in beauty there echoes a speck of our source

Ohhh one of the things that always throws me off about fantasy is the fact that at this point I just genuinely so strongly do not believe in violence. As an ideal, not that it doesn't exist. That's one of the reasons I can never get invested in high fantasy- so many of those books are always about wars, and I don't like stories about wars. And this is why I am always so tired of the Learning To Fight plotline. I don't want to see the good characters learning violence!! Like I Get it, but still....

Why are there so few female artists in the Christian rock genre... where are the Christian rock girlies.....

I think a lot of the time I don't actually want to be doing all the scrolling and nothing that I'm doing, but I don't know what I DO want to be doing instead, and that's why I end up wasting so much time 🤔

I Say I don't know what I actually want to start doing but in theory I do :/ I want to write; I want to work on my bigger writing project I've already started, but I need to change some stuff and figure out what it is that needs to change. And I want to write more fics too, but I just haven't put much effort into that in A While. And one other big thing, if I needed more, is that I want to work on practicing learning to play some instruments- I'm not an expert but I never will be if I don't start the process

Coworker who was upset with me texted me and another coworker who's not scheduled tomorrow in a group chat letting us know what's done and ready for tomorrow and saying have a good day... different coworker covering the shift tomorrow maybe??

Don't you think it's just so sad that Viv's response to feeling so happy that Luca is back is to feel like she needs to crush that and bury it and not acknowledge it? She can't even let herself be happy in the privacy of her own head about getting to spend more time with someone she likes being around 😢