Cindii de Sousa

I was once #thatwoman who was broken, lost and insecure but now delivered, healed & set free.

no im not referring to your interaction with another person, im referring to your intimacy with yourself. a lot of self doubt, insecurities and what people so call goals, aren't what we desire or view within ourselves but what we are taught to acknowledge as something worth having. 

for the last 4 years, i was in a constant battle with the image of me... suffering from acne and a consistent reminder that make up was the new ‘trend’ whilst having to be a certain curve type to be accepted really messed with my self love.

I struggled and still am, but this time around, i know my worth, i know that i am more than my hair, more than my skin and most importantly more than my body. 

embarking on a spiritual journey has not only given me the strength and the tools i require to overcome it all but it has taught me that slow progress is still progress.

we need to fix the toxic relationship we have within.

she then realised that none of it was real and she set herself free.

and cheers to the countdown. #33

with every kick I imagine you close, I imagine you here, in my arms and baby I thank the universe for allowing me to be the one to fulfil your life with love. this is my promise to you, my vow, the connection of our souls. 

if you asked me last year if i knew i would be in this place.. i would be lying, but you rose just like the sun, and you descended into my being, turning me from an insecure girl to a wombman with a purpose. 

i am you symphony and you my child are my melody, a beautiful blessing from the gods, filling my womb with your innocent frequency. 

flesh of my flesh, product of my love and the eternal devotion of my life.

without realising, you saved me from a fistful of tears, you encouraged me to be me again, to not let this unkind world destroy and modify our aim within this dimension.