REimagine

Darling, I'm sure that they believe you are there with them in spirit. The fact that you showed a great amount of energy in front of the telly would be enough for them to feel out on the field. I know it's easy to say this since I'm not going through what you're dealing with, but I'm sure they appreciate all the good vibes you are sending their way.

I would hope so. I scared my dogs and I'm pretty sure my girlfriend has a bruised shoulder from me grabbing her. It was a tough watch for her too but I took the outcome a lot harder than she did. I know how I feel is only a fraction of what the girls are feeling on their way home though.

So, I should probably know more about soccer than I do at the moment, but what does a draw mean for them? Do they have to play the match again?

No, a draw just means both teams get a point instead of one team getting three points, so basically neither team moves in the standings. Three points would have put them into the last spot of the playoffs, so it still would have been a fight for the last few games to keep that space but once you have a taste of being in that position, you fight to not let it go. It's not impossible for them to make it to the playoffs as things stand right now, but the chances are really low.

If she does, that's great because I'm the only actor in our family so it'll be nice to have someone to carry on the legacy but I will also encourage whatever career path she wants to pursue because we're a supportive household and there is no such thing as a bad career. I am absolutely shit at sports, I can't even win at video games. Its quite bad because no one in my family will watch sports with me because I have no idea what I'm watching.

That's what my parents were like too. Ultimately they would have been happy with whatever career path I chose, especially because being a professional women's soccer player wasn't even a thing when I was growing up, but that passion you need to put into something like acting or sports can translate to almost anything.

Tell me if I should just shut up and just not ask this question, cause I know how annoying it is...but would that be something you'd see in your future together?

Private I mean... maybe? We haven't actually been together very long so this isn't something Tobin and I have talked about at all and it's not something that'll just happen for us. Could I imagine having a little baby with Tobin's smile and eyes one day? Yeah, I could... and I've never thought about that with anyone else before, it's a little scary haha.

That's the dream! I would absolutely love for my mini-me to come with me and see what mommy does for a living. I'm not going to encourage her to follow in my footsteps because I want her to be her own person but I won't discourage her either. We're a supportive family, no matter what she wants to be when she grows up.

Well, she might catch that acting bug just seeing what you do. My parents were both athletes, so I grew up with sports being such a big part of their lives it just naturally became part of my life too.

Boy Chris wanted it to be fall like two weeks ago. At the very least. It's cute though. He's so excited to get the decorations up with Izzie.

Well, there's nothing wrong with decorating for Halloween a little bit early. I'm sure Izzie is excited about the holidays too.

Haha, yeah you do that and keep me updated, yes? We can totally make something happen. Can even join for some calls or whatever we need.

I texted her back that I was okay and I didn't have any new news on my recovery and I told her about the idea we had, if she was interested in producing. She wants to hear more about it but wants to focus on finishing out the season and since there's no reason to rush anything right now, we're gonna be on hold until next month.

You know...a tiny little petty part of me is really happy you did! Don't tell anyone though. They really are! Way too cute for their own good sometimes.

That's true, they must be impossible to say no to sometimes. A little kid pouting like Tobin does sometimes would be like my own personal kryptonite.

Private: I have a feeling she wouldn't be opposed to it at all. Like not at all. But totally get where you're coming from. You want to make sure she has her space that's just hers and that's beautiful.

Private: Oh, she would jump on the chance literally. Sorry, that's probably a little TMI haha. I was just thinking, you know, I'm asking her to give up her house. The studio won't be very big, but it's still something that's just for her.

Having faith is always the most important thing you can do, even when you feel like you're losing all hope. But I also believe in you, if that helps.

I appreciate that. You and the rest of the owners and everyone, if I didn't have you guys backing me from the day I got hurt, I wouldn't be able to take the time I needed to heal completely.

We cant fault her if she doesnt want to wear a matching costume. I mean its ok not everyone does. but you just telling me this and letting it live in my head is everything and I am honored to be a part.

This might sound horrible to say but I think if Tobin doesn't want to do a couple's costume, I could convince her pretty easily.