JUST life.

Going to try to only party hard on Saturday. Lets see how this goes…

One night after the bar closed, and I blacked out about an hour before that, me and my roommate were walking with these total strangers, and apparently me and this random chick tried climbing trees. And making snow mans or something. I remember little tidbits of information.

I turned a 15 minute walk home to a 1.5 hour walk back. It was amazing.

And at my bday dinner couple weeks ago, we were at this restaurant, my roommate turns to me and she says "Hey! Remember those guys you tried to climb trees with? They're over there!" couple tables over...I was like, "Wtf, no. Is it really them?" And she said yeah, one of their kids go to the day care I work at. Small world it is indeed.

The next morning after the long walk, I woke up with bruises, which i'm assuming were from the tree climbing and falling off.

Everytime I black out, I get bruises all over me.

I remember this one time me, my brother, and couple of my cousins were drinking at my brothers house. There was lots of alcohol, and jello shots!

Anyways, fast forward to about midnight, and me and my cousin were going to make something to eat, look in the freezer and theres chap stick in there. I started laughing, and showed her and smacked my lips. She laughed. We laughed for about 4 fucking hours straight. My other cousin walked in, asked if we were alright after the laughter died down then started up again. I was flipping hammered the whole time and she sobered up while laughing.

Internet has been down for hours at a time.

Atm I am feeling seriously depressed. Lonely for the most part. I'm surrounded by a sea of people yet I walk these hallways alone.

On a lighter note, I hope I don't get laid off at my job...ok, not so light note, more hopeful thinking. I believe everything is going to go down hill from here. I might have to move back to my parents house. Or could go to my brothers house and help them out. Who knows what will happen with in the next couple weeks.

I just really want someone by my side. To help me through it.

And I am hoping this will be the only depressing post.

Today has been going by so slow. It is 1pm.

The only thing I really want is to go to bed, hella tired.

But, it has been better. No longer feeling like something is wrong. Like, wtf was up with that, right? Anyways, as I sit here, sipping on a coffee, just tumblring before i go back to work (still kinda new to this even though I've  had an account for like a year now) and just feeling way better.

I work in a camp, a camp is where you go to work somewhere for a long period of time? I guess. Like, my camp, the closest town is close to two hour drive. It's basically a hotel for workers. I am part of the catering staff, and if there was a camera crew here, man all the drama, could have own reality tv show up in here.  Anyways, I am part of the staff that runs the hotel aspect of the camp. You know, house keepers, janitors, kitchen staff, desk clerks, etc. Stuff you'd find in a hotel, you'd find here.

I've worked in my camp for close to two years, and I gotta say I've met people from around the world. England, Germany, Aussie, USA, all over canada. I've seen my fellow co workers come and go. I don't like to make too many friends here, because they can be here one week and be gone the next. Like now, my camp is down sizing. Just this week 5 people got laid off. I'm kinda iffy to go see the boss man about my schedule.