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50 OC Questions for Esme!! #12, 17, 24, 41, 43 and 50
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12. How many serious relationships have they been in?
Two. And she married both of them. So her ex-husband Mark, and now Tyler.
17. What food do they hate?
Vegemite. She hates it with the passion of a thousand fiery suns lol. She won't even let Tyler kiss her if he's eaten it lol. Not until he brushes his teeth and there's not even the slightest hint of Vegemite left lol
24. Are they close to anyone specific in their family?
Aside from Tyler (obviously), she is extremely close with her younger step sister, Riley and Riley's partner, Shaena.
41. Have they ever broken a bone?
Yes. Her jaw and orbital bone (thanks to her ex husband) and her left ankle and wrist from various childhood misadventures.
43. Have they ever drunk underage?
Esme was definitely attending bush parties and basement parties when she was still in high school and below the legal limit lol
50. Are they good at remembering specific dates? Birthdays,m anniversaries, etc?
Tyler is always amazed by how much information she can actually store lol. She absolutely loves throwing parties (especially themed kids' parties) and spoiling the ones she loves, she remembers alllll the dates lol
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“I wouldn’t want you to be any other way. Good night, Reacher.”
“We talked about this.”
“Jack,” she quickly corrects herself. “Good night, Jack.”
“Good night, Winnie.”
“Oh, Jesus Christ….” She chuckles as she turns on her heel to leave. “....don’t you start with that bullshit.”
His grin widens as he lingers in the doorway and watches her go. Observing the loose tendrils of hair that sway and bounce as she walks, and the way her satin pyjama pants cling to her petite frame and accentuate the curves of both ass and hips. It isn’t the first time he’s noticed how her body moves, and it won’t be the last.
Her mere presence puts his senses in high gear. Both in a professional sense and far beyond it. When she smiles, he can see the crinkles at the corners of her eyes; deep brown with the most subtle flecks of gold. He’s already memorized the familiar scent that plays host on both her hair and clothes: coconut and honey with just the tiniest hint of goat’s milk. And many times he’s felt her hand upon his skin and guiltily longed for more; whether it’s all her fingers curling around two of his as he helps her into the car, or the way she slaps his arm when laughing at his sarcasm, or how she discreetly places a palm upon his back when brushing by him in the kitchen or the hallway.
Being around her…hearing her voice and her laugh, seeing the way her eyes sparkle as she smiles up at him, knowing she’s under the same roof, let alone in the same room… is both a blessing and a curse. He’s plagued by inappropriate thoughts and feelings that his sense of duty and obligation would never allow him to act upon. No matter how powerful the desire or how painful the pangs of lust.
“You know…” She pauses at the end of the hall and glances back at him, a hand resting on the handle of the door of the master bedroom. “....it’s different when you say it. Normally, I hate that name. With the passion of a thousand fiery suns. But when you call me that…” She shrugs. “... I kind of like it. It’s…nice.”
Warnings/Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Nibelheim Reactor, Psychological Horror, Body Horror, Makonoids, Character Breakdown, Existential Dread, Betrayal, Celestial/Demonic Physiology, Trauma Responses, Severe Exhaustion, Non-Explicit Intimacy, Canonical Violence.
Chapter Summary:
Upon entering the Mt. Nibel Mako Reactor, Sephiroth, Bianca, and Zack unearth the horrific reality of Shinra's early biological experiments and the dark legacy of J.E.N.O.V.A. The sudden appearance of a degrading Genesis Rhapsodos shatters the remaining illusions of Sephiroth's past, triggering an existential crisis and an invasive psychic entity that threatens to consume his mind. Operating on pure exhaustion, Bianca must push her failing celestial grace to its absolute limits to serve as his literal psychological anchor before his mutinous body strikes down the only person he has left.
Chapter 5: The Sealed Truth
1.
Nibel Area, Western Continent
The imposing, metallic structure of the Mt. Nibel Mako Reactor cut through the swirling mountain mist like a cold, iron monument to corporate ambition. It was a brutalist scar on the jagged face of the peak, its rusted steel beams and heavy iron plating anchored directly into the bleeding heart of the living rock.
Outside, the world was a canvas of gray and white, but as the heavy pneumatic doors groaned open, the wilderness was instantly swallowed by the sterile, artificial realities of Shinra Electric Power Company.
