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dad!matt.

surfer!matt.

The new house finally started to feel like home. After long weeks making it cozy and ours. Matt and I almost cried when we decided that Noa will not have a crib in her new room but a little princess toddler bed. Our nights lately mostly ended like us collapsed exhausted on the couch because that new room also made us do a sleep training yet allover again. Now that she could just get out of bed easily made a mess in her schedule a lot. But today finally she did good at bed time and we were not this tired and we did not have any more boxes to unpack and rooms to decorate and laundry to fold.

I looked at Matt as I stood at the foot of the bed as I just walked in to the bedroom after getting Noa down for the night. The cool air in the bedroom from ac was so nice as outside the heat weave was being very dramatic right now. He stepped out of the bathroom, steam curling behind him, wearing nothing but gray sweatpants slung low on his hips. Drops of water still falling from his hair to his chest and shoulders. His eyes locked on mine and he smirked looking at the time.

“You’re out of there early” he murmured coming closer to me.

I smile and wrap arms around his neck and my body shivers just at the thought of finally having some time alone, especially as he smelled so good right now I could bite him.

“I know...” I said looking into the ocean of his eyes.

He kissed me softly at first, a gentle press of lips that quickly deepened with passion. His hands traveled up my body into my hair to bring me closer to his face. I could tasted the quiet desperation ins touch, the same ache I was carrying. He pushed me a little so I sat on the bed.

He laid me down gently and hovered above me as he took his time undressing me and kissing every inch of my skin he revealed. My collarbone, the swell of my breasts, the soft plane of my stomach that I still didn't like that much. When he finally settled between my thighs, his mouth was hot and reverent that I forgot about anything I was thinking of.

A soft moan escaped my lips as his tongue found my most sensitive flesh. He licked and sucked with unhurried devotion, humming in pleasure at the way my hips rolled against his mouth. Two fingers slowly joined his tongue, curling inside me just the way he knew will put me to the edge. I tangled my hand into his hair and pulled him even closer. I was so close already it was kinda embarrassing.

“Come for me, love ”he whispered against the slick skin of me “Let me feel you” and that did it.

The pleasure washed over me in deep, rolling waves. He did not stop guiding me through it. I could barely breathe already.

He moved away for a second just to take off his pants and I blush just at the sight of him. Hard and ready for me.

“I love you” he breathed out with a quiet laugh. "Still blushing for me, hm?"

"Shut it" I laughed.

He lowered himself down and kissed me again. I could still taste myself on his tongue but I forgot about it the second I felt him slide agains me.

With a slow, smooth thrust, he filled me completely. A shared moan filled the quiet room. He moved with deep, rolling strokes—unhurried, intimate—each one pressing against that perfect spot inside me. I knew he wanted to make this perfect.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer. The rhythm built gradually, growing more passionate as weeks of pent-up longing finally broke free. His hand slipped between our bodies, thumb circling my clit while he thrusted harder, deeper, until I shattered around him again. I squirm as he doesn't stop. I knew he was close too from how sloppy his moves got and I sweared he whimpered into my neck.

"Fuck..."he let out before I felt him pulse inside me as he finished.

He collapsed on me his forehead pressing into my neck and I smile and caress his back. Now a little red from my nails. I kiss his shoulder few times and none of us said anything. None of us moved to enjoy the closeness a little longer.

"I fucking love our new bed by the way" I heard and I laughed.

Hiii how are you?

i lowkey want some resolved angst for ur dad matt au… just bc they’re always happy hehe #plottwist

I tried 🫣 HERE

where mom!reader lost it a little bit but matt is there to comfort her also everyone wanted angst but I feel like I can’t do it lol

I got my first real period since getting pregnant, and let me tell you, I did not handle this very well. I'd had spotting before and stuff, but this was the real deal. I woke up with cramps I hadn't felt since childbirth.

I was alone with Noa because Matt had gone on a boys' trip with his brothers and Oliver, and I literally felt like I couldn't do it. Luckily, today was the last day of his trip, so I knew he'd be home around 2 p.m.

I took some meds, and Noa and I had breakfast on the couch, but then she decided to spill it everywhere and make a whole drama out of it. So I was cleaning the carpet while she sat next to me crying.

"Noa, please," I said, putting everything away.

My head was pounding by the time lunch rolled around, and I kept thinking that nothing was helping. I felt like Noa didn't like my mood at all, even though I tried to hide that I was in pain.

When I went to the bathroom with her, I also had to explain what I was doing with a tampon, and she just kept trying to shove it up her nose, so I had to be really quick in there.

Even the cat seemed to know I was in bad shape because I didn't even see him all day.

I was hoping she'd go down for her nap so I could nap too, but she was crying and having a really hard time falling asleep. I knew part of it was my bad mood, and the other part was that she really missed Matt. This was the longest they'd ever been apart.

Just as I was about to give up on getting her to nap, I heard the front door downstairs open and close. Noa heard it too, so she immediately stood up in her crib, looking at me and then toward the door.

"Daddy?" she squealed.

When Matt walked into the room, her fussy little voice disappeared instantly. She smiled and reached her arms out for him.

"Hi, girls... what's going on in here? Someone should be asleep by now," Matt said as he picked her up and kissed the top of her head when she snuggled into him.

"Mama bad," she mumbled under her breath.

I don't know what happened, but I just lost it.

Tears came out of nowhere. I stood up, looked at both of them, and walked out of the room before loudly shutting our bedroom door behind me.

A few minutes passed while I lay curled up in bed before I heard Matt come into the room.

"She's asleep. What's wrong?" he asked, sitting beside me.

I moved away. I didn't even know why, so he slowly pulled his arm back instead of trