chloberries

i’ll always have extreme hate for myself no matter what

I wish I could kill myself and take my body with me. I don't just want to die, I want to completely disappear. I never wanted to exist.

why is it so difficult for you to understand that i'm not being dramatic? that i genuinely feel like the world around me is on fire & all you're doing is just watching me burn alive.

I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.

i can't get rid of that feeling that i wasn't made for this world. my brain has malfunctioned, i'm an error. i shouldn't be here

"be yourself" thats the worst possible advice you could ever fucking give me i do not have a default personality

i just want everyone to look at me n be extremely worried for my health

the feminine urge to carve ur skin cause it’s the only thing that feels real