🍃Princess🍃

description: words spoken behind your back leave you heartbroken.

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You probably looked like a three year old that consumed way to much pixie sticks, as you hurriedly walked to the beach house that your best friend had just arrived to. You were ecstatic belly was your closest friend of many years. The time spent away from each other was almost depressing, you’ve missed her a lot. But saying that was the only reason you were practically skipping towards the beach house would be a lie. Her brother, Steven Conklin was also apart of the reason.

You were only a year younger than the boy, though at times it felt like you were five years younger with the way he treated you. Every year he would playfully tease you and poke fun at you just like he did his sister. Of course, you saw it in a completely different light. boys teased girls they had a crush on right? Well that’s what you told yourself every time he tickled your sides as he would pass by, he’d throw you a charming smile right after leaving you in a lovesick daze.

And now one summer later, you still had it bad for Steven Conklin. This was your summer where you’d finally explore a relationship with him. You were more confident all thanks to your new style. It would be a lie saying “looks don’t matter.” Of course they did, no matter how confident someone is they always have some insecurities. Your new hairstyle that you got done last week was still fresh, the shopping trip you took also was doing wonders, but skin care really was your best friend now.

You didn’t get the chance to even knock before the door was swinging open. Your breath was nearly knocked out of you as you were crushed into your best friend’s arms. You laughed when you finally pulled apart. “You look so good oh my god!” Belly shirked stepping to the side examining your outfit. “My brother is definitely gonna like this!” She took your hand and spun you in a circle. Your halter top and shorts were something you picked up last minute. “You really think so?” you smiled nervously “it’s not to much?”

“No! definitely not” Belly’s knowledge of your crush on her brother was never a problem. She’d always joke about how you would be able to spend more time together if you actually were in a relationship with Steven. “These are for you!” You held out a plastic container that held strawberry cupcakes with vanilla frosting. “Mhmm they look so good! remind me why I’ve never tried to bake with you?” Belly grabbed the container inspecting the perfectly baked pastries.

“Hey ! don’t forget when we made those cake pops, even though they were sort of a disaster.” You laughed as you both finally walked into the house, where you heard mingling voices. “Hey look who it is!” Jeremiah ran towards you almost on a mission. He attacked you in a hug spinning you in a circle. Your laugh was contagious letting everyone in the room follow after, well almost everyone. Steven’s eyes met yours from his seat on the couch, you gave a small smile along with a wave of your hand.

In reply all he did was nod his head and turn back towards the video game he was immersed in. The disappointment was clear as day on your face. We’re you expecting some balloons and flowers? Of Course not, all you wanted was maybe a hug? At the very least a verbal acknowledgment. Steven didn’t care that he hadn’t seen you all year, he wasn’t even excited. You shook your head in attempt to get out of those thoughts you wouldn’t let yourself think about to much.

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The day was magnificent. Nothing beats a day at the beach with friends! The shower you just took to wash the beach sand off was relaxing, even though your mind kept trying to focus on Steven. The whole day he’s probably spoken three words to you? So as you nervously tip toe to the living room, where you know he’s at you contemplate on what to say to him. It shouldn’t feel this way you and him have always spoken to each other.

“Hi..” Your voice is almost a whisper in the quiet living room. Steven’s eyes look up from his phone mumbling a “Hey.” before returning his attention back to the device. Grabbing the plastic container with his name on it from the kitchen, you hesitantly join him on the couch. “I made these for you! i haven’t gotten the chance to give them to you so” You smiled holding out the container of chocolate covered strawberries. Each one had either sprinkles or an intricate design. Steven’s mouth up turned into a smile only for half a second before returning to the same blank one he’s had all day only towards you.

He took the container from you slowly placing it on the coffee table. Just like you expected he returned to his phone once again. Was this some sort of joke? There was no explanation on why he was acting like this towards you. “Hey, you wanna watch that show on Netflix where they all try to find their ‘perfect match’ “ you laugh using air quotes on the last part. Steven sighs before laying his head against the couch. “I’m actually really tired so i think i’ll pass.” You’d always been able to sense when he’s annoyed. So you could feel the annoyance times ten, and it hurts that your the cause of it.

