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a/n: it's finally here!! how long has it been?! first things first i want to say thank you to everyone who's been rooting for this fic!! I honestly hit a huge writers block and had no motivation to write!! but all the sweet messages from people saying they enjoyed my work has made me so happy!!! SO ONCE AGAIN THANK U AND I HOPE U ENJOY!! I tried my EXTRA HARDEST SO I HOPE THIS GIVES U THE CLOSURE YALL WANTED I LOVE YOU SM! ALSO THIS IS NOT PROOF READ SO PLEASE EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES!! I JUST WANTED TO FINALLY POST FOR U GUYS!!
It took a lot out of you not to stay in bed the next morning. The softness of your bed wrapped around your body gives you some sort of comfort. But of course, staying in bed would only make you feel worse. At least if you got up it would be easier to fake happiness. To no surprise, your phone was flooded with missed calls and texts from both Steven and Belly. Of course, you only responded to belly telling her that you'll explain your reasoning for ditching your "date" with Steven later.
Why did Steven even bother leaving you so many texts last night? If you were such a bother to him? Annoying. That's what he thinks you are. And what if you never heard those disgusting things he said about you? and went on the date with him? Would he just continue to lead you on?
Steven: waiting for you by the pool.
Steven: u look pretty even though i can't even see you. pls im starving
Steven: is belly holding you hostage?
Steven: it's been 18 minutes cmon.
Steven: the guys are going to laugh at me for being stood up I'm getting nervous.
Steven: did something happen are you okay?
Steven: belly is worried as well lmk.
You laughed at the messages blinking back angry tears that threatened to fall. Gosh! he was so fake. You could only imagine how relieved he must have been to not hang out with you.
Belly: no funny business!!
Belly: wait where did you go?!
Belly: Steven keeps pacing back and forth waiting for u
Belly: whatâs going on?
Belly: just let us know ur okay
Y/n: hey, something came up last night sorry I had you worried. can u come over?
Belly arrived 20 minutes later. You spent the time together watching reruns of your favorite Disney show. âDo you want to talk about it?â Belly asked after a while, noticing something was bothering you.
âI overheard the guys talking about me last night.â You fiddled with the throw blanket that was on your lap. âAt first it was just them teasing Steven about our date or whatever.â You took a deep breath upset that you felt like crying. âBut Steven only agreed to hang out with meâŚâ You paused blinking back tears. Belly moved closer immediately pulling you into a hug. âHe only agreed to hang out with meâŚso I could stop annoying him! I honestly donât know what I did wrong?â You pulled away from bellyâs arms wiping your tears that had fallen.
âMaybe I was too forward? but I just wanted to see if he felt the same wayâŚit was dumb.â You shrugged. Belly shook her head âNope my brother is a fucking idiot!â she stood up taking your hand in hers and pulling you up. âI wonât let you mope around all day because of him!â You sighed âI donât even have a choice do I?â Belly laughed shaking her head. âWhat do you say we go to the boardwalk? Taylorâs coming in today tooâ she smirked.
âAnd maybe someone would be happy to see you I donât knowâ she whispered with a grin. âWhat are you talking about?â You questioned. âWell you know Xavier..the one that works the lemonade stand?â You nodded your head yes. âWell, he totally has the hots for you.â You cringed at her word choice. âHe does not!â You laughed. âOh, he does! you were too busy ogling my brother last summer you didnât notice him ogling you.â she poked your side teasingly.
âStay still before I poke your eye outâ Taylor groans finishing up your eyeliner. You were now at the Fisherâs beach house getting ready to go down to the boardwalk. You laugh pulling away âI think thatâs enoughâŚif you make my eyeliner any thicker Iâd cry!â Taylor playfully pushes your head away. âSorryyyyy i want to make Xavier fall to his knees when he sees you!â You frown when she brings that name up. Sure, Xavier was a nice guyâŚand he was cuteâŚbut he wasnât Steven.
Youâd always imagined Steven being your first everything. First kiss, first date, first time. It was something youâd dreamt of all this time.
âYeahâŚim going to get a snack before we head out do yâall want anything?â You ask heading towards the door. Both girls gave you a sympathetic smile shaking their heads no.
As you reached the kitchen you stopped in your tracks. Steven turned from looking into the fridge. You made eye contact for about 5 seconds before you beelined for the cabinets. âHey,â Steven broke the silence as you pulled out a granola bar. You felt the warmth of his stare and turned finding him now leaning against the counter. âHeyâŚâ you whispered looking anywhere but his face. âSo you gonna tell me what happened last night?â Steven crossed his arms around his chest.
âJust didnât feel up for it anymore ..â You shrugged nonchalantly. âThatâs it?â Steven scoffed. âYeahâŚthatâs itâ you whispered about to walk away. âWhatâs going on? Iâm like so confused right now.â Steven gently gripped your arm. âNothing just forget itâŚitâs not like you wanted to go anyways.â you rolled your eyes. âAnd what makes you think that?â He muttered eyes scouring your face for the truth. âUm, I donât know letâs see âŚyou quite literally ignored me this entire week!â You responded sarcastically.
âI didnât mean to. I had a lot of shit on my mind alright?â Steven uttered softly. It almost felt genuine. The words he spoke just last night almost became liquid. âYeah like what?â You whispered eventually looking into his eyes. âYou can tell me..â You spoke gently stepping into him closer. No matter how much heâs hurt you. Steven would always make you melt. âNothing letâs just forget about itâŚhe pulled away opening up the fridge once again.â
It was like a switch was flipped. How he went right back to that cold shoulder he had been giving you all week. âYou're a fucking assholeâ You spewed, already ready to walk out of the kitchen. âWhere are you going?â He abruptly spoke again. âThe boardwalkâŚyou know? so I wonât annoy you here.â With that, you left a confused and remorseful Steven behind.
âHey, look y/n why donât you go get a lemonade?â Belly suggested with an eyebrow raise. Shit. you were hoping they forgot about that. âGuys I donât feel up for this..â You pouted looking between both Taylor and Belly. âNoooo go talk to him! you look hot as fuck.â Taylor gently grabbed your face giving you a mini pep talk.
âWhat if Xavier wants to hang out..I cant just ditch you guys?!?â You were stalling and they knew it. âWeâll be here waiting for youâ Belly smiled. âJust try to have fun alright? But hey if you donât really want to do it âŚweâll back offâ She narrowed her eyes at Taylor. âNoâŚIâll goâ You laughed giving both of them a hug âThank you guys.i really appreciate this.â Youâd definitely still be moping around in your room about Steven if it wasnât for Belly and Taylor. They both wished you luck as you headed straight for the lemonade stand.
As soon as he spotted you. The biggest smile spread across his face. ây/n? damn, itâs been so longâ Xavier greeted you with a hug. âItâs only been a year!â You playfully ruffled his curly hair that sat atop his head. âThatâs way too longâŚI enjoy seeing pretty girls year-round.â He spoke smoothly, he definitely knew how to talk to girls. âShut upâ You laughed pushing him away with not that much force.
âI have an hour lunch breakâŚyou up for arcade games?â
âSoâŚyou seeing anyone?â Xavier asked as he ate a scoop of his mint chocolate chip ice cream. You thought about it for a moment. Technically no you werenât seeing anyone. But you knew you were still hung up on Steven. A day at the boardwalk with Xavier wouldnât change that. âItâs complicatedâŚI guessâ Xavier sighed âI've been thereâŚitâs roughâ You nodded you were curious as to what he meant but you didnât want to be nosey.
âHey, look they have street fighter..â Xavier smirked. âWant to go a couple of rounds?â You nodded immediately pulling him towards the game. âMhhm loser buys the winner a funnel cake!â You suggested with a chuckle. âOuuu im so down y/nâ Xavier squeezed your hand that held his quickly striding towards the arcade game.
Just two more steps, Just two more steps and youâd be fine. The rowdy yelling completely threw you off. You stopped in place looking behind you where the voices were coming from. You had no time to move out of the way, no time to prevent this from happening.No time to stop the trio of boys that you knew all too well. Suddenly a body collided with Xavier, the force immediately making your intertwined hands lose. âDude, what the fuck?â Xavier groaned. It was then that you snapped back into reality. Eyes wide when you noticed Xavierâs ice cream now all over his shirt.
âWhatâs up? how are we doing?â That voice full of humor made you scoff. Steven stood tall a smile on his face. You hated that it kind of made your heart flutter. âSteven, what is your problem?â You gestured towards Xavierâs now ice cream stained shirt. âHeâll be fine y/n itâll wash out.â Steven laughed, but once he noticed you didnât find this funny at all he frowned. âIâm sorry man, I just came over to say whatâs up..â You ignored Stevenâs apology not believing he meant it. âHey want me to help you get cleaned up?â You asked Xavier voice full of concern.
âNo.I got itâŚIâll see yâall later.â Xavier spoke nonchalantly as he walked away. When he was out of eyesight you brushed past steven heading out the door.
âY/nâ Steven immediately followed behind you. His long legs make it easier for him to catch up with you. âYou embarrassed meâ You stopped outside the arcade, letting him pull you to the side. âEmbarrassed? sorry to interrupt your little dateâ Steven scoffed. âIt's not a date we were just hanging out, why do you care?â You groaned running your hands down your face. âMaybe because just yesterday you were supposed to hang out with me?â Steven spoke definitively.
âOh my god, just earlier you agreed to forget about it,â you said with an eye roll. âIt was dumb, stop acting like you care just go home Steven I did you a favor.â He shook his head âWhat are you talking about right now?â Steven pulled you in closer, one of his hands placed on your waist. The other coming to the side of your face, willing you to look at him.
âI heard you.i heard everything,â you spoke up voice hoarse. Stevenâs heart carried pain at the tears that stood brimming in your eyes. The realization was clear when he made the connection. âAnd you know..who cares what Jeremiah and Conrad think! what hurt the most was you.â You shrieked. You hated that you were crying in front of him. You hated that when he hauled you against his chest you felt secure.
âI'm sorry baby... I'm sorryâ Steven sounded voice vulnerable. Leaving kisses atop your head. âWhy would you say that?â you sobbed breaking down in front of the boy who caused it. âI didn't mean any of itâ Steven brought your face between his hands once again. âBut you said it..it still fucking hurts Steven.â
You wiped your face getting prepared to pull away and walk back home.
âWait, please let me talk to you.â Steven begged. âokayâ you replied being prepared to cry all over again. âMy head has been all fucked up..and that isn't an excuse I knowâ Steven looked down as if he couldn't construct the next words. âPlease don't shut me out.â you pleaded gently. âI want you...i have all this time.â Steve confessed for the first time.
ââAnd I didn't want to fuck anything up we've..been so close all our lives if I ever messed that up I would never forgive myself.â It's as if you were dreaming, the boy you loved stood in front of you disclosing his feelings for you. âAnd what? this whole week of you acting cold towards me, were you trying to avoid your feelings?â Steven bobbed his head âYes, if I lied to myself it would make lying to everyone else easier because the fucking truth is I want you so badâ You didn't tell him but at that moment you forgave him.
âAnd you called me the annoying one?â You giggled pushing on his chest gently. âRight now we could have been making out on the beachâŚ.but noo you had to be a brooding boyâ Steven tickled your side, causing you to squirm in his arms. âYeah, my fault can I kiss you now? been practically wanting to my whole life.â Steven threw his head back fake pouting setting one hand over his chest. You figured you'd throw his words right back at him. âYou're so desperately desperateâ
Steven smirked âYeah for you? I amâ Those words welcomed a whole lot of beautiful feelings. At that moment is when Steven bent down bringing his lips down onto your own. As your lips moved together, butterflies erupted in your belly. You smiled against his lips when you both needed a breath. âHey, by the way, your not off the hook.. I'm still sort of pissed at you.â You declared pointing a finger into his chest.
âYeah, I figuredâ He laughed wrapping his arms even tighter around you. âHow about I make it up to you this whole week? I'm taking you out on datesâŚill even get on my knees if I have to. I'm going to follow you around like a puppy.â Steven rambled on. You laughed out loud covering your mouth with your hands. âOh, it's funny?â Steven raised an eyebrow suggestively. âYeah, you're such a loser.â You joked.
Before Steven could respond you tugged him into another kiss. Perhaps everything wasn't one hundred percent fixed. But you and Steven were finally here together. You and Steven were finally in each other's arms that's all that mattered. Youâd figure out the rest together.
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