The air inside the threshold shifted immediately, carrying a sickly, wrong energy that caused the fine hairs on Bianca’s arms to prickle under her skin. It was a suffocating soup of atmospheric poisoning: the sharp, acrid stench of raw Mako gas that bit like needles into the back of the throat, interwoven with the distinct smell of scorched ozone, industrial machine oil, deep-seated rust, and the damp, weeping moisture of natural cave stone. Condensation gathered on overhead pipes, dripping rhythmically onto the iron floorboards below with a slow, mechanical cadence.
Standard operational safety protocols dictated that secondary personnel and local guides remain outside on the secure observation platforms, completely separate from the core evaluation. Despite arguing, Tifa Lockhart stepped back. Her small frame silhouetted against the open mountain air, and the young infantry trooper, Cloud Strife, stood rigid beside her.
Through the steady, pulsing current of her senses, Bianca registered the trooper's vitals without needing to turn her head.
Cloud’s pulse was a frantic, rapid flutter: an anxious, white-knuckle spike of adrenaline that spoke of an insecure spectator completely shut out from the inner circle of Shinra's elite force. Once more, he gripped his standard-issue rifle with a desperate, frozen intensity. He was a boy from the mountains trapped on the perimeter of a world he could only watch from the shadows.
But Bianca had no intention of remaining on the periphery. She was a Second-Class SOLDIER, and more than that, she was Sephiroth’s unyielding partner.
As the heavy metal threshold loomed before them, she stepped forward with a slow, deliberate motion, rejecting the passive isolation of the platform. She did not perceive the reactor through basic human sight.
Instead, her heightened biology absorbed the environment like a living map of threats. Her internal senses tracked the microscopic shifts in atmospheric pressure and tasted the exact concentration of airborne Mako particles suspended in the damp air.
The toll of her previous exertions weighed heavily on her core. An anchor of profound exhaustion dragged at her muscles, a lingering fatigue from drawing so deeply on her powers during their journey up the ridges. Her reserves were depleted, leaving her physical senses raw, yet her protective focus locked entirely onto Sephiroth.
Her instincts read his physical stability instantly, feeling his steady core body temperature, his perfectly regular heart rate, and the precise, flawless alignment of his broad shoulders against the green, industrial glare. She used that string to absorb and quiet the mechanical white noise of the machinery, shielding his internal biology from the chaotic, jarring frequencies. Pacing her steps perfectly to match his long, smooth stride, she moved alongside him as an equal.
Directly behind them, Zack Fair followed. His heavy boots echoed with tight, disciplined military precision against the iron grates. His hand rested within easy reach of his weapon, ready to execute tactical commands at a moment's notice.
They crossed into the inner core room, and the door hissed shut behind them, sealing the three of them into the beating heart of the vault.
The interior was flooded with a sickly green radiance leaking from flickering containment pods lined like iron coffins up toward the central core. The sight hit Bianca like a physical blow, sending an immediate undercurrent of severe distress and panic crashing beneath her ribs.
A visceral dread made the old, hidden scars of her childhood ache. This facility had never fallen under the administrative oversight of Urban Development. It belonged entirely to the early, unrestricted projects of Research and Development.
This was Hojo's playground.
The oppressive sterile atmosphere and the cold, unfeeling architecture triggered the phantom memories of the Science Department's bone-saws, blood injections, and the lingering horrors of Rhadore. Every instinct screamed at her to retreat, to flee the clinical malice that still seemed to cling to the wet iron walls.
Yet, she forced her jaw to lock. Her determination to stay by Sephiroth's side was not a matter of pride. It was an absolute necessity to protect him from the facility’s historical poison. She remained anchored to his side. Her stride was unbroken despite the tremor threatening her knees.
Sephiroth moved forward into the green-lit gloom with a calm, thorough professionalism, completely sane and analytical as he approached the flickering main console. The immense silver-haired SOLDIER showed no irritation. There was no trace of the heavy atmospheric weight that pressed so hard against Bianca’s senses.
"The systemic drop in pressure is clear," Sephiroth stated, his smooth, resonant voice echoing with authoritative calm over the low, heavy hum of the massive turbines. He gestured with a gloved hand toward a series of vibrating gauges near the central housing. "The primary purification tank has suffered a catastrophic structural breach. The integrity of the seals is failing."
He turned slightly. His expression was steady and composed, showing an underlying care for his team and a professional responsibility toward the surrounding region. He looked back toward the younger SOLDIER.