“We could always sleep on the couch for old times sake?” You attempt a smile. Your hands are shaking. God Steven makes you so nervous. “I’d rather sleep in my bed” Steven speaks quickly, standing up almost in a hurry. “Oh okay” you mumble voice breaking. And just as fast as you joined him in the living room your left alone, the only sound is the creaks of the house. Steven Conklin was acting different this summer and you had no idea why.

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The next morning you woke up in a funk. You tried not to let it show but everyone kept asking “what’s up with you?” Even the cause of your saddened mood had noticed or at least you think he did. You caught Steven staring at you through a hallway mirror as you examined your two piece bikini. You both probably held eye contact for about 15 seconds, you were the one to look away though once you felt that warm feeling in the pit of your lower belly.

You haven’t given up though, today was the day you were gonna put an end to what ever was going on with you and Steven. This wasn’t how this summer was supposed to be. You’ve imagined the perfect summer in your head multiple times. All of them of course ending with you and Steven’s “summer romance”. That couldn’t exactly happen if you both were acting distant with each other. So with new found confidence after last night in the living room you decided to approach him.

His summer job at the snack shack was the perfect opportunity. You would invite him to hangout! And hopefully it would turn into a date? You sure hope you don’t embarrass yourself in front of him. You even practiced what you were gonna say the whole walk over. So as you confidently approach the snack shack with a smile you looked around for him. Was he on his lunch break or something? “Can I get you anything?” The question came from behind causing you to get startled. “Sorry” Steven smiled at you before coming behind the counter again. “Just a soda.” You nervously responded thinking about backing out of the plan.

“It’s on the house.” He placed a ice cold can of strawberry soda onto the counter. “You remembered?” You whispered grabbing the can, the cold beverage did nothing to calm your nerves. “Course i did the only thing you drank last summer.” You swore Steven’s eyes trailed down your body. Only causing you to be more nervous. “So i came here to ask you something.” You finally spoke after a moment of silence.

Steven nodded his head signaling for you to continue. “I was going to see if you-“

It’s as if the words were stuck in the back of your throat not wanting to be let out. “If you wanted to maybe hang out tomorrow a little picnic on the beach?” You were looking everywhere but at the boy you’ve just asked out. “Sure” the words almost felt like a slap to the face. You secretly pinched the sides of your thighs, just checking if this was actually real. Steven just accepted your invitation and you couldn’t stop the smile that spread across your lips.

“Okay tomorrow?” You opened the soda can before taking a quick sip. And of course your clumsy self spilt a little. The sticky drink falling onto your chest. Steven cursed under his breath. Immediately his eyes fell onto your breasts he was definitely gonna think about this in the shower later. You didn’t notice his dilemma, you were to busy wiping off your chest with a damp cloth that you plucked from the counter. “Yeah,yeah tomorrow!” he stuttered when you looked back up. “Sounds good! I’ll text you.” You lean over the counter leaving a chaste kiss onto his cheek.

And you rush off without another word. Why did you just do that? Was it awkward? Did he like it? Would he regret saying yes to the picnic?

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“You look so pretty” Belly says looking at you through the mirror. You’ve just finished your makeup and thankfully belly agreed to do your hair. “I’m really nervous” You whisper, putting on earrings along with a necklace. “I mean I didn’t really mention that I wanted this to be like a ‘date’ or whatever” You continue to ramble on as belly laughs shaking you. “Shut up! you’re fine Steven wants you and I know I’m not wrong I promise.” She smirks pulling you up from your sitting position.

“I want all the details when you get back!”Belly whispers pushing you ahead. As you both reach the kitchen she stops you again. “Actually not all, please don’t tell me if anything rated r goes on.” You can’t help the giggle that leaves your mouth, doubting that anything like that would go on you reassure to keep stuff like that to yourself.

Grabbing the beige picnic basket that’s packed full thanks to Laurel and Susannah. You head out to find the boy thats been on your mind all day. Hearing voices coming from the pool, you smile to yourself noticing that all to familiar laugh of Steven’s followed after. “When are you going on your little date with y/n?” Jeremiah’s lively voice stops you in your tracks. “In a little, why?” Steven answers voice raising a little. “Why’d you agree weren’t you just saying how annoying she is?” Conrad speaks from out of nowhere. You didn’t even know he was outside.

Conrad had to be joking right? Steven would never say that about you.

