ynah

i would love to go to bed when i plan to, but unfortunately the person in charge of me is me and that bitch LOVES screentime and poor decisions

“Oh my god, can January be over already?” Why? What do you want it to be over for? So it can be February?? What’s the matter with you

man new news tomorrow is gonna be fucking crazy

don’t forget to live for the hope of it all this month

and cancel plans just in case they call. oh and meet them behind the mall

my god, i crave slowness. deliberate living. conversations that last entire afternoons.

one time my mom and i were talking about autism and she said if i got it from anyone i got it from my dad, a man who has been buying and sorting pokemon cards for several months straight and likes to memorize license plates and then quiz my mom on them. and then she remembered that my father is not actually biologically related to me (#childofdivorce) and lost her shit laughing. i got that proxy autism

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

How to stop wanting anything tutorial easy