"Zack. Locate the manual override on the lower catwalk and seal the primary valve," Sephiroth commanded, his voice carrying the quiet, absolute discipline of a seasoned commander. "We must stop this toxic, pressurized vapor from bleeding directly into the mountain air immediately. The local fauna is already volatile; we cannot allow the ambient contamination to escalate."
"On it, Sephiroth!" Zack replied. His boisterous energy instantly snapped into focused military compliance. He checked his footing on the damp iron grate and immediately began to navigate the narrow metal stairs leading down into the hissing steam vents of the lower sub-levels.
Bianca stood perfectly still beside Sephiroth. Her breathing was deliberate as she continued to track the erratic pressure spikes of the failing machinery through her heightened awareness. The air was thick. Sephiroth and she stood together in the heart of the iron vault, listening to the sluggish, heavy rhythm of the ancient turbines turning in the dark.
2.
After Zack released the valve, he returned. The heavy, chemical condensation that clung to the central observation floor did not merely drift. It curdled, parting like a soiled shroud to lay bare the true, sickening nature of Shinra’s covert science.
Bianca felt the pressure shift within the marrow of her bones before her eyes could even process the shapes looming in the green-lit dark. Her heightened senses, already running on the fumes of an absolute exhaustion, stuttered. The profound lethargy of her overextended powers made her lungs burn against the acrid, oily soup of the reactor’s upper levels. Yet, what she saw through the gathering haze froze the blood in her veins.
The massive metal materia chambers lined the stone vault like row upon row of wet, glowing coffins, but they did not hold raw, unrefined Mako energy. They housed makonoids. Through the thick, curved window at the front of the pod, distorted by a slow, rising tide of emerald fluid, the things floated.
They were vaguely humanoid monsters, but their flesh had been warped, melted, and grotesquely smeared into something that defied the natural alignment of bone and sinew. Heads were fused to necks by thick ropes of rotting tissue. Fingers had elongated into calcified claws that slapped against the glass. It was a factory of suffering, the skin of the creatures bleached a dead, putrid purple and black where the Mako had completely eaten away their humanity.
Zack stepped closer. His heavy military boots clanked on the iron grate with a sudden, uneven stutter. His face twisted into a mask of pure, unadulterated horror. He looked from the suspension tanks to his commander, his young voice cracking under the weight of an understanding he wasn't built to carry.
"Sephiroth…" Zack whispered, his chest heaving as his eyes swept over the grotesque shapes trapped in the emerald slime. "What are they?"
The question hung in the thick air, sharp as a wire.
"Monsters is what they are," Sephiroth said, his voice terrifyingly calm as he stared into the glowing pods. "They are organisms produced by Hojo's experiments. Mutated by high-density Mako."
Zack stared at him, horror mounting in his chest. "Mutated by Mako? But SOLDIER members are infused with Mako too. Are you saying we're the same as these monsters?!"
"Yes, the manufacturing process is the same," Sephiroth replied coldly, the truth fracturing the quiet of the reactor. "However, these ones have been exposed to much higher concentrations. Normal humans would rot if they were placed in there. But these... are different."
The realization hit Sephiroth with a catastrophic, silent weight. Bianca watched his internal reactions through the thin, steady current of her awareness. His pulse did not spike into a frenzy. Instead, it dropped: a slow, freezing deceleration that signaled a mind tilting on its very axis.
His brilliant eyes, usually so focused, so analytical, locked onto the absolute top of the chamber. There, suspended over the central purification core, hung a heavily reinforced, sealed vault door. Fixed directly to the iron wall was a massive plaque tarnished by years of chemical corrosion.
It read: J.E.N.O.V.A.
Having been bound to Sephiroth’s side since she was a two-year-old child under Hojo’s microscope, she knew that word intimately: not as a biological specimen, but as the phantom mother her partner had been taught to revere from a distance. She had spent a lifetime watching him look toward that name with a quiet, solemn respect, but seeing it bolted above that heavy door twisted her stomach into a tight, sickening knot.
He looked down at his own gloved hands, his fingers turning over slowly, as if he were trying to recognize the texture of his own skin. He was an elite professional, a man whose sanity was forged in the absolute discipline of the battlefield, but here, the clinical architecture of Hojo’s original playground was rewriting his reality.
