Something Beautiful is Going to Happen

i think its not hard to read pretty much any reluctant hero story as a depressing, fatalistic transfeminine narrative- the call is always thrust upon the unwilling, to someone who would prefer not to be strong or need to be brave, but it ends up that the heroism is something they have to accept - they can't change it, after all. and then when the need for strength is gone, the hero isn't able to return to how they were, forever marked by the person they had to become in order to survive. the life they had wanted is forever just a little out of reach, never quite perfect, always marked by little flaws from that heroism. i mean. that's a depressing way of viewing transfemininity, but i think its a perspective we can understand, if not sympathize with? idkkk lol

god im fucking transgender. its kindof such a crazy thing to be. i feel so lucky. i think ive experienced hundreds of times more joy than if i wasnt. easily. ive talked at length about how it feels to my mom and she cant even fathom it. its mountains above valleys above canyons

If you think you’re a trans woman, I definitely encourage you to experiment with it. However, I can’t advocate enough for just immediately starting hrt. Don’t put she/her in your bio and debate over it for years. I promise you’ll be happier if you just start hrt. It’s under a hundred bucks for the whole year. Don’t convince yourself you’re too masculine or will be happier as a femboy. Just get on hrt.

Sorry I started sobbing uncontrollably when you expressed the slightest concern for my lack of human connection, and casually mentioned you think I deserve better than a life of isolation and loneliness. Super weird. Not sure what was up with that lol. You still think I’m cool and mysterious and sexy, right?

ice cream truck blasting gymnopedie no. 1 while a bunch of really forlorn children chase after it

i don't like radahn personally but i'll be damned if i don't portray that asshole as an intelligent and competent war mage

Children would be so jealous if they knew how many stickers we have in dive bar bathrooms