chonkin

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he had and always will prefer tall girls

but since the girls in shiratorizawa were all shorter than him\

and by a lot

so when he saw you,,

you looked so tall, with your gorgeous legs in those skirts

he went crazy

he knew he needed to get to know you

he kept staring at you

did i mention he’s a sucker for long legs?

well anyways he was hooked

and later on he introduced himself to you

he invited you to one of his games

anyways after a lot of conversation, compliments he asked you out

you said yes 

and from then on you stole all his clothes

but the one thing that really made him go crazy was

when you wore his oversized shirts and no bottoms

akndjd,,,,,,,,

pray for this man, his thoughts were all about you and not even one of them was decent

he actually wanted to rip that shirt off of you and then just devour you right then and there

but he had to hold it in

but later that night he knew just what he wanted ;)

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some nsfw so watch out all children

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when you guys had sex he loved it when you wrapped you legs around him

and his favourite position was doggy

but he also loved it when you rode him,,, if there was anything that could make him finish even faster or get harder when he was inside of you, it was when he got to see your face as he pounded in you 

ushijima is actually not much of a hickey person, he doesn’t care about getting them but absolutely adores giving you hickeys all over your body

some days you would wake up, your hips sore and hair a mess and walk to bathroom only to find his love bites all over you

his favourite hickey spot was your inner thighs

and he doesn’t seem like a teasing sort but he is such a teaser oh god

you would wear a tight dress to the amusement park 

and,,

he would immediately put his arms around and make sure everyone knew you were his and got unusually touchy

he didn’t need anybody getting silly thoughts

but when you two were alone in a photo booth

oh lord

he pushed that dress up and gave you just a taste 

he would slowly finger you as your pussy throbbed around his finger just begging for some type of release

he wasn’t going to give it so easily of course

he put the tip of his dick just brushing your folds softly

and sensually and so agonizingly slowly he rubbed it on you

making sure his entire length was covered in your liquids

then he proceeded to slowly enter you

and for the first 5 seconds he remained in control and hit his hips against yours as slow as he could resisting his urges

but you needed more friction so you hit his hips against his too

and then he lost control

he couldn’t help it

you looked so good, and just so perfect there, under him

and the fact that you two could have been found anytime turned him on more

from then on he liked more risky places to have sex

you guys even did it in the change room in the gym after school once

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hey, anon! I’m not sure if you wanted a confession-like realization. so this is pretty much his inner-conflict and coming to terms that he loves you in a behind the scenes type of scenario lmao. I hope it’s alright!? A confession can definitely be requested. 

USHIJIMA

With lacking experience in the romance department, Ushijima was unable to decipher his feelings towards you. His teammates had even managed to catch on, long before he had. They noticed how their captain would treat you in a different regard, the stoic appearance of Ushijima remained whenever he spoke to you, but they caught the subtleties that others would miss easily.

The way his eyes would soften when they met yours and even the very faint tug of a smile at the corner of his lips didn’t go unnoticed by them, and it only heightened their suspicion. It was obvious he had feelings for you, so very obvious, but the boy was denser than a sack of rocks and the team would find themselves groaning aloud when they would nonchalantly comment on his relationship with you and they would be met with a bleak expression.

Tendou, who didn’t need to be appealed by the rest of the team, took it upon himself to shove Ushijima in the correct direction which would help him understand his feelings towards you. It occurred during a walk around campus, a break from studying for the upcoming exams.

“You like her, don’t you?” A sly smirk pulled at a single corner of his mouth, he wondered whether mentioning your name would have an effect on his response.

“(Name) is a very nice person, I enjoy her company,” Ushijima responds, barely casting his friend a glance over his shoulder before going back to observing the same old boring scenery.

“I didn’t mention her name~” Tendou teased lightly, lifting his arms in the air as he cupped the back of his head with both hands in a casual state. Ushijima didn’t respond, his confusion and unwillingness to question his friend’s antics had been the main reason as to why.

“You like her more than a friend,” Tendou stated matter-of-factly as if the issue needed no further discussion.

Ushijima cast him a second look over his shoulder before dropping it to the gravel underneath their feet, his eyes were hard and concentrated as if he were in deep thought. Tendou caught this from the corner of his eye and held back evil cackling, the seed had been planted, now he just hoped his friend would continue to water it with his contemplations.

After the interaction, Ushijima had really been doubting his current friendship with you. Was he truly looking to just be friends with you? If so, why did you make him feel the need to set you apart from the rest? You were very special to him, and he hadn’t thought about the possibility of him actually being in love with you – because it was a foreign concept to him.

These feelings he felt – how his stomach would erupt into butterflies by just spotting you out of his peripheral vision – he concluded, after much consideration, were that of love. A small smile touched his lips as he realized this, sitting in the dorm room commons where he had been included in a small study session with his friends, who all looked at him in confusion as he hadn’t responded.

They left him in his daze, however, sharing knowing looks with each other. There was only one person that they knew of that could make him smile in such a way, and they figured he had finally understood his emotions towards you.

“Waka-kun, you should go confess your undying love for (Name)-chan if you’re not going to pay any more attention~” Tendou taunted indifferently as he laid in an awkward upside-down position on the couch, flipping lazily through his science textbook as if it were a magazine.

Ushijima wordlessly got up from his seat as he walked to the exit.

“Right before exams, too! A romantic energy boost, (Name) will be so pleased,” Tendou sighed out dramatically.

“That or she won’t be able to think straight on her studies.”

I really hope this is what you were looking for, anon! I also hope I didn’t interpret this differently, as I was immediately under the impression that Ushijima and the reader are complete strangers, so I hope this detail is correct. Thanks for the request, I quite like how this turned out.

USHIJIMA

During your morning rush to get to class on time, you had forgotten to dress warmly for the colder weather that would present itself later that afternoon. You weren’t even aware of the forecast, despite the news having played loudly as background music for your daily routine that morning, you were simply unaware that it would be snowing whilst you would likely be out and about in the streets.

After class, you had to run a few errands, completely skipping over the clothing section that would have provided you warmth for your current situation. Thinking back to the coats that you had passed earlier brought a scowl to your face as you further huddled into yourself, rubbing your frozen hands up and down your arms in a futile attempt to keep yourself warm. The bus was late, despite many other occasions where you found yourself arriving just on time to catch it. The universe truly had a sick sense of humour, deciding today would be the most appropriate to lengthen your waiting period before you could get home.

To your demise, snow began falling from the sky, as if it were a declaration from mother nature herself that she had much more up her sleeve to make you suffer further. If it weren’t for you current frostbite, you would have smiled at the sight of the snowflakes drifting in the gentle yet threateningly cold breeze. Instead, you frowned, hoping its slow pace would ensue until you at least got on the bus.

The last remaining heat of your body began dwindling as you felt your teeth chatter together. You gritted them tightly, inwardly scolding yourself to not give in and keep your shaking body together. Unexpectedly, a sudden weight adorned your shoulders, you would have jumped away in fright if it weren’t for the current warmth that engulfed your form. Turning your head, you caught eyes with that of an attractive looking stranger standing next to you before gazing down at the blanket of heat surrounding you. You blushed upon realizing it was his own coat, his layers of clothing now looking thin without it.

Immediately, you made a motion to shrug it off your shoulders and give it back to him, not because you were ungrateful for the stranger’s act of kindness, but you simply thought you didn’t deserve it. However, your actions came to a stop at the sound of his smooth voice.

“Keep it on, I insist,” he gave you a court nod in affirmation and you stared at him for a good few seconds in surprise before breaking from your daze.

“I..thank you,” you bow your head in appreciation, looking back up to return his gaze.

“I’m (Name),” you figured it only right to introduce yourself to the kind stranger as you held your bare hand out for him to shake. He did so without hesitance.

“Wakatoshi,” he stated simply before his eyebrows furrowed up and he glanced down at your interlocked hands. You blush, pulling your hand away.

“Sorry, I-”

“Your hands are freezing,” he cuts you off with his sudden observation, the mild concern in his voice willing you to remain quiet out of bewilderment. Just how nice was this guy? He genuinely sounded worried. Your thoughts are interrupted as you watch him begin tugging off his black wool gloves, you reach your hands out in an attempt to stop him before he gets any further but it’s too late and he’s handing both of them out for you. You stare at him in a stupefy.

“Are you sure? You’ve already given me your coat, I can’t take your gloves, too,” you mumble, feeling slightly embarrassed. Wakatoshi was currently just dressing you up with his own clothing at this point, he must have thought of you as dumb to go out in such weather unprepared.

“Your hands are beginning to turn blue,” he motions towards them and you hurriedly observe your outstretched hands, noticing how pale your skin had become and how prominent your veins were. “You’re shaking,” he comments, and you notice then indeed you are. You slip your hands into your pockets, not that it helps to warm them up, but you want to hide them away before Wakatoshi can make any further observations that he may point out.

He doesn’t look very impressed by your attempt to conceal and only takes another step closer to you. This catches your attention instantly and you flash him a nervous smile, noticing that he’s not stopping his inching towards you.

“Wear them, please,” he holds the gloves out for you to take a second time, but you urge the warming temptation away and shake your head.

“I’ll feel too bad, you should keep them on, their yours after all and you’ve helped me a lot already with this,” you shrug your shoulders, giving the motion that you’re talking about his thick coat that hung off them. It had already done so much to warm you up that your body had stopped its shivering and you could talk normally now.

With a small sigh, Wakatoshi slipped on his gloves and you cheered internally at your success in convincing him. At least now you wouldn’t feel all too guilty having stripped a complete stranger from his own warm for your own pathetic sake. You thought that would have been the end of it, but you were mightily mistaken.

“Hold hands with me.”

You almost choke on your spit, head whipping around to look at him and decipher whether he was merely joking around with you. His stoic expression told you differently, he was being deadly serious.

“What?!” you question, finding it hard to form any other words at the moment.

“Hold hands with me,” he repeated, gentler this time, “you refuse to wear my gloves but I’d prefer that you’d keep your hands warm.”

“So..we both get what we want?” you voice his supposed reasoning and he nods in confirmation. You look him over one last time, still unsure whether this was a prank. Wait, that had to have been it. There must be some goon filming all of this right now. You search around the area, hoping to catch the cameraman in the distance, but you’re interrupted as warm hands tug at your wrists and lure out your pocketed ones.

You hold your breath as you watch Wakatoshi take your hands into his own, rubbing at them in a gentle effort to warm them up. Blood rushes to your cheeks almost instantly and without thinking, you hide your face in his chest, caught up in your desperation of hiding your flustered state from him. 

You feel him tense beneath you and you’re tempted to pull away and find a shovel so you can dig your own grave but a hand coming to rest upon your head sends your heartbeat into overdrive. His body relaxes against you and you’re stuck staring wide-eyed at the ground, unsure what to do in the situation without embarrassing yourself. 

“This is warming you up, correct?” he questions and you mutter out a weak ‘yeah’ in response, thinking yourself as stupid to assume he had allowed you to do this for any other reason besides the genuine distress to keep you warm. It wasn’t like he was attracted to you, he was just an overly-caring person, which the world lacked very few of. Despite knowing this, you couldn’t help but feel a tad bit disappointed. You had just met this guy, and already his endearing actions had set your heart afire, but then you realized that he had likely done this sort of thing for many other people before. After all, why would he have just offered to help a mere stranger such as yourself?

Once the bus arrived, you had found yourself cursing the world for not delaying it a bit longer. Pulling away from Wakatoshi’s warmth was nothing short of painful as you looked up at him. 

“You’re waiting for the bus too, right?” you question, hoping it didn’t come off as desperate, as you were trying to convince yourself that the moment didn’t yet have to end if he would be boarding with you. To your absolute confusion and dismay, he shook his head. 

You tilted your head, “Then why were you waiting here in the first place?”

“To keep you warm,” he stated simply as if it were only natural for him to spend the time helping out someone he would likely never see again. His words made you smile, but it hadn’t reached your eyes at the thought of losing contact with the stranger.

“I guess I should give you your coat back, huh? A real shame, it’s pretty warm,” you joke, already making the move to take it off. He reaches a hand out to stop you and you look at him with an eyebrow raised.

“Keep it, I’ll get it from you next time,” your mouth falls open to question his words but you’re given no time as the bus driver calls out to you impatiently. Wakatoshi offers a ghost of a smile at your perplexed reaction, watching as you climb the steps of the bus with hesitance, not once looking away from him.

“Check your pockets,” is the last thing he says to you as the bus doors close in your face and your left staring at them in a trance. You slowly make your way to an empty seat, your head still trying to wrap around what had just happened. Upon sitting down, you immediately tuck both hands into the pockets of Wakatoshi’s coat, feeling nothing but a piece of paper in the right one. Pulling it out, you examine it curiously.

‘090-XXXX-XXXX

I hope you’d consider calling me, I would like to get to know you better.

- Ushijima Wakatoshi ‘

You smiled to yourself, your stomach erupting with dozens of butterflies as you continued to read the note over and over as if it were a lover’s poem. The thought that made you smile the most was the fact that his actions had been planned as opposed to coincidental. Unable to wait, you pulled out your phone, adding Wakatoshi’s number into your contact list before proceeding to text him. You had hesitated as it seemed too soon to be texting him, but you pushed your thoughts aside, you couldn’t deny the unspoken connection you felt between you two and decided that not even your pride could come between it. It took a bit of thinking before deciding on a message to send him,

‘If you want your coat back, you’re going to have to take me on a date first, because I’d like to get to know you more as well.’

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Off in the distance, Tendou lowered his cellphone, having ended the recording once the bus had blocked the view of Ushijima and his little crush. Once the bus had left, Tendou spotted Ushijima gazing after it longingly.

“Waka-kun!” Tendou yelled out, waving his arms around as if his friend wouldn’t be able to spot him on the opposite end of the empty sidewalk. Ushijima looked to his friend, sighing at his antics.

“I got that all on video, she almost caught me earlier!” Tendou yelled, waving his phone around whilst cupping a hand to his mouth to accentuate his voice. Not that it was needed as it was deadly silent out. Shaking his head, Ushijima turned to walk away, but Tendou raced after him immediately.

“I’m assuming all went as planned, you don’t have your coat on,” he noted with a sly smirk, crossing his arms over his chest as he eyed his seemingly disinterested friend.

“All went as planned, yes,” he stated firmly, hoping Tendou would play off his current blush as mere frostbitten cheeks. He should’ve known better than to hope such impossibilities.

“Waka-kun, you’re blushing! I knew my plan would work, you should really thank me. If it weren’t for me you wouldn’t have approached her and then what? You’d probably-” Ushijima blocked off his friend’s monologue as per instinct, his mind plagued by the thoughts of you as he walked home. It was colder now without his coat, but the remembrance of sharing body heat with you warmed him up instantly.

part one ~ part two

pairing: reader x ushijima

(last part)

ushijima looked at himself in the mirror one more time, straightening his tie and walked into the chapel with a heavy heart.

he sat on the seat with his name on it, handwritten in italics.

he cleared his throat and sighed, taking a look around the area.

the location the soon-to-be married couple chose was beautiful, he thought, looking out at the lake that was outside.

“of course she’d choose a lake”, ushijima chuckled to himself.

he then made eye contact with lev, who stood at the front of the alter, surrounded by many.

the males around lev reminded ushijima of his teammates in shiratorizawa.

they were talking and laughing a lot.

eventually, ushijima got up and walked over to them.

“hey, I’m glad you made it”, lev said, giving the other a handshake and fleeing from the group.

“congratulations. you’ve reached a great milestone in your life”, ushijima smiled, pushing down the ache in his heart.

“thanks”, lev laughed, adding: “I hope you will like the russian food, too. we tried our best to have a wide range of different dishes. as you can see the photographer over there has done nothing yet but eat y/n’s favorite food.”

ushijima laughed.

after that he looked at lev with a serious face: “take care of her.”

lev nodded: “of course.”

the music started to play faintly in the distance and ushijima took that as his cue to return to his seat.

he adjusted his tie one last time and fixed his hair, ignoring the beat of his heart as the music got louder.

once he laid his eyes on the beautiful bride, it felt like he never moved on in the first place.

ushijima watched with a heavy heart as the two exchanged their vows and shared their first kiss as a married couple.

he tried not to make eye contact with her as they walked down the aisle, flower petals flying everywhere.

after the dinner ceremony, ushijima took it upon himself to leave unnoticed but that wasn’t successful.

“ushijima!”

he turned around only to see her.

her face dawned with flattering makeup and hair curled.

she took him in her arms.

“y/n”, ushijima smiled, wrapping his arms around her. “congratulations, you look beautiful.” as you always do.

“thank you for coming”, she said, taking a few steps back: “it means a lot.”

he smiled at her words - words that had probably been repeated to every guest in the hall.

“how have you been?”, he asked.

“well, the usual. work has been stressful and wedding planning was horrible, even more when your partner is happy with literally everything but it was all worth it as the end”, she sighed out of relief.

he smiled.

“I’m happy for you.” I really want to be happy for you.

“thank you so much! how have you been?”, she asked.

“everything’s fine. well, if it’s not too rude, I have to make an early disappearance”, he said, slightly bowing.

“so soon? why not stay for some cake? or maybe -“

“I’m sorry”, he interrupted her, he just couldn’t handle see her so in love with someone else.

she smiled a sad smile: “I understand.”

he turned around and took a few steps out the hall’s door before feeling arms wrapping around him from behind.

“y/n”, the male stuttered.

they remained unmoving for a few silent moments just like the first time they met at the lake.

the lake where he met her randomly and fell in love with her.

the lake with the cherry blossom tree.

the lake where everything started.

she then pulled away.

part one

pairing: reader x ushijima

“your boyfriend?” ushijima asked, hoping he misheard her. praying that she was saying something else.

“yeah”, she smiled, adding: “he asked me to a lunch date.”

he pretended to smile.

“how long have you guys been together?”

“hm, almost three years now.”

“wow, that’s a long time”, he mumbled.

she giggled, her laugh ringing in his ears.

“well, I better go now if I don’t want to be late”, she told him, getting out of her chair.

ushijima had to stop himself from pulling her back.

“see you, ushijima-kun!”

“goodbye.”

she walked away and he watched her ponytail sway back and forth as her figure got smaller and smaller.

he laid his head on the table and let out a sigh. maybe it wasn’t meant to be.

pairing: reader x ushijima

the image of cherry blossoms will forever be engraved in his memory.

he met her on accident but it was a mistake he’ll never regret making.

she was sitting on a bench in the park he regularly went to. she wore a long white dress, playing with a flower in her hand as she watched the lake change colors with the sunset right before her eyes.

it was beautiful.

she seemed almost angelic.

ushijima couldn’t take his eyes off of her.

her hair flew behind her back. her skin looked smooth to touch.

suddenly his phone rang loudly in his pocket.

he can still remember her big eyes staring straight into his with a spark of curiosity.

he can still remember the flower crown, she had made for herself, sitting on top of her head.

he can still remember the soft smile she gave him and the tiny wave she did with her hands.

he wondered if their hands would fit together intertwined?

her cheeks were the same color as the cherry blossoms, she was surrounded with.

she was beautiful.

her voice sounded like music to his ears.

“hi”, she said nearly inaudible: “can I help you?”

ushijima shook his head quickly: “no, not really.”

she nodded and turned back to the lake.

“actually”, he started.

she faced him again, tucking her hair behind her ears.

“yes?”, she answered.

he squeezed the phone in his hand a little tighter.

