I really never expected this to happen, nor did I think I would ever have to do this; but, unfortunately things don’t always work out and I’m afraid I’ll have to close up this blog.

I know, I’m so sorry, I really didn’t want to leave, much less leave with pending works; but I’m at a time in my life where I’m juggling with a lot of things and it feels like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. Quite honestly it was a huge goal for me to at least finish the Retro Series before I took a much longer and defined break, but I think I’ve got too much stress and anxiety on myself to deal with so many things at once.

This blog and being part of the tumblr community has been such a great experience for me, it helped me through so much sadness that I went through during the early stages of quarantine and I have always genuinely enjoyed writing so others can appreciate my work. (This entire thing might seem rushed or maybe even not honest but I swear I’m just bad at goodbyes 😭) All in all words can’t express how thankful I am for those who have always made it their job to assure me how well written my works were and for those who became my very close friends and not only helped me with writing but even personal life issues—I forever thank you and hold you in my hearts.

Now, for now this is goodbye, but I do believe there’s a chance I might come back. I don’t want to promise anything or say anything for sure though, because I’m aware there’s a lot of aspects from my life that I need to work on that go as far back as my childhood traumas—that’ll take a long time and I don’t want to keep anybody waiting for me. But, if you do want to stay here, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart and I genuinely hope I can come back in a much better light if the occasion gives itself. I’m beginning my self-healing journey and I’m looking forward to it! I’m also preparing for a big stage of my life which is university (in a another country) so I dearly hope you understand. For the moment I will be logging off of Tumblr as a whole, but there might come a point where I come back only to interact with my followers (if I still have any) and the close people I made friends with on here, but as of now, I’m going complete hermit mode.

Well, this is becoming very long but all in all I am indeed very thankful for all of you that have made this journey so fun for me. Hopefully there comes a time when I am able to come back healed and renewed and genuinely happy. For now, cherrysung is closed. And for now, this is a goodbye, hopefully not for long. Thank you all so much, lots of love my bubs.

And a huge thank you to these special souls who made this experience much more unique! @mismatchmark @donkey-hyuck @dxtrlchuu @honeydh @gemini-hyuck @cottonjisungie @bl--ankhaeji @neowritingsnet @nctthelove (I am so sorry if I forget to mention someone! It’s genuinely been a long time but I am thankful for every single person whom I have interact with/has followed me.)

warnings || slight dry humping, slight dirty talk, handjob, cumming on face, very little oral, making out

the ringing at your doorbell wouldn’t stop, and it was quite honestly driving you insane. feet planted on the floor as an exasperated sigh escaped your lips, you forced yourself out of bed, and allowed your legs to lead the way over to the front door of your small studio apartment.

upon opening the pearly white door, idol!jaemin stared back with hungry eyes.

the messy, silver locks and slight dark circles under his narrow eyes screamed exhaustion, jetlag, and the unspoken need for a warm bubble bath in a bathroom filled with the sweet aroma of scented candles; but, the depth in his gaze said otherwise.

stepping in with a careful approach, your boyfriend very much let the bag that was hanging from his shoulder fall to the wooden floor, arms reaching out as if they had a mind of their own to pull your paralyzed figure closer.

“cat got your tongue?” jaemin whispered in your ear with a sultry tone.

a smile adorned his lips at your lack of speech, and soon enough you were being pushed against the nearest wall.

wide eyes and open jaw, you could only stare up at him with a puzzled gaze and an unspeakable amount of lust that swirled in it, mirroring his own as his face gradually dipped lower, lower, and lower until his cherry red lips were attached and sucking onto your sensitive neck with no mercy.

whimper after whimper left your lips, and you silently cursed at yourself for having no self-control over the current situation; but could you really blame yourself? you had not seen jaemin in six months due to a hectic tour schedule, and frankly, the bulge in his pants showed he was over the edge as well.

“I take it you missed me?” jaemin teased, feeling pleasantly surprised at the amount of vocal acceptance that shamelessly dripped from your lips. he continued his sinful ministrations on your neck, tongue moving over your collarbones and down to the valley of your breasts, having no second thoughts before tearing off your sheer t-shirt. his hips had a mind of their own, and eventually began moving against yours, hardened crotch creating a blissful experience for the both of you as your hips followed the same ryhtmn in hopes of giving your cunt some more friction.

“I take it you missed me more.” you backfired, pressing your knee against his dick as you watched his face fall apart into one of ecstasy.

“yeah,” he breathed out, hands unclasping your lace bra before playfully twisting at your nipples, “yeah fuck I did.”

you grinned, turning the both of you around before falling to your knees. “yes? why don’t you cum in my hand then? make a mess.” jaemin could only groan at your words, hooded eyes watching you unbutton his denim jeans as you wasted no time in pulling them down to his ankles along with his underwear.

his tip was leaking pre-cum, angry and swollen and definitely starved of your touch. but you were going to change that in no time.

right then and there, you started working him through, right hand rapidly pumping his veiny and slick shaft while the other played with his warm balls. occasionally, you’d run your thumb over his tip, eliciting moans that rumbled all the way from his chest or trigger slight hip thrusts upon the unexpected feeling.

“are you going to cum for me, jaems? maybe even cum on my face, what do you think?”

“fuck, yes, yes I want to.”

“yeah, you want to?” you pressed, your actions becoming quicker by the second as his cock began twitching in your hand. “cum then, all over my face. do it.”

you sent an almost—almost—innocent smile his way, moving your face closer to his member and licking up towards the tip in an attempt to catch him off guard, successfully doing so.

with a restricted high pitched moan, ropes of cum landed on your face; cheeks, lips, forehead and eyelids, painting your features in white as jaemin’s release sent shocks through his entire system, eventually allowing him to come down from his high and drink in the sight before him.

IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE FOUND IT AGAINNN

❀ drippin’ love || na jaemin; 26 votes (winner!)

❀ naughtied 101 || lee donghyuck; 24 votes

❀ life; groovy || huang renjun; 21 votes

❀ barbie’s gaze || park jisung; 17 votes

❀ cursed & blessed || mark lee; 14 votes

❀ timeless loving || lee jeno; 9 votes

❀ double check || zhong chenle; 8 votes

HAHAHAHA I RLLY THOUGHT YOU MEANT JAEMIN

jisung: 5

chenle: 2

jaemin: 11

hyuck: 8

jeno: 2

renjun: 5

mark: 4

HAHAHAHAHAHA I’M ACTUALLY JUST DUMB AGSJKD