He looked at his palms again, then up at the tanks, his posture remaining rigid, yet his internal stability was fracturing like ice under an anvil before he covered his entire face with his hand.
"Am I. . .a human being?" he asked, the question small, broken, and filled with a child's terror, and Bianca’s heart shattered.
3.
Before Bianca could fully process the sight, a sharp, metallic hiss cut through the low hum of the turbines or respond to Sephiroth’s mountainous distress. The heavy steel doors at the far end of the upper walkway slid back into their recesses, and a shadow floated down behind them.
Genesis Rhapsodos.
Bianca’s breath hitched: a hot spear of grief lancing through her chest. She once looked at Genesis as a brother. When he had first come to her before he defected in her garden in Midgar, his eyes shadowed with the terror of his own biological unraveling.
He had told her of his defection. He had spoken of a world built on lies, of his flesh rotting while still attached to his bones. And she… she had stayed silent. She had not told Sephiroth. She had kept the secret locked away in her heart, desperate to protect the man from the poison of their friends' betrayal, mourning Genesis and Angeal in the quiet corners of her mind while trying to hold Sephiroth’s world together.
Now, the ghost had returned. Genesis walked with his signature theatrical arrogance, but his standard crimson coat looked worn, stained by the damp grit of the mountain trails, faded with unwashed filth, and his features were hollowed out by the visible marks of his ongoing degradation.
His skin possessed a grey, chalky pallor beneath the flickering console lights: a map of early decay that crept up the side of his neck like frost on a windowpane. His hair was even lighter than it had been. No longer the bright auburn of the boy who had once protected her during a PR event that went sideways. It was now a muted, muddled red.
Yet, his hand remained steady on the hilt of his rapier, and his eyes burned with the fever of a dying prophet.
"Wings of light and dark spread afar. She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting," Genesis quoted, his voice echoing through the room with a sickening, melodic sweetness. He palmed the purple apple.
He looked down from the second step leading up to the doorway. His gaze skipping past Zack, sliding over Bianca with a brief, unreadable flicker of old familiarity, before settling entirely on Sephiroth. "JENOVA-project G…it gave birth to monsters like me and Angeal. But JENOVA-project S…"
Genesis took a step down the iron stair. The metal clinking beneath his boots like a death knell. He pointed a leather-clad finger directly at Sephiroth.
"Project S used the remains of countless failed experiments to create a perfect monster," Genesis declared. His lips curled into a cruel, desperate smile. "Poor little Sephiroth… You've never actually met your mother, have you? You've only been told her name, no?"
"Genesis, shut up!" Zack yelled. His hand slammed onto the hilt of the Buster Sword, but he didn't draw. The sheer weight of the secrets spilling into the open air had him anchored to the floor.
Sephiroth did not move. He stood beneath the shadow of the JENOVA vault. His silver hair caught the toxic green glare. His expression was not one of rage. It was a profound, hollow distress.
He was looking at his hands again. His thumb rubbed the seam of his glove as if checking for the first signs of the same decay that defined Genesis's skin.
"I don't know what images you've conjured up in your head," Genesis sneered. His voice dropped into a rasp that stripped away the last of his poetic grandeur. "But JENOVA was excavated from a two thousand year old rock layer. She's a monster."
The word shattered the remaining silence of the reactor core. Monster. The cruel insult cut through the tense air, hitting Sephiroth with the force of a physical blow.
His shoulders sagged a fraction of an inch. His eyes widened as the architecture of his entire life—his service, his identity, his pride as the hero of Wutai—began to dissolve into the clinical mud of Hojo’s experiments.
But before Sephiroth could even reach for the long hilt of the Masamune, Bianca moved.
The exhaustion that had turned her limbs to lead vanished beneath a sudden, white-hot eruption of protective hyper-fixation. She did not treat Genesis as the untouchable First-Class legend the public feared.
She treated him as a brother who had deeply, unforgivably lost his way in the dark. She blurred across the iron grate: too fast to be caught by human perception. Her boots kicked up a spray of green condensation, and stepped directly between the two men.
CRACK.
Her gloved-hand connected squarely with Genesis's jaw. The sheer, kinetic force of the physical strike snapped his head to the side. The metallic ring of the studs upon her gloves echoed loudly.
Genesis staggered back three paces. His hand flying to his cheek as his red rapier rattled against his side.
