C H A O S

I need a very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very long hug

hard to find, easy to lose, impossible to forget

i mentally killed myself a hundred times

i've reached the "i don't have energy for that anymore" era.

i don’t even react anymore i just go oh ok

do u ever just regret everything

the amount of care and attention the human body needs is disgusting

Just tumblring the stress away

please don’t send me mixed signals, i barely even understand direct ones.

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.