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What Fucking Bullshit AM I GOING TO ENDURE THIS SCHOLL YEAR!!!!! IT NEVERR ENDS!!! it never fucking ends kill me kill me all my friends fucking hate me im a piece of shit ive grown some but I'm not a good fucking person at all. what the fuck

i want this all to mean something im so fucking pathetic i don't even have any ambitions anymore

i feel like nothing im so meaningless it doesn't matter nothing matters nothing g matters i don't even have that many real friends and i fucking hurt everyone ive ever loved im fucking poison

how are people even following this how did u fucking find me jesus fuck

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

i want to die

i didn’t unadd you on skype and snapchat bc i didn’t care or bc i hated you, it was bc it was physically painful to not be able to talk to you bc you didn’t want to be friends for the moment and I kept wanting to talk to you on impulse and if I didn't i know i would've bothered you or freaked you out

i know it's not that easy and you definitely hate me but im so so sorry