Breathing heavily, her chest heaved as more of her energy reserves burned away into nothingness. Bianca stared him down with fierce defiance: five-feet of angelic fury to six-foot-two madness. Her vision blurred at the edges from the sheer physical toll.
"Shut your fucking mouth, Genesis!" Bianca yelled. Her voice trembled with a mixture of raw fury and heartbreak. "Don't you dare look at him and say that! Don't you dare reduce the man I love to a clinical lab experiment or a hollow monster! We were your family! He cared for you, I protected you, and you stand there in this corporate reactor trying to tear him apart?"
Genesis touched his bleeding lip. His thumb came away smeared with a dark crimson. He looked at Bianca, and for a single, fleeting second, the madness in his blue eyes softened.
A look of profound, tragic regret washed over his elegant features: the memory of three friends and a sister sitting under the stimulated Banora sun. He closed his eyes. His shoulders shifting as he drew in a long, rattling breath of the toxic air.
He did not draw his sword. He did not retaliate. Instead, he raised his chin, his eyes fixing on Sephiroth.
"Whether your words… are lies created to deceive me…" Sephiroth ground out. His voice dropped. and his eyes blazing with a terrifying, desperate light. "Or the truth that I have sought all my life… It makes no difference.” He slapped the apple out of Genesis’ hand. “You will rot."
The single, bitter Banora dumbapple rolled across the iron grating and came to a stop near Zack’s boot.
With a final, smooth movement, Genesis turned and vanished.
The moment the heavy pneumatic door sealed shut behind him. The fragile silence of the core room didn't return. Instead, it was shattered by something far worse.
The sudden, telepathic whispers of whatever lay behind the sealed vault doors began to bleed directly into the space. It wasn't a sound that traveled through the air. It was a slimy, slithering frequency that bypassed physical defenses, drilling straight into the center of the mind.
To Bianca, it felt like a cold needle scraping against her thoughts, but through her senses, she felt it strike Sephiroth like a tidal wave of oil.
The SOLDIER covered his face with his hand. His long fingers pressing hard into his brow as if he could physically squeeze the voice out of his brain. His steady pulse finally broke, spiking into a frantic, erratic rhythm that signalized his horror.
"Ever since I was a child…" Sephiroth whispered, his voice shaking with a vulnerability that tore at Bianca’s soul. He took a blind step back. His eyes were wide and unfocused as he stared at the glass tanks holding the makonoids. "I knew I was not like the others… I knew mine was a special existence… But this… this was not what I meant."
He dropped his hand, looking down at his chest, then at the plaque reading JENOVA. The sane, compassionate commander who had shielded them from the mountain drafts and pulled her from the river was drowning inside his own mind. His reality collapsed into the clinical filth of his creation.
Then, the distress twisted into an uncharacteristic, violent fit of rage: the primal instinct of a cornered animal trying to cut its way out of a trap made of lies. With a deafening silence, Sephiroth lashed out.
The Masamune arced in a blur of silver light.
He didn't target the consoles. He targeted the life support. The long blade tore through the thick, pulsing tubes that fed the materia pods, cleaving the heavy rubber and metal conduits in a single strike.
Thick, pressurized Mako fluid sprayed across the room like glowing green blood, hissing violently as it struck the iron floorboards.
From the severed lines above, a containment chamber shattered, purging its contents. A sickening, mutated shape—a makonoid, its pale, warped flesh half-formed and twitching—slid out of the ruptured tank with a wet, heavy thud.
It writhed on the grating, letting out a choked, gurgling gasp of newborn agony.
Sephiroth didn’t hesitate. His eyes were wide, completely vacant of the man he had been a heartbeat ago.
Step. Thrust.
The Masamune drove straight down, pinning the creature through its chest and deep into the metal floorboards. The makonoid gave one violent, desperate spasm before going entirely still.
Sephiroth stood over it. His chest heaving, a terrifying, fractured silence settling over the ruin he had just made.
Zack stood completely frozen in absolute shock. His hands hovered near his weapon but he was entirely paralyzed by the sight of his idol fracturing in real-time. He had never seen Sephiroth lose control.
Sephiroth’s knees buckled slightly. His breath came in ragged, desperate gasps as the telepathic whispers continued to claw at his psychological stability. He stumbled blindly through the escaping steam and raining fluid.
He began to sway. The sheer weight of the existential shock pulled him down into the darkness of the core.
Bianca didn't hesitate. Ignoring the absolute depletion of her own body, the heavy anchor of exhaustion pulling at her limbs, she lunged forward.
Deep within her, the instinctual urge to shield him flared to life, demanding her wings rise to form a protective sanctuary around them both. She tried to arc them forward: to wrap the massive, celestial feathers around his shaking frame and block out the clinical horrors of the vault.
But her body betrayed her. The heavy, unforgiving mountain water from the river still saturated every feather, weighing them down like sheets of lead.
Instead of a swift, protective sweep, her wings merely dragged against the iron grates with a heavy, wet scrape, completely useless and pinned by gravity. They were an immense, sodden burden, pulling mercilessly at the strained muscles of her back.
Spitting through the pain and the sheer physical failure of her grace, she relied on raw, human strength alone.
She caught him before he could hit the cold grate. Her arms wrapped tightly around his broad shoulders. Her fingers dug into his coat as she absorbed the full, trembling weight of his descent.
Pulling his silver head firmly against her chest, she held him tight while the reactor hissed and groaned around them: a suffocating tomb of iron, weeping mako, and sickly green light.
4.
The heavy, shifting silence of the core room felt like a physical weight pressing down on Bianca’s chest, suffocating and thick with the stench of ruptured machinery.
She caught him before he hit the floor. The immense kinetic impact of his falling weight slammed directly into her chest, sending a jarring, bone-rattling vibration through her ribs that nearly drove the breath from her lungs, but she held fast.
Her arms wrapped fiercely around his torso to anchor him, her fingers digging deep against his shoulders as they went down together on the wet, freezing grate. The rhythmic condensation from the overhead pipes continued to drip around them like oil on an industrial battlefield, casting distorted green reflections across the floor.
Holding his silver head securely against her shoulder, Bianca reached deep into her depleted core, bypassing the crushing, profound lethargy that had turned her muscles to lead after their grueling trek up the mountain ridges.
Her reserves were completely spent, yet she forced her spirit to yield more, unleashing the full, blinding resonance of her celestial aura. It did not erupt from her as an offensive weapon to tear the facility apart.
Instead, she shaped it into a dense, localized shield: a brilliant, silent barrier of pure, living warmth forced directly between Sephiroth's fracturing mind and the invasive whispers crawling from whatever lay within the JENOVA vault.
The clash of the two opposing energies was an instantaneous, agonizing friction. Through their close proximity, she felt the slimy, slithering alien static vibrating violently inside his cells, an ancient, predatory presence that made her unique celestial nature recoil in visceral disgust. It was an oil-slick impurity, a parasitic entity attempting to rewrite his thoughts from the inside out.
Gritting her teeth against the immense psychological strain, she felt the scratching pressure of the entity drilling into her own consciousness, trying to dissolve her focus into the same existential horror that had claimed Genesis.
She refused to break.
With a quiet, defiant snarl, she gathered the remnants of her celestial aura and pushed harder, using her body as a conduit to absorb the raw, mental poison bleeding into his mind. She anchored him with her weight, breathing with a deliberate, steady rhythm to provide a physical cadence for his own erratic heart rate to follow.
Slowly, through the sheer, stubborn imposition of her presence, she began to drown out the slithering whispers, physically dragging the First-Class SOLDIER back from the edge of the psychological abyss.
Beneath her hands, the change in him was terrifying. Sephiroth did not speak. The smooth, authoritative voice that had commanded legions was entirely gone, swallowed by a thick, desperate silence that seemed to vibrate with a volatile, unexploded pressure. He was shaking. It started deep within his chest: a violent, shuddering tremor that rippled outward through his massive frame, making the heavy leather of his coat rustle against her skin.
It wasn't the trembling of a man broken by fear, but the erratic, hyper-strained vibration of a coiled spring compressed past its breaking point. His muscles were locked so hard they felt like iron bands beneath her fingers, every fiber of his being stretched to a dangerous, hair-trigger tautness.
Bianca squeezed her eyes shut, pulling him closer, desperate to bury him beneath her warmth, but her own broken biology fought against her at every turn. The massive weight of her wings remained a cruel anchor, pinned flat against the wet metal grates behind her.
Once more, every time she tried to urge them to move, to curve upward and form a protective sanctuary to block out the sickly green glare of the reactor, a sharp, white-hot agony flared across the muscles of her back. The feathers merely dragged with a sickening, wet scrape against the iron, unable to lift even an inch. She was grounded, stripped of her grace, forced to fight for his sanity using nothing but the raw, failing strength of her human arms.