“Yeah, she is but here’s my plan.” He pauses for a moment. Maybe to check if anyone is listening. Little does he know your right around the corner. “I only agreed to this date or whatever so i could get her off my back a little, even you guys noticed how pushy she’s been with me, it’s totally a turn off.” Steven’s declaration has you wiping your face angrily. You hadn’t even noticed you were crying. That’s how he felt? God you were so embarrassed. How could he speak about you like this In front of other teenage boys?

You only wanted to mend the relationship you had with him since he’s been so distant these past days. But now here you were crying, in the dress you thought he’d like as he laughed at you along with his friends who were ultimately your friends too.

It hurt.

The last words you stuck around to hear were “She’s so desperately desperate.” Before you walked back to your own beach house sadly. You probably looked like a crazy person, tears streaming down your face as you carried a full picnic basket in one hand. Once you were alone in your room you changed into pajamas not planning on leaving anytime for the remainder of the night. Your phone went off with a text just as you attempted to drift off to sleep in hopes of forgetting this ever happened.

Steven: Hey, you still coming?

Steven: Can’t wait, Pretty :)

Your finger hovered over the block button. You almost pressed it but it was no use. You’d have to see him tomorrow. That’s just how close you were to each other. You’d have to act as if you forgot about the whole “date” and most importantly as if you never heard those things he said about you.

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You’re Bakugou’s one true love, but you’re curious to know if he’s had any crushes before you.

Warnings: fluff, established relationship.

Word Count: 0.9k.

You’d known when you first started dating Bakugou that you were his first proper relationship. It was something that never really bothered you, in fact it was quite the opposite. It felt nice knowing that you were experiencing things together for the first time, and with no real expectations you both formed the perfect bond. But there was always an inquisitiveness in your mind about Bakugou’s previous love life, and whilst there weren’t any previous girlfriends you were curious to know about the crushes he’d had before you.

“You must have had a crush on someone” You sat beside him on the couch, snuggled beneath a large Dynamight fleece blanket as you debated which movie to watch for date night.

“It’s only ever been you” Bakugou replies simply, his left arm slung over your thighs as his right hand holds the television remote. Sinking himself deeper into the couch as he relaxes after a long day at work, the slightest smudge of black from his hero mask still streaked beneath his eyes as his hair sits damp after his quick shower.

“Yeah, but you can still have crushes on people!” You pressed.

“I don’t have crushes,” Bakugou scoffed.

“I told you, silly.” You roll your eyes, “You must have had a crush on me before we started dating, right?”

You thought back to the times where Bakugou would appear at your workplace between shifts, spending a little longer than necessary on his patrol route in the same area in the hopes of catching a glimpse of you.

“Nah, you just annoyed me until we started dating.” He snickered.

“I think it’s the other way round, mister.” You gave him an incredulous look, “Do I have to remind you when you sent Kiri in to ask if I hated you because I didn’t see you when you waved that one morning.”

“Wait— I annoyed you?” Bakugou gave you a defensive look, his eyes widening in worry as he looked like a kicked puppy, “You said you liked when I came in to see you.”

“I’m only joking,” You snorted, “You’re too cute.”

“Shut up.” He grumbled, hiding his face back inside his hoodie as he gave your thigh a soft squeeze. Continuing to scroll aimlessly for something to watch on television.

“No, but seriously. There must have been a girl you fancied before me.”

It wasn’t that you were insecure in your relationship with the number two hero, it was quite the opposite really. Bakugou made you feel more wanted and loved than anyone before, even with his demanding career he made it abundantly clear how much you mattered to him. A fact that had your heart racing whenever you thought about it.

“Not really,” He shrugged, clicking onto one of the action movies on the screen to read the synopsis, “Didn’t have time for that shit.”

“Come on, Katsu. There must have been someone,” You squeezed his arm, “Not even asking a girl to marry you when you were five?”

“Nah,” He smirks, “Most girls were scared’a me.”

“So who was the first proper crush you ever had?” You continued, “Even just the first person you thought was cute.”

