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Starting again, hurts. Pretending is worse.

It’s the ones you love the most who can lift you in an instant, and destroy you without trying.

You’re my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night.

I want to write you letters and take pictures of you with a polaroid. I want to walk with you to your door after a night of holding your hand. I want to spend our evenings reading books by a fire and candles. I want to invite you over for a meal out of my grandma’s cookbook. I want to escape to a place where the simplest things mean the most.

But I only want you.

You’ll end up disappointed if you think people care for you the way you care for them, nobody has a heart like you do. The the best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone. Fall in love with actions, not words. Don’t fall in love with ideas and thoughts instead of reality, it will be the death of you. Don’t be that person to be nice and apologize when you did nothing wrong, never make unworthy people a priority in your life. You deserve someone who actually gives a fuck about you, because you’ve spent your whole like making other people happy when all they did was leave and nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the person you thought would never hurt you, it’s funny how we let 1 single person disappoint us 1000 times. It’s like we all have this perfect picture in our minds of how things are supposed to be and that’s why we all end up being disappointed.