The air around them grew heavier, choked by the pale green vapors rising from the shattered tubes. Every ragged breath Bianca took tasted of copper and burning ozone, a toxic film coating the back of her throat. She could feel the erratic, thundering rhythm of Sephiroth’s heart against her ribs: a frantic, wild beat that felt entirely alien to the perfect, unshakeable commander and lover she knew.
He was drowning in the dark, caught in a silent, internal war where every instinct he possessed was turning against itself. He didn't move to hug her back. His hands remained clenched around the hilt of the Masamune. His right hand balled into a fist. His fingernails dug so deeply into his palms that she feared he would draw blood.
The absolute silence coming from him was more deafening than any scream of agony: a suffocating vacuum that threatened to pull them both under.
She pressed her forehead against his damp, silver hair, focusing entirely on the warmth of her own spirit, pushing it into the dark spaces where the whispers were trying to take root. She became a dam against the flood of Hojo's legacy: a solid, unyielding barrier separating the man she loved from the monster they had tried to design.
The phantom memories of her own childhood—the cold tables, the sterile smell of the Science Department, the lingering horrors of Rhadore, the tragic losses of the Breeding Program, and the artificial smiles of the PR tours—tried to claw their way back to the surface of her mind, triggered by the oppressive atmosphere of the vault.
The dread was a physical weight, making her knees shake beneath his weight, but she swallowed the panic down, burying it deep where it couldn't disrupt the steady rhythm of her heart. He needed her to be an anchor, and she never let go.
Slowly, imperceptibly, the violent shuddering in his chest began to ease, tapering down into a tense, rigid stillness. The telepathic static that had been drilling into her mind began to recede, slithering back into the shadows of the broken containment tanks like a defeated beast. But the silence that replaced it was not peaceful.
It was a heavy, pregnant pause, thick with the scent of spilled Mako and the damp, weeping moisture of the mountain stone. Sephiroth remained motionless against her chest. His breathing was slow and shallow, a dark, volatile storm brewing just beneath the surface of his eyes.
Bianca kept her arms locked around him. Her useless, water-logged dark and indigo wings draped like a shroud over the cold metal floor, waiting in the green-lit gloom as the ancient turbines continued their sluggish, heavy turning in the dark.
5.
The world did not merely tilt. It began to putrefy.
Inside the narrow chamber of Sephiroth’s skull, the rhythmic, heavy thump of his own heart took on a distorted, wet echo, sounding less like a human muscle and more like the mechanical pistons of the ancient turbines churning below.
The acrid, thick stink of raw Mako gas didn't just burn his nostrils anymore. It felt as though it were expanding inside his lungs, turning into a cluster of calcified, foreign needles that scraped against his ribcage with every ragged breath. His fingers, encased in the cool, textured leather of his black gloves, felt monstrously distant.
He was an elite professional, a man whose sanity had been forged in the crucible of military execution, yet the absolute horror of what he had just seen through the glass of those containment tanks was rewriting his biology in real-time. He had not looked at the flashing indicators or parsed the scrolling data on the consoles. He had looked directly into the emerald fluid of the pods and stared into the vacant, distorted faces of the monsters trapped within.
Am I a human being?
The question wasn't an abstract intellectual puzzle. It was a physical grease that coated the back of his throat. Through the dark, chemical haze of the upper core room, the flickering green radiance from the containment tanks warped into something hideous.
The vaguely humanoid shapes of the creatures within the fluid flashed in his mind again. They seemed to stretch. Their pale, melted flesh drifting toward the glass as if recognizing him through the dark. They looked like him. Or he looked like them. The border between his own pristine, peerless perfection and the grotesque sinew of Hojo's experiments was dissolving like paper in salt water.
Then came the impulses.
There were no words. Whatever was locked behind the reinforced vault door marked JENOVA did not speak with a voice, nor did it offer a grand theatrical monologue like Genesis. Instead, it bled directly into the marrow of his bones as a sequence of raw, non-verbal commands.
It was a rhythmic, scratching thrumming that bypassed his physical ears, burrowing aggressively into the absolute center of his nervous system. It felt like an parasitic static: an unbidden, frantic pressure that demanded compliance. It was an erratic, twitching spasm in the meat of his forearms, a sudden, heavy inclination that made his muscles coil with an alien hunger.