“would you mind if I stay here while I’m waiting for someone?”

she hesitated at first but then she nodded: “sure.”

it was a lie. the only lie he has ever told her. a lie, that was worth it.

however, it was true that ushijima was about to meet someone although not here in the middle of the park.

he sat to the left of her, only noticing the nervousness of his.

he couldn’t take his eyes off her. he wanted to stop since he didn’t want to seem like a creep but it was hard.

the curve of her nose fit perfectly to her face. the tiny smile she had while looking at the sunset made his heart beat a little bit more. her eyes, in which the water of the lake reflected in, were full of pureness.

they didn’t talk. they were just sitting there in silence.

the moment the sun was completely gone from the sky, she stood up.

ushijima’s eyes were still lingering on hers.

“you should call your friend, it’s getting late. I have to go home now but thank you for staying beside me”, she said softly, putting the flower crown next to him. he just nodded and then she disappeared.

this is so cute

I’m so happy about the Ushi content I acc love his ass even though in real life we most likely wouldn’t get along bc he’d annoy me and I’d annoy him lmaooo

Ushijima :

- The crowd irritates him and the people pushing onto him annoys him. He has his crush standing in front of him, holding onto a handle attached to the ceiling - he does the exact same action.

- Both of you don’t feel like talking, too much breathing, too much sweat from others, too much of everything. He waits patiently until his stop and he’s making sure you’re going together.

- Suddenly more crowds come in and you’re abruptly pushed out of your spot stumbling right into Ushijima. You almost lose your balance and instead of pulling on the handle, you grip onto him for leverage.

- He glares at whoever made such a harsh and inconsiderate choice to push you.. but only while putting an arm around your shoulders to protect you with his strong ass body.

- If you’re by the wall of the train, he basically has one of his hands on that wall, right beside your head - ‘kabedon’-ing you. He wants to protect you and you keep looking at his face that is being full on annoyed because of everyone else.

- Gets a little weird when he starts just staring at you with an unreadable expression flooding his face. He doesn’t break eye contact. If you kissed him he wouldn’t mind at ALL.

Oikawa :

- This annoying ass is so cheeky. Even though he doesn’t want other people to touch him, he doesn’t mind that you are all up against him. He can literally smell the shampoo on your hair.

- He has an instinct of moving swiftly to hold you up if the train stops abruptly. Mans finds any excuse to touch you. He’s all like “Don’t worry, I got you L/N-chan.”

- He looks at you for a few seconds and then looks away with a smile on his face. He genuinely wants you to catch him admiring you and tease him about it. He whispers sweet things into your ear and all you can do is roll your eyes because of how cheesy he is.

- DEFINITELY complains a lot. Whiny af. He is not a fan of overly crowded places and being in the middle of it all. He just wants to relax somewhere, best would be relaxing in a bed with you.

kdsygfjysgfjgdiyfy FUCK YES

Ushijima :

- At the start he doesn’t take much notice of it he just questions what you’re talking about - UNLESS it’s super obvious. He gives you a look but he doesn’t have a dramatic reaction.

- He reacts to your teasing in a very natural way. He’s not one to tease back like that BUT he does tease unintentionally sometimes and it causes heat to burst throughout your entire body. He says such hot things while appearing so serious and it just makes you think the filthiest of things.

- Any suggestive teasing you utter, he agrees with you. He shamelessly says “Okay. Do you want to do it now?”

- He never tells you to stop. It’s hard to say whether he likes it or not but he does listen carefully, usually by staring right at you quite intensely. 

with time ;    pairing: wakatoshi ushijima x reader    warnings: none    summary: wakatoshi ushijima is but a fool when it comes to understanding the intricacies of relationships.     request: “  hey you, how u doing? Is it ok of me to request something with Wakatoshi Ushijima? like, I often think of him breaking my heart (but with a happy ending) pls pls pls. thx in advance ♥ “ – @of-heroes-and-dreams

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“Four months…” You look up at your boyfriend of only one year before looking down almost immediately to play with your fingers nervously. “That’s a long time, Wakatoshi.” 

Your boyfriend frowns, but you don’t see because you’re still looking at anywhere else but him, which proves difficult in your tiny shared apartment, and the fact that he’s over six feet of pure muscle and bulk that makes it unavoidable to not see him. 

“I understand. I have to go, though.” He says, in that natural no-nonsense, matter-of-fact manner of speaking he favors. In the early stages of your relationship with him, his deep voice and blunt way of stringing together sentences had caught you off guard. You knew, of course, that Wakatoshi felt no need to hide his true feelings with what he thinks to be needless fluff to cushion the blow of the hard truths he spouts, but still – would it kill him just to be a little sympathetic? 

“Yes, of course.” You love Wakatoshi. If you didn’t love him, there would have been no reason for you to try and stay to make this relationship work out for so long. But ever since last month, there’s been a shift in your relationship that slowly turned into a monotonous schedule that neither of you had the courage to break. There’s been less conversation at the dinner table. No dates, just you at home, and he’s been out, training hard. And for a while, it was fine. It was okay. But whatever this is isn’t the strong, loving relationship you had hoped to build with someone someday. You hesitantly wrap your arms around Wakatoshi, and it takes him nearly three seconds to react properly. His arms are stiff and heavy as they wrap around you, and he’s pulling away faster than it took him to hug you back. 

“I love you.” You say, and now Wakatoshi is the one acting nervous, although it’s hardly noticeable. It’s just him pretending to suddenly develop an extreme interest in adjusting the strap of his sports bag and carry on luggage. 

But then those familiar olive colored eyes that you absolutely adore meet yours, and when he says it back, you know he means it because Wakatoshi never lies.

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Wakatoshi Ushijima has never been one who sees the purpose in adding unnecessary frills and embellishments in anything he does. Lying is a waste of time because the truth is an inevitable part of life, so you might as well just say it. He’s never understood the purpose of empty compliments, mainly because it provides the recipient with a false sense of confidence that is easily shattered when an insult gets hurled their way. 

Life is simple. It’s the people who cause all the problems in their own lives that make them believe it’s so difficult. 

But, he thinks to himself as his plane begins to take off, there’s something that’s been nagging him from the back of his mind that he cannot grab ahold of. It’s like he wants to do something, but he can’t just figure out what exactly it is that he should be doing. 

It has to be something pertaining to his relationship with you, though, because he’s been performing perfectly in all of his volleyball matches. And the only two important things in his life are you and volleyball. 

Did he forget your birthday? No, of course not. You two celebrated it two months prior to this trip. It had been a memorable night, but he hardly wants to dwell on it on a public plane. He tucks that memory away for when he has time alone in his hotel room…

Your anniversary isn’t until after he gets home, so he hasn’t forgotten that, either. And then Wakatoshi scowls because if he’s forgotten something then it’s obvious that he won’t be able to sift through his mind as if it’s made up of files and search through everything until he forces a recollection. He makes a note to call you the moment his plane lands and decides that the matter is settled for now.

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The bed feels empty without Wakatoshi’s familiar, hulking frame taking up most of the space. There’s an emptiness in the apartment that makes it feel as if not even his ghost is lingering around, and the scent of him on the clothes he’s left behind is fading fast. He hasn’t called you, and it’s been nearly a week. You rationalize that he’s busy, but then you laugh out loud sadly. 

You shouldn’t be making excuses for him. He’s a grown man, and a master of time management. If he wants to speak to you, he would have found the time to do so, but it is evident that you’re not important to him, and rather than angering you, the thought just makes you feel even worse about yourself. 

Wakatoshi Ushijima is a famous volleyball player. He’s built like a Greek god and intimidates the strongest of people with just his normal stare. His persistence and self-preservation are offputting to most people, especially ones who have never been exposed to people with similar tenacious spirits like his. But beyond the exterior of a sharp stare and masses of muscle is an uncertain man who thinks too carefully about his next move. It’s why you’re not as intimidated around him as other people. It’s why you stay – because you see him. Maybe not all of him, but enough to develop a relationship with him. You know that he reads fiction books, not for enjoyment, but because he wants to gain an understanding on how people interact with each other. You know he makes constant strides in trying to adjust the sharpness in which all his words are edged with. You know that in the rare moments where he holds your hands, he tries not to take control. And the fact that you know that he’s so scared of hurting others – of hurting you – makes you unsure of whether or not you should leave him.

You know it’s selfish. You know Wakatoshi would never break up with unless the love was truly gone, and it isn’t. But how can you know something if you don’t feel it? Because when he says “I love you”, it’s straight and simple. He says it like he’s reading lines off a teleprompter, and he gives you that look shortly afterwards that seems to ask “did I say the right thing?”. You love Wakatoshi. 

But does he truly love you back? Or does he just think he does?

You know that your Wakatoshi’s first significant other. You know that relationships don’t come as easily to him as volleyball does. You know that his blunt, seemingly abrasive attitude doesn’t help him much when it comes to matters of love. There is no spontaneity in your relationship. There are no discussions about your future together. You’ve hardly met his friends or teammates. You’ve always been the one pushing this relationship forward: you confessed first, you kissed him first… 

There’s a pain in your chest that you recognize as your heart shattering. It comes after the realization that perhaps Wakatoshi Ushijima hadn’t meant to lie to you every time he says “I love you”. 

━━━ ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ━━━

He wants to call you, but he cannot. His phone lays silent on the nightstand next to his bed for the next four months. Despite his stoic face, he’s a nervous wreck.

What do you say to your girlfriend when you want to marry her? 

There’s a ring that’s safely tucked away in the pocket of his sports jacket, which is folded neatly at the bottom of his duffel bag. Ever since last month, he’s been watching you and his surroundings closely, trying to determine when the perfect time to pop the question will appear. He does not want to have an outlandish, over the top proposal like Oikawa’s, nor does he want you to feel unloved and unimportant if he does it when you are in your pajamas half-awake. 

He cannot call you, he decides, because you know him all too well, and you will detect that something is wrong with him the moment he opens his mouth because you’re observant like that, and that’s just one of the many things he loves about you. He also loves the way you take longer than necessary showers, how you always try to convince him to spend five more minutes in bed with you even though he should be heading out for an early morning jog, how you smile at him after every single time he kisses you… 

Wakatoshi Ushijima is not stupid. He knows that he is not the coveted boyfriend women desire because his simplistic nature hardly allows for anyone to boast about him. He knows that he often time comes off as harsh or rude, but he also knows that he can hardly help it if some people cannot handle the full force of what he has to say. But you aren’t just some people, and you understand him at a caliber that pleases him, and he knows that with time, you will truly understand everything about his character. 

No words need to be spoken between the two of you, he decides. Because the ring that is soon to be placed on your finger confirms that you two will have the rest of your lives to talk about anything and everything your heart desires. 

━━━ ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ━━━

He’s home early. 

Wakatoshi is home.

And normally, this would be a cause for celebration. You would squeal, embarrassedly enough, and you would jump into his arms, and he would hold you to his chest, not saying anything, because that’s just who he is. 

But this is not a normal situation because Wakatoshi walks in to see you packing up your half of the belongings that are scattered around the apartment. 

His eyebrows are furrowed in confusion. He’s requested a week off from his team’s extensive training exercises, faking his sudden leave due to a “family emergency” (the first and last lie he will be telling), and he sees you looking at him guiltily and almost ashamed. 

“I came home early.” He says, as if you don’t realize that he’s a whole entire two months home earlier than he should be. 

“That’s…good…” You reply back, awkwardly looking around. Half of your clothes are folded, and the other half are packed away. 

“What’s going on?” And he can see you visibly cringe as he asks the question.

“Ushijima–” Now he’s the one who flinches, almost as if you had physically struck at him. “–this isn’t… This isn’t working out.”

There’s a silence that wraps around the both of, and it’s suffocating, and he hates it. He’s always been one to say what’s on his mind, but now his mind is blanking out on him, and he’s unsure of what he’s supposed to say now. Perhaps the truth. He likes telling the truth. It makes things simple and clears up any confusion.

“But I love you.” And you look away as you cry because he’s saying this with a type of vigor that he’s never said those words with before. Because every time he’s said it before, it’s always been an automatic response to when you said it to him. “I am not good with words, so I don’t know what to say to make this…work.” Wakatoshi Ushijima is a beast on the court who moves confidently and gracefully. He is power personified and many people view him as a godlike figure. But right now, he is a bumbling oaf who is ignorant and clumsy and trips over his words and thoughts like people who dance like they have two left feet. He is awkward and weak and painfully human. 

“You don’t have to say ‘I love you’ if you don’t mean it.” You tell him, and then Wakatoshi comes to the realization that you are not aware of just how close he holds you in regards to his heart. You are more beautiful to him than the first glow of sunrise that he sees on all his jogs. You are more refreshing than the gulps of water he consumes in between games. You are the crown jewel in a sea of glittering gems, and he wants to say all of this, but he’s not quite sure how to. 

“I know. But I love you.” And he’s confused as to why saying this makes you cry harder, and perhaps you do not want him right now, but he can’t help but close the distance between the two of you. You melt into his touch like the snowflakes on the tips of his fingers many winters ago, and he’s holding you like his life depends on it, and perhaps, in a sense, it does. You are his life; you are his past, present, and future. He wants you in a way that he has never felt before. He wants you so much that no words need to be spoken for him to get this message across because he’s holding you differently now.

