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͜ ˚̣̣̣ 𝄢𓏲 𝒸𝒽erie / ℛiette xx (scaraified)
unc aged. [] ;; (it/she/they ~ agender)
writer + artist [] scara's dear devout (& glazer)
socially anxious and will cry if you talk to me :(
◟ ͜ 𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ scara-focused genshin ff blog ࿔ ◜
ᛝ not okeya : straight-up non-con, minors in nsfw even if aged down, nsfw
in highschool aus with 18 y/os (it feels too close to pedophilia, i'm sorry),
pedophilia, any other -cest of anything, scat & bodily waste, scaracest,
ships or character x character x reader [i only do x reader, or x reader with
a harem], romanticised fiction of any certain events, amab or male reader
⟡ ꪮccasionally expect
lots of scara tbh ‧ smut ‧ fluff ‧ angst ‧ seldom ongoing stories ‧
I DON'T WRITE WITH CHATGPT!!! or any ai, i use a lot of em dashes and am just awkward with how i write smut due to lack of experience. for sfw fanfiction, i also like when my writing sounds fancy or descriptive with feelings for the moment so i focus too hard on that. BUT I DON'T USE AI!!!
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hiii im temporarily opening my inbox for scara smut (or angst or fluff idc) oneshot suggestions. if u had a specific vision pls try tell me what it is. boundaries in pinned.
i'll write: aus (smau, modern, sagau, etc.) as long as they don't involve knowledge on other fandoms,
any version of scara as long as ur rq's with kabuki don't feel questionable.
POVs based on playlists iywwww
and yaaa.
bc i have rlly bad anxiety that gets triggered by any bit of pressure i put on myself, it's not guaranteed i'll get to everyone but i do need the ideas.
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computa, generate me some shouki no kami becoming obsessed with secular (can't be atheist if the gods literally DO exist) reader because why of all the people in sumeru, you specifically can't be bothered to care about his presence? he literally deserves your attention and praise and that goes for everyone and every god who knows of him. he's a GOD, he EARNED the place he was BORN for, and you won't even look at him!?
smut ahead ig. ignore typos i'm a bum who types too fast.
him observing and stalking you out of bruised pride he dare not acknowledge, quickly spiralling into an obsession with making you yield to him and putting you back into place. because clearly the problem is that he's letting you get away with this. speaking with that audacious tongue that should be wrapped around his cock about how you couldn't care less for his existence as a god, spreading your disinterest throughout sumeru as if it wouldn't get back to him. or maybe that's what you wanted. to aggravate and test him the way you did. all he needed was...maybe...to simply fix you.
yes, that; something's severely wrong with you, he's decided (he wants u sooo bad). maybe you won't be so bold about it when your cunt's stuffed full of his girth and leaking out his cum and your own fluids while he's pounding into you, forcing you to address and worship him as the god he is.
how do smaus work? i see them all the time, they look fun but it's just...is it stories told through text messages? if i understand how they work i'd like to try do one myself
just so u dookies know i WILL be milking the "y/n vs mary sue stereotypical y/n" trope in some of my xreaders because i love writing them
also my fanfic accounts r technically secret i'm genuinely scared of my other moots finding it. i get so anxious about it here like i shit myself every time i bump into them in the wild, it's not funny
Y'ever wish you could get to know your mutuals better? Well now you can! Tag your friends and force ASK them to answer the questions
A fictional character everyone loves but you hate
A movie you wished more people would talk about
Weirdest thing you've lied about
Super random fact you know
An animal you think is cute but that you'd never adopt
Least favorite color
And favorite angry bird
My answers below cut:
Crystal of Marvel fame aka perpetual love interest
Homeward bound (It's so good)
Faking a THICC country accent accent for a whole week studying abroad
In Paris Paloma's song "Last Woman on Earth" she has a lyric that is as follows "for the first time since I drew breath I'm undesirable again" but it was originally "for the first time since I was 10 I'm undesirable again" which I like more
A Fictional Character Everyone Loves But You Hate:
Rapture (I don't know if everyone everyone loves him, but I just can't stand him. How I feel about him might change after I read the other comics where he shows up)
A Movie You Wished More People Would Talk About:
Belle (I don't remember much of the movie, but I watched it at school in 2022 and I liked it. The movie was released in 2013)
Weirdest Thing You've Lied About:
I don't know. I never lied much
Super Random Fact You Know:
That if you're reading you're alive (unless you're a zombie or a vampire or some other type of creature)
An Animal You Think Is Cute But That You'd Never Adopt:
Raccoon (also, because you can't adopt them here in Portugal)
Least Favorite Color:
Brown
And Favorite Angry Bird:
I don't remember the birds. I haven't played the game in ages
Hiii, thanks for the tag!!! And Cool Runnings is GOATED
1, A fictional character everyone loves but you hate
Uhhhhh, I don’t really like…. Ykw idk. I kinda forget what I don’t like bc I never think about it if I didn’t like it…
2, A movie you wished more people would talk about
A Silent Voice. It was so good, but it almost never shows up anywhere.
3, Weirdest thing you've lied about
I’m not allergic to mushrooms I think, I just hate them.
1, revisited!
I remembered a character! I really don’t like Batman. There, I said it.
4, Super random fact you know
The sides of your body are controlled by the opposite sides of your brain. For example your right hand is controlled by the left side of your brain. WHICH MEANS, only left handed people are in their right mind.
(am I proud of that? Yes, yes I am.)
5, An animal you think is cute but that you'd never adopt
Foxes
5, Least favorite color
Any yellow that’s not warm sunshine or golden irises.
6, And favorite angry bird
Ohhh that’s hard. I liked Terrence a lot growing up, but the Blues are cool
1, A fictional character everyone loves but you hate
Steve Rogers
2, A movie you wished more people would talk about
The Life of Chuck
3, Weirdest thing you've lied about
I once said I was allergic to almonds because I wanted to feel special (I was an annoying lil kid but I got punished with real allergies to everything except almonds lmao)
4, Super random fact you know
when dolphins sleep only one half of their brain rests so if they need to breathe they will wake up in time, their brain halves switch every hour or so (not sure about when they switch but they do)
5, An animal you think is cute but that you'd never adopt
Wold
5, Least favorite color
Yellow methinks
6, And favorite angry bird
Idk shit about the angry birds but I had a McDonald’s toy from the red one when I was like six so he’s my fav now
@misswritealot @eyeballdango @livelove-fangirl @sunny-funny-honey-pants @chaoticxsnowflake @tardisesandtitans @votreangedelamusique + open tags!
A fictional character everyone loves but I hate: Varka (im not sorry)
A movie you wished more people would talk about: Perfect Blue
Weirdest thing I've lied about: I told a friend I can read Tarot once bc I thought it would be funny to bullshit them through a reading, it was in fact funny to me
Super random fact I know: If you search a font in google, the whole page will be displayed in that font
An animal I think is cute but I'd never adopt: Baby goats they're so cute (my ahh got ignored when i sent a tiktok of one in the gc </3)
Least favorite color: That hedeous browny-green yellow (<- stolen from prev because YES its is so freaking ugly and I'd rather not learn its name)(<-stolen from both prevs bc yeah it's hideous)
A fictional character that everyone loves but I hate: scaramouche
a movie i wish more people talked about: castle in the sky!! i absolutely adore ghibli movies in general, but i feel like castle in the sky never gets enough love </3
weirdest thing i lied about: when i was a kid i would pretend to be ‘immune to pool water’ so i would drink cups of it to look cool
super random fact i know: octopi have 9 ‘brains’- one central one, and one in each arm!
an animal i think is cute but would never adopt: i’m a huge sucker for big puppies, especially australian sheepdogs and bernese mountain dogs, but they’re way too high energy for me to care for :(
least favorite color: orange. i fucking hate orange.
? ୨᧓꒰a fictional character everyone loves but i hate꒱
...dare i say nahida or sethos </3
? ୨᧓꒰ a movie i wished more people talked about ꒱
hhmmm- yeah idk, i don't watch movies because i'm a boring bum, i'll be honest... 😭 movies is more of a group activity for me so i'm motivated to actually watch them.
? ୨᧓꒰ weirdest thing i've lied about ꒱
most of the time i forget i can lie for the sake of it so i don't know.. maybe that time i told my friend these mint ball candies i bought from a shop grew from a tree outside my school? it had these little white balls on them so i tried convincing him to eat one. he didn't.