The static wanted him to move the sword.
He was cradled by her, though his knees were shaking with a terrifying, uncharacteristic fragility. His left hand was locked around the long hilt of the Masamune in a white-knuckled, frozen grip that was turning his knuckles numb. The long, polished steel body of the blade hung downward. Its curved tip touched the cold flooring.
Every instinct he possessed told him to hold the weapon, to maintain his stance, and to keep his center against the hostile elements of the facility. But the parasitic pressure inside his cells was twisting those exact instincts into something unrecognizable.
The impulse scratched against his mind, heavy and smooth: Strike.
It didn’t name Bianca. It didn't need to. Her warm, familiar energy was a sudden, massive alignment right in front of him. Her arms wrapping fiercely around his torso to anchor his collapsing weight against her chest. She was right there. Her head tucked tightly against his shoulder with her unique, celestial aura rising like a silent, localized shield to ward off the oppressive malice of the vault.
To the thing scratching at his brain, her presence was an obstacle. A localized infection of heat and light that needed to be systematically dismantled. The impulse thrummed down his arm like a current of ice water, trying to force his wrist to pivot, trying to make his shoulder align for a short, lethal horizontal slash that would cleave right through her ribs.
The terror that followed was absolute. It was a suffocating, localized panic that made his ears ring with a high-pitched, deafening roar. Sephiroth clenched his teeth so hard he could feel the bone grinding in his jaw. His chest heaved as he fought a desperate, silent war against his own fingers.
His own body was mutinying against him. The muscles in his forearm twitched. The leather of his glove creaked as his fingers tightened around the hilt. The curved steel blade rose a fraction of an inch into the steam-choked air.
He could kill her. The realization hit him with a catastrophic, crushing weight that nearly made his heart stop. He was the perfect weapon of Shinra, a peerless master of the blade who had never missed a mark, and right now, his own hand was trying to turn that legendary efficiency against the only person who kept him tethered to the earth, one of the only people who treated him as Sephiroth and not the titles that came with being a living legend. The invisible, psychic pressure from the tank was trying to use his own flawless training as a tool to erase her.
No.
The word didn't leave his lips, but it was a fierce, desperate roar that tore through the center of his collapsing identity. Even as the biological horror of his birth tilted his world, his core instinct to protect her—an instinct older and deeper than any corporate ledger or scientific ink—clawed its way through the panic.
He could feel her warmth through the heavy fabric of her cotton red turtleneck and the clean scent of her hair cutting through the acrid, chemical soup of the Mako vents. She was his anchor. She was the only reality that mattered in a room built entirely out of lies.
He had to break the connection. He couldn't trust his own grip anymore.
With an immense, agonizing expenditure of willpower that felt like tearing his own muscles from the bone, Sephiroth deliberately broke the alignment of his fingers. He didn't just loosen his grip. He forced his left hand to reject the hilt entirely, pushing his palm flat against the metal guards to break the connection.
CLATTER. PUSH.
The legendary blade slipped from his leather glove. Its long, polished steel body struck the wet grating with a sharp, echoing ring that vibrated through the ground before sliding into the steam-choked shadows near the base of the central pods.
The release of the weapon took the last of his physical stability with it.
His towering frame, usually so rigid, so perfectly composed against the chaotic elements of the world, collapsed completely forward.
He buried his face deeply into the hollow of Bianca’s neck. His hands bunched the heavy fabric of her uniform with a frantic, white-knuckle desperation as if he could physically pull her into the center of his collapsing reality to fill the void where his identity had been torn away.
The telepathic static didn't stop. It continued to scratch aggressively against the outer perimeter of her celestial barrier, an invasive, rhythmic thrumming that made his ears ring and his skin crawl with a localized, phantom chill.
But here, with the acrid stench of the Mako gas blocked out by her warmth, he clung to her torso like a drowning man holding a stone in a current that was trying to drag him down into the clinical malice of the research vault. He was trembling. His broad shoulders shook against her chest as he breathed her in, and his mind desperately used her presence to filter out the inhuman corruption that still vibrated through the wet iron walls.
Behind them, pinned flat against the freezing grates, Bianca's heavy, water-logged wings couldn't lift to shield them, leaving them both utterly exposed to the dark.
Thanks for reading! Chapter 6 will be posted June 18th.
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