you too.

They've persisted with shifting for you too.

So guess what?

They love you too. Just as much as you do.

So when I gave birth to Zion, T and I's beautiful baby boy in my better cr, I ofcourse scripted it to be "painless" and so basically the process was very smooth.

I did script contractions, which basically felt like period pains in my lower stomach and back because I didn't want it to be too intense (I'm a softy) and I scripted that when I give birth I become numb basically down there, so I just didn't really feel much except for baby's head coming out, and I just felt extremely exhausted for some reason.

The giving birth though could not compare to holding him in my dear arms for the first time because unfortunately I suffered a miscarriage before and it definitely had a toll on me, and whether I even wanted to have kids, even when I took the test and it was positive, I didn't want to have hope because I was so fearful, and it triggered a lot of my previous insecurities, like thinking the miscarriage was my fault.