The Abyss

backseat to the emotion I present

destroy me with you gaze

show me the eyes in the sky

gray eyes haunt me tonight

the moon watches me like you did

eyes in the sky bearing down on the soul

a door to my heart left unlocked

stolen by the condition of life

I lost it all watched from the eyes

the eyes in the sky watch me like you did

every move another checkmate against my heart

keep my door unlocked another one breaks inside

stolen life taken by those who watch

eyes in the sky take me away

a scream a tear a single burn

it builds and builds a body of scars

skin painted in the sin ive forgotten

a life gone to nothing at all

a love lost another gone

it destroys all you have created

insides twisted a knife plunged deep

a mood impossible its not understandable

a lie so sweet its almost divine

it shows in your eyes, how you think of me

fear etched deep inside of us

fear escapes each breath we take

you changed your name, changed how you speak, changed your way of thinking

i think i needed to to away

you needed to disappear from the world, the world no longer looked at you with their grey eyes

i never saw anything as beautiful as you under the moon

i am afraid you remember me as something to forget, as i do you

i have to hate you

i have to

i want to forgive you some days

it may be worth the pain to resolve this old love

goodbye is always so strange

I loved you like a sibling but now you are as distant as the sky

paralyzed

forgotten and forgotten until the feeling returns

forget, my love, and you will finally be happy