Bakugou stopped scrolling through the list of movies, nose scrunched slightly as he was deep in thought. You knew his friends would tease and taunt him for you being his first girlfriend in his thirties, the life of a Pro making it difficult for him to form any lasting connections— not that he seemingly wanted to anyway, too focused on his career goals than trying to settle down. But there had to be people in his past life that he found attractive, or at least crushed on growing up. Thinking back to the crushes you had when you were younger, drawing silly hearts around their names in workbooks at school or dreaming up fantasy scenarios of you getting married and having kids.

“Didn’t really get a crush on anyone until I was fifteen, sixteen.” He thinks.

“Yeah? So spill-“ You poked his side playfully.

“Off, woman.” He made a feeble attempt of batting you away as you yelped playfully, “Mirko.”

“Mirko?” You grinned, “The rabbit hero?”

“Yeah,” He chewed the inside of his cheek.

“That’s so cute,” You continued, “No wonder you have those action figures of her in your room.”

“They’re collectibles.” Bakugou corrected you with a scoff.

“Oh I’m so sorry,” You replied, sarcasm oozing from your voice as you gave him puppy dog eyes.

“Yeah, yeah. So what about you?” Crimson eyes look to the side to shoot the same question across to you, “Who’d you like?”

You thought back to all the crushes you’d had over the years, the older Pro-Heroes that used to cover your walls as a teenager, and the musicians that held your heart in their hands whenever you heard their songs. But you couldn’t think of another guy that had the same effect on you that Bakugou had, no one else felt the same.

“I don’t think I had a proper crush until I was a little older either,” You think back, “I did ask a boy to marry me when I was five though.”

“I woulda married you first.” He replies simply.

“Katsu, I was five.” You laugh, and Bakugou is certain you’ve never sounded prettier.

“So?” He scoffs, “Reckon I woulda known back then you were the one too.”

“That’s sweet.” You lean onto his arm to press a glossy kiss to the stubble against his jaw, the slightest tinge of pink glowing against his cheeks as he stays facing forward.

“Wait, who asked you to marry them?” Bakugou whips his head to the side to lock eyes with you, brows furrowed in irritation.

“Katsuki I know you’re not getting jealous of five year old me being proposed to.” You grin.

“I’m not,” He grumbles, pausing for a moment as you take the control out of his hands to start scrolling through movies, “But you said no right?”

Izuku: 5’7 in roller skates.

Aizawa:…How about when you’re not in roller skates?

Izuku: Oh, I don’t know.

Aizawa: Bakugo-

His eyes.

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I was scrolling through some old liked videos on tiktok, and I encountered a post by user ttenkos (on tiktok) about how Katsuki’s eyes are hidden when he experiences a lot of hurt and emotion.

Because of that, it’s likely he’s crying here, they argued. (below)

Or he’s at least really hurt, and it’s apparent in his eyes.

And so a lot of us have made that connection. That Katsuki hides his face because he’s about to or is crying.

But like, I finally put two and two together and realized just how significant Katsuki’s eyes are—

Bakugo’s eyes betray his emotions.

Which is a trait unlike of any other character in My Hero.

This is established in the first damn chapter of the manga.

Bakugou’s eyes are like literally the thing that propelled this story forward because when Bakugo was shouting insults and blasting his quirk, they exposed his fear and motivated Izuku to act.

Then… Izuku tells Bakugo his secret. And the whole time, Bakugo is on the verge of crying.

From puffy eyes to a clouded glare, there’s something about his eyes in every panel.

He hides behind his hair for a while, and after that it’s revealed…

That Katsuki is crying :(

I love this scene so much. Wanna give it a kiss on the cheek /// there’s so much insight into their characters!

That same pattern is shown here:

And in that scene with Endeavor. But this time, he doesn’t cry when his eyes are exposed. Which I think says as much about his character as the previous examples.

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And then there’s this, finally.

Yeah baby, that’s what I’ve been waiting for. That’s what it’s all about.

bakugou, ch. 362 // miyazawa kenji, ame ni mo makezu “be not defeated by the rain”

I always found this flashback funny.

Because I figured that Katsuki must have been upset that both he and Izuku got an All Might card.

But no, he was so happy…

Mina: Us girls are watching a Say Yes to The Dress marathon!

Izuku: Oh, that’s cool. By the way, have you seen Kacc-

Bakugo, rushes into the room: What did she ended up choosing?!

Izuku:

Mina: She chose that mermaid tail with the sweetheart neckline.