“I thought you didn’t want to be with me.” You whisper, and he listens intently, which is nothing new because Wakatoshi’s always been listening. He’s never been one for incessant chatter, but he could die a happy man if the last sounds he got to hear were you discussing what you want for breakfast. 

“I will always want to be with you.” And it’s that typical matter-of-fact manner of speaking that is suddenly oh so endearing to you. It’s the way he’s looking at you that makes you feel like an idiot for ever doubting his love. “Marry me.” 

And then you pull back, just the slightest, confusion etched across every beautiful feature of your face. “Toshi–”

And then he’s reaching deep in the pockets of his jacket before pulling out a diamond ring that only a professional athlete with several sponsorships could afford. It’s simple in design and straight to the point, almost as if to say “I am an engaged woman, please do not approach me”. It’s so Wakatoshi that you love it. 

“Oh, no. I’m supposed to get down on one knee.” And now this is the part where you laugh through tears as he does get down, holding up the sparkling ring, looking up at you. “Please marry me. I cannot promise I will not hurt you, but I will try my best not to.” 

Thank you, Anon! And this seriously got my dirty mind going - especially since I personally love being held down myself *winkwink* (omg, I’m sorry, I’m tired and giving out inappropriate information about myself xD).

But I hope that enjoy, Anon!

Terushima Yuuji

Oh geez, this boy would certainly get instantaneously hard. Like, legit, this is probably his number one fantasy to be tied up by her and just let her have her complete way with him. So there is no way he would say anything other than ‘YES’ when she brought the idea forward.

And then when he actually finds himself bound to that mattress, he would be freaking DRIPPING. Even before she’s really even done anything to him - like maybe she’s just standing at the edge of the bed naked or something - he would be an absolute moaning mess!

Dude, I really don’t even think she would need to touch him the first time they ended up experimenting with this. She’d just have to tie him up and then talk about all the things she would do to him and he would be coming before either of them knew it.

And then when they switch spots he’s just as much gone. He loves the way she grips at the straps or headboard where her wrists are tied as he fucks her, just, omg, this boy wouldn’t even be able to control his voice or how hard his cock gets.

Kuroo Tetsurou

When the idea is presented to this boy he would totally pretend that he’s not as excited as he actually is - which is totally ruined the moment they’re in bed together and she’s trying his wrists together above his head. He just wouldn’t be able to keep the lust out of his eyes as she’s perched above him.

So many whispered and groaned ‘fuck’s and ‘oh shit’s would be escaping his lips as she has her way with him. Whether it be teasing him relentlessly or riding him into oblivion his toes would be curling around the sheets and his muscles would be tight as the pleasure washed through him.

Okay, seriously, she could easily get him to come multiple times with this, FOR SURE. Tease him until he comes the first time, give him a minute to breath and then go at it again! Be careful, he might end up pulling too hard at the headboard, lol!

And while he does like to tie her up in return, he would much rather hold her down himself for something like that. So when it comes to cuffs or being bound, it is one hundred percent him all of the time.

Ushijima Wakatoshi

This is such a sweet boy, omg, he would be on board because it was something she came forward with what she wanted to do. I mean, he would totally enjoy it when they actually do it, but it wasn’t originally something that he had considered before.

And for sure he would let her tie him up however she wanted, right? But when it came to her he would be worried about the hold being too tight or the fabric ending up leaving any kind of mark. She would have to encourage him to go tighter if that was something she wanted, otherwise it’ll just be the idea of being tied up being put into use, lol!

Oh jesus, surely his favorite thing to do when she’s riding him is to grab and hold at her hips, right? Well, suddenly that is taken away from him so the ENTIRE time he’s just letting his voice to wild as he BEGS for the opportunity to be able to touch her.

Similarly, when she’s all tied up herself, he takes full advantage of her lack of use of her hands. He would just take his goddamn time with loving every single part of her body. With her not pushing him along eager to get to the next stage of the act, he can do what he wants even with her begging for more.

Iwaizumi Hajime

Seriously, from the moment the idea is presented, he is pulling her into the bedroom. Guaranteed this boy went out and bought straps or handcuffs a long time ago and was afraid to bring it up to her in case she didn’t like it. But now that she herself wants it, there is nothing from keeping him in indulging.

He leaves it completely up to her on who gets tied down first; ends up being him very fast. And, god, does he enjoy every single minute of the experience. He tries very hard not to close his eyes at any given moment, hands gripping at anything within reach as she completely has her way with him. Literally ends up being one of the best nights of his entire life.

The next time they decide to try it out, it’s her turn to be tied down. And Iwaizumi doesn’t wait to actually bound them behind her back, push at her back gently until she’s face down against the mattress with her hips high up in the air and his own pressed tight against the back of her own. God, he loves it, with one hand gripping at her thigh and the other on her back right above her bound hands, just YES.

I am back! I am not dead and I have not forgotten about this AU! As you can tell, I’ve renamed this AU to the Haikyū!! Youtubers AU because I’ve decided to do other characters and ships as well! And guess who I’m going to do? Ushiten because it’s my second favourite ship! I love them! So much! Especially Tendou. Let’s get right into it!

[Side note: Ushijima and Tendou aren’t openly a couple, though it’s been hinted from how close they are. You’ll see.]

Ushijima isn’t a youtuber! Surprise! This little baby is socially awkward and can’t really talk in front of a camera, rather, he doesn’t know what to say in front of a camera. He has a very popular Instagram account of his succulents and plants! He likes taking photographs too! He works as a author and has a few published books!

He likes writing short but sweet one-off novels, his most successful one is titled “A different lens” which is a story of a little boy who was deaf and mute. Relying only on his sight to get him by, he has won several awards for that, and Tendou always makes sure to help promote his books.

Tendou on the other hand films weird, wacky videos. The classic “What happens if…” or “Trying…”. His most popular video is of him filling his pool with orbeez, Ushijima is his housemate and often enough, viewers get snippets of Ushijima looking visibly confused or disappointed yet refusing to call out Tendou for his antics. Viewers say it’s weird how well these two get along because their personalities are so different.

Also, when Tendou was filming the orbeez video, he caught Ushijima in their garden. Casually he calls Ushijima “Wakatoshi-kun” and asks him what he’s doing. The latter replies with a monotonous “Gardening”. Tendou decides to go over and film Ushijima planting his new peonies and surprises his audience when he’s able to identify almost all the plants they had.

Ushijima and Iwa met at a convention when he tagged along with Tendou, both managed to spark about a nice friendly relationship since Iwa also has a thing for plants and was a fan of his literary works. He even asked for an autograph on his latest book “Loyal Lies” which was about a Prince who single-handedly killed everyone in his family to succeed the throne. Oikawa is upset by this since he think Ushijima is a little creepy from how emotionless he is. Thanks to Tendou though, people got to see some smiling Ushijima when he is seen talking about his book with Iwa.

Back to the Orbeez video, we have Tendou tripping over a hose and falling into the pool by accident. Ushijima is seen helping him and even helps dry his hair. People who ship the two say they act just like a couple, but both never really comment.

Tendou does Anime and Manga reviews too! He always has a cup of chocolate ice-cream when he does it, he likes ranting about certain holes in the plot or just rambling on about how much he likes a certain character. This is a series and he currently has 40 episodes and counting!

Sometimes he does Anime Merchandise openings, or re-enacts outros and intros of his favourite animes? He also opens fanmail on camera, which viewers oddly seem to enjoy seeing as how genuine he acts when he gets fanart or little gifts.

Tendou likes wearing tank-tops or hoodies; sometimes fans freak out when they realise the duo have “Matching clothing”. Their most popular one is “If lost return to Miracle Boy Wakatoshi.” This is because Tendou is really bad with directions and has gotten lost several times. Ushijima is seemingly not amused, however, he does have some sort of panic when this happens.

Turns out these two went to the same highschool and University. Tendou shares that they were dorm mates and he probably must have driven Ushijima insane by how much he rambled on about Shounen jump. Tendou says that he did a lot of partying and often got drunk, having to rely on Ushijima to come pick him up or help him home.

Ushijima likes birds. They have a pet Chicken. Tendou calls the chicken CooCoo while Ushijima calls it Coo-san. I have a headcanon that these two only eat fish, they don’t really eat other types of meat, only occasionally. CooCoo is a hen and she lays eggs everyday for them to eat for breakfast.

CooCoo has her own pen outside, she’s allowed to roam free because they clipped her wings, meaning she can’t fly. She is very smart, she will follow either two around for seeds or attention. She likes sitting in people’s laps, and occasionally, Tendou’s hair.

Ushijima can cook but Tendou can bake because he has a sweet tooth. Tendou likes filming Ushijima cook his infamous dishes and often help commentate and critque the dish. Fans can’t tell if the food is really good, or Tendou simply doesn’t want to come of as insensitive to Ushi’s feelings. Others state that Ushi doesn’t even has feeings to begin with and this actually upsets Tendou. He will often defend his friend, saying they shouldn’t make such comments if they didn’t know him personally.

Tendou gave a house Tour once and he managed to sneak a few “hints” about his relationship with Ushijima when he explicitly stated that their apartment had only three rooms. The bedroom, the study/office room, and their guest room which is more or less unoccupied. Tendou never showed “the bedroom” because his excuse was that it was too messy. Fans think otherwise, and sometimes he’s bothered by it even if it’s the truth. He doesn’t see the need to tell his viewers everything about his personal life, even if they were the foundation to his success.

Ushijima has a post with the following caption, “Happy birthday to the person who taught me there is a deeper meaning to happiness.” He was referring to Tendou, and fans think it’s really sweet, romantic or not.

Off camera, Tendou is really different. There are days he likes to sit in their garden and just watch the clouds go by or admire Ushijima’s meticulous planting skills. When he has his bad days, he likes sitting outside in the rain, and Ushijima always has to chase him in cause he’ll catch a cold.

Ushijima likes drying Tendou’s hair; so it’s natural Tendou lets him do so. They cuddle by the couch watching some cheesy horror movie. CooCoo is there too, resting by their feet. 

Thought I lost this askKageyama Tobio

+ He can already hear his teammates cracking up, why did he think to confess in front of the gym in the first place?+ “Thanks, that’s really kind of you but why did you bring me out all the way to the gym just to say that? You could have just told me during class”+ Kageyama’s questioning himself whether he really likes such a dense girl. The answer is yes - she’s the first person to make him feel this way+ After failing a couple more times, Kageyama’s frustrated - “You idiot! I like you as in I want to go out with you!”+ “Oh” With that response, he’s already 100% sure that she’s rejecting him and he’s already prepared to march right into the gym and beat Hinata with a volleyball+ He’s quite surprised that she gives him a hug, apologising and laughing about how dense she is on the situation, but wow, does seeing her smile make his heart flutter+ When it’s time for Kageyama to join the others for practice, they all comment on how creepy Kageyama’s smile is, but it doesn’t matter because he feels he’s on cloud nine

Oikawa Tooru

+ Oikawa’s crush would think that he told many girls that he likes them so she doesn’t think too much of it when he speaks those words to her+ The other third years are snickering due to their captain’s failure. Hanamaki cries over how it wasn’t recorded. Oikawa would have smashed his phone to pieces.+ Oikawa, though deflated, tries again in making you see that he like likes you+ He feels like being slammed by a hundred volleyballs from Iwaizumi,he wants to cry because he really likes her and want her to like him back so he can do all those cute couple things with her+ When she finally understands what Oikawa is trying to get at, she accepts his confession and Oikawa is ecstatic and also so freaking glad that he wasn’t going to walk away with an unknowing rejection+ The other boys won’t ever let him forget this, though. Ever.

Ushijima Wakatoshi

+ Ushijima is already super straightforward, so for his crush to be unable to understand what he’s expressing is incredulous.+ “That’s very kind of you to say, Ushijima-kun. Thank you” W h a t+ Tendou’s in the corner crying because that was not supposed to be how it goes in his head+ Ushijima attempts again which leads to the poor girl to be very confused+ Tendou’s right about to march up to the two and smash their lips together, how does she not understand?!+ When Ushijima explains to her that he likes her romantically, he swears he can see a lightbulb turn on above her head+ She gives him a sweet smile and while his face remains stoic, his ears turn slightly pink - “Well, if you put it that way. Of course, I’d like to go out with you!”+ Tendou is so glad it worked out well because he was an inch away from slamming his face into a locker door.

Kyoutani:

- He just gets out of the shower and walks into his room, revealing you laying on his bed with his varsity jacket on.”Take that off, it’s mine,” he says. However, he secretly wants you to keep it on, it looks adorable on you!

- Kyoutani walks over to his drawer, pulling out a clean t-shirt and shorts, and then glances back at you to see if you moved at all.

- After studying your form he realizes you’re asleep and the ghost of a smile spreads across his lips. He gets dressed quickly and grabs his phone from his desk, opening the camera and snapping a quick photo of you, making sure that the number 16 can clearly be seen.

- He sets it as his lock screen and sets his phone back down, crawling into bed with you and pulling you back against his chest. Kyoutani’s fingers will trace random shapes on your skin until he eventually falls asleep also.