? ୨᧓꒰ super random fact you know ꒱
that afabs/female-bodied people have 3 holes, they pee from a separate one than the yoni called the urethra and it's placed differently on every afab's body. some are placed right above the other hole (most common placement), some actually retract into it when they're not aroused and some are right under the clitoris!
oh and supposedly people's buttholes clench when they're yelling at you, so don't cry if somebody's mad at you!
? ୨᧓꒰ an animal you think is cute but you'd never adopt ꒱
a boyfriend 🥹🫶🏻
? ୨᧓꒰ least favourite colour ꒱
most colours are okay if you style them properly, but i HATTEEE anything resembling dookie colours or any sort of filth. </3 i physically cannot be in the presence of it without gagging.
? ୨᧓꒰ favourite angry bird ꒱
stella or the blues! or the black bomb one. saur cute.
𝄢𓏲ּ p.s. ( the red one's called "red", BWHEHEHEH)
છ𝜚 : @iislemontart | i don't have any other moots actually
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featuring : afab/trans!scaramouche x afab!gn reader
tags : scissoring / strap-on / FAKE DIH!!!, NOT written for amab!reader / reader is kind of dominant / scara being sub-passing but i didn't want to do too much with it / use of toys / oral [giving] / fingering [giving] / author is a pervert but not a gooner so they can't write smut without being awkward / forgive typos and inaccuracy
cherry 🍒 cherie
i originally intended to make this a oneshot ~ but i have a personal headcanon of scaramouche being designed to switch anatomies, not inherently intersex but he is build to alternate between the two.#
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ so kind of fueled by that, i love the idea of afab!scaramouche having his first time with Y/N (also afab), but he's obviously unsure about things because it's all new to him, which leads to you getting to take control of things for a change. just imagine topping him to scissor and he's gripping the sheets under you and squirming; looking up at you, half-lidded and teary eyed with his jaw slack and drooling. (drooling durr emoji)
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ the sensation's totally new to him but that doesn't mean he doesn't love it. in fact he's probably delightfully surprised by it, if anything.
"you like it when i do this, right?" "does this feel good?" "like that?" ~ and he's holding in his whimpers behind his tightly-bitten lip and rocking his hips into you to feel more pressure on the friction while you're sliding against him.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ it's only the sounds of wet skin pressing together accompanying your moans ~ his being shakier and strained from poorly restraining it ~ while he holds your hips and murmurs praise about how good you're doing [oh?? how rare!].
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ feeling your fingers inside himself for the first time and grabbing at your wrists to control the pace.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ now you're trying to do things the exact way he does with you, scissoring, turning and curling your fingers with your tongue lapping at his clit, a pathetic attempt at moving yours with the same precision as his. it seems he likes it? his hands are digging through your hair while you prod at his g-spot.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ his pride stops him from begging you to keep doing it like that, and he's trying to maintain some sort of control shoving your face into his cunt while he grinds against your face. your nose pressing against his clit and tongue thrusting hungrily into him. "fuckk~ y..eah..~ just like that...~", leaving in a depraved, breathy voice. his head's falling back into the pillow, indigo strands sprawled out while his hazy eyes lock onto the ceiling ~ totally lost in pleasure.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ he's not going to admit just how much it turned him on to see you lapping up his squirt and sucking at his cunt as he orgasms but there will be signs.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ or even just trying things with him, like a double-ended dildo? just imagine him feeling the stretch of being stuffed for the first time, or how he's whimpering --- eyes fixed to how it disappears into both your holes while you're thrusting in some sync to penetrate yourselves. or with you on top, still 'riding' him with it and a vibrator pressed to him.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ pressing him into the bed where he can barely move as you fuck the shit out of him, watching a creamy ring of his own juices form around the base and ooze out along his ass while he's throbbing around silicone. a few harsher thrusts just to send him over the edge.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ or having him ride a dildo in front of you while you watch, if not your own strap, and teaching him how to get himself off. like, instructing him, punishing him for doing more than he'd told, etc.? would he even let you? this is my fanfiction so idc, he will now.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ or idk? i'm thinking of Y/N sat in front of him, one hand grabbing a fistful of his hair and pushing/guiding his hips onto it (riding/doggy maibly) with their own desired pace with forced eye contact.
𝜗℘˚̣̣̣ that in mind, adjusting him to different sizes seems nice, personally. i'm not sure though.
Hopefully I don't come off as rude bc I'm really just curious, But why do you like stepcest? And, Also if I'm not being too prying as well, How did you discover you liked it? (≧∇≦)b
i spent a lot of minutes trying to give you an answer because idk myself. actually, i'm not even into it nor do i fully even like it. i'm still uncomfortable with it, that's the thing lol 🥹 my best guess is i've become desensitised to it over time because it's just everywhere and that dynamic interests me, so i have some tolerance for it but still boundaries. as ironic as it is. aside from non-romanticised dead dove to explore dark topics, i feel stepcest is the worst i'll ever write.
i am tempted to delete my fic because i feel i should know better, and i don't want to be grouped in with people who write dark or bad things because "it's just fiction" with the excuse of trauma or desensitisation. (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
i need to stop posting right before i go to sleep because i wake up with dread wondering what interactions my fanfic got that worsens the longer i take to check my notis
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"left with all that you have made of me"
࿙፝࿚࿙፝࿚፝ ࿙፝࿚࿙፝࿚፝ ᅟ࿚ׁ࿙𝜗℘࿚ׁ࿙ᅟ࿙፝࿚፝ ࿙፝࿚࿙፝࿚፝ ࿙፝࿚࿙፝
♯ ˶ featuring ⦂ post-AQ!wanderer x ex!reader
( short !!! it's a SHORT fic!!!!! )
♯ ˶ tags 𝜗 ⦂ ℘ angst / hurt no comfort / author has no
angst experience but loves psychology
writing toxic relationships / references
mental abuse n stuff / wanderer already
erased himself / gender neutral reader /
author is not romanticising anything.
cherry 🍒 cherie~
A TIMID DOG WOULD ALWAYS 𝜗℘ nip the hands that fed it, for all its fragility, it is threatened by the hand's proximity. It knew survival over feelings, self-formulated logic over reality—even in the face of salvation, life has reduced it to nothing more than an animal of fear.
The Balladeer, so clearly, was no different to you in that sense. A broken "heart", shattered into nonexistence, that still somehow landed helpless in your hands. The way your love regressed him to that tender-hearted puppet he swore he buried deep into the grave he deserved filled him with a dread he expressed through control. What has love and security taught him, if not hatred and distrust?
He was bound to wear you down, of course he was. All that brainwashing and isolation under his possession was bound to reduce you into a hollow shell of yourself, one he was meant to mould into his perfect person. Irredeemably empty, irreparably his.
Of all the errors brought about by the fact of his birth...perhaps, the way he broke and hollowed you was his biggest regret of all. If not the fact the erasure of his memory left you without a face to blame for the trauma and damage he's caused. Chasing fruitlessly for a story or hint of why you turned out this way until that hollowness he left you with drove you mad.
With who he's turned into now, some part of him dies seeing the way you wear your dreariness on your face, the way his guilt forbid he involve himself -- because what audacity could he have to approach the one he hurt and secretly console her on the harm he caused, as if it wasn't his own fault?
And yet the lack of answers drove you mad.
And knowledge of that fact will forever haunt him. Every time he wonders your whereabouts, every time he wonders what's come of you since he left you to rot.
Some part of him really did sincerely want to ease your pain erasing himself, and for that the universe laughed in his face. It seemed no matter what he did for you, or did to you, he'd always make it worse. He'd always find a way to hurt you.
i actually took this from the fact ei remembers her guilt for kabukimono but not who that guilt belongs to. imagine the same with balladeer's partner (bonus for yandere or otherwise obsessive balladeer)? i don't always agree with how people execute his toxicity, but i still wish there would be more stories exploring a healed wanderer having to reflect on the evil boyfriend he was and the outcome of his partner he victimised. i also just in general like fanfictions that go into y/n forgetting wanderer ,,, preferrably angst ones where they have to interact ,,, but those seem very scarce.
i don't feel i did this one justice, i don't know whether i'll turn this into a fanfiction or longer oneshot. if there's any way you'd want me to post this, i think you can tell me. my askbox is also open for things like this, where i can get to expand on my current works and ideas rather than full requests if you get me. it's easier on my anxiety.
( keywords for search results )
wanderer angst wanderer x reader irminsul reader forgetting wanderer wanderer x reader forgotten wanderer x reader erased scara x reader erase himself idk what to keyword tag here