Ushijima:

- “Why are you wearing that?” He asks, eyes on you as you walk into the kitchen to prepare something to eat. “It’s too big for you,” he says, continuing to eat his rice.

- Whatever reason you give him, it won’t stop his eyes from trailing down your body, admiring the way it stops at your thigh. “You should put on shorts,” he suggests, more for his sake.

- “I have shorts on,” you say, lifting it up to reveal the shorts you were wearing before turning back to finding something to eat. 

Thanks for the request! I struggled a little bit with Tendou, so his are a bit shorter than the other two, but I hope you enjoy them!

Kuroo Tetsurou

Your friends are genuinely scared for you when they first meet him

All of them ask you constantly if you’re sure that you’re okay with him

They’re convinced that he can’t be a good person based on how scary he looks

But they don’t just how much of a dork Kuroo really is

Like sure he skips school, he doesn’t do homework, and he smokes

But he also made you a terrible looking cake on your birthday

And he constantly tells people about his amazingly smart, class representative S/O

And he takes you out every weekend

He makes sure every date is special because he knows he doesn’t get to spend much time with you during the week

He’s actually really smart despite not going to school all the time

He helps you with science stuff a lot

Until he gets bored

And then all bets are off because he has to be entertained 24/7 or he’ll d i e

Sometimes he can get you to go out on a school night

By annoying the heck out of you until you agree to go

Even then, he can only drag you out for about an hour or so

Then it’s back to studying for you and he goes out with his friends

You know they shouldn’t, but his friends definitely make you nervous

You try not to check up on him, but sometimes you can’t help but send him a quick “Be safe, I’ll talk to you in the morning.” text before you go to sleep if he hasn’t texted you that he’s home

You sometimes feel like that annoys him

But he always answers with an emoji and an “Okay, babe. I love you.”

Tendou Satori

Probably tries to drag you into doing things with his friends

He’s fine with you staying at home while he goes out

But he definitely likes it a lot better if you’re with him most of the time

He doesn’t show it, but he gets lonely without you there

If you ask him if he wants you to go, he won’t say it outright

But you can read the shrug of his shoulders, the attempt at a nonchalant look on his expressive face

And you just grab your things and go with him

He’s not great at school, so he leaves you alone when you need to focus on your work

Your friends really like him

They think he’s hilarious, even though his ripped jeans and leather jacket are a bit intimidating

He never fails to send you a goodnight text every night

He loves the thought of you falling asleep with a smile on your face and he always wants to be the reason you smile

Ushijima Wakatoshi

He was actually nervous to ask you out

You seemed like you would never want to date someone like him

And he doesn’t express himself well, so he convinced himself that you would want someone who could express what they felt

But you had had a crush on him for a long time, so you were ecstatic when he asked you on a date

The date had just been dinner and a movie

And you could feel people’s eyes on you both since you definitely looked like you didn’t belong together

He had just worn a simple black t-shirt, jeans, and motorcycle boots

And you were in your normal casual clothes

But you felt like you and Ushijima fit together perfectly

For someone who looked like him and drove a motorcycle, Ushijima didn’t actually have a lot of friends like him

He hangs out with you and your friends more than you hang out with him and his friends

Your friends thought that that was strange, but you knew he didn’t want you to be a part of that, which wasn’t really your place anyway

He helped you study a few times, but he got a little frustrated with how little he could help

When that happened, you simply kissed his cheek and told him that you could figure it out

He has his lip pierced, and you love how it feels against your lips when he kisses you

He convinces you to get your nose pierced

He’s not much of a cell phone guy, but he calls you every night to hear your voice

A/N: PINING BOYS ARE MY WEAKNESS. this was in my drafts for a while hope u enjoy.

Daichi

He is the one that tries to keep his feelings under wraps.

He is pretty afraid of rejection to be completely honest, and he’s worried that his feelings can end up pushing you away.

He can’t help but act on his feelings when he doesn’t realize it though.

He is a lot more doting on you and tries to be involved in your life (not in an annoying way, he just wants to look out for you). 

It gets to a point where he’s so hopelessly lovesick Suga and Asahi are like “pls just confess already lol”

Bonus: He looooooves hearing you speak and could just talk to you for hours.

Kuroo

He is very aware of his crush on you and is just kicking himself internally for everything awkward says now.

He seems like his regular, pain in the ass self on the outside. On the inside tho, he’s so soft. He just wants to hold you. SO bad.

He is actually a lot more open and kind to you than others, but he also gives you a hard time with his teasing. (He is just upset you have him all head over heels so he’s trying to punish you for it lol)

He is realistic about his feelings though. Once he realizes they’ve built up too much he forms a plan to confess.

Bonus: Sometimes you catch him staring at you in class. You swear his cheeks are tinted pink whenever his eyes dart away.

Oikawa

You’d think a crushing Oikawa is incredibly obvious. Sadly, it’s not.

You can never tell with him. Are you just a friend? Is he purposefully being affectionate? WHAT DO ALL THESe nICKNAMES MEAN?

He thinks he is being obvious (he wants you to notice his feelings and confess because he’s too nervous). He doesn’t realize he is treating you the same way he treats Iwaizumi almost.

He is actually a lot nicer to you than others and more genuine with his feelings. He also encourages you to talk to him! (Also he protects you from the fangirls and doesn’t act fake around you like he does with them.)

Although he’s scared to confess, Iwaizumi gives him a pep talk (to the best of his ability) and hypes him up to just do it.

Bonus: He really likes to make you blush and will do whatever he needs to in order to see your cute blush.

Ushijima

Outside: o_o Inside:  ʘ‿ʘ

He is a mess….that’s pretty much the best I can explain it.

He doesn’t know what to do?? He feels so warm inside when he sees you? And he enjoys spending time with you and talking to you?

He doesn’t have much experience with crushes, so he doesn’t really know what to do to help the situation.

He offers to help you with things more often and asks you questions to try and start a conversation.

Bonus: Tendou quickly catches onto his crush and teases tf outta him. Pls help. (However, Tendou makes up for it by giving advice.)

Bokuto

Bokuto crushing is very obvious…to him at least. But you easily mistake it for him just being friendly.

He always greets you excitedly whenever he sees you! He is really happy to just talk to you and see your adorable face again!

He asks you SO many questions. He isn’t trying to be annoying or pushy though. He just wants to learn more about you.

Kiiiinda has the tendency to talk about you a bit too much to the team. They use the fact you may like him to get him motivated sometimes. Also, they give him lots of support when he’s hesitant to confess.

Bonus: He is just so cheerful and blushy around you, it’s ADORABLE.

Ushioi💕Rescue

O : hand off—!!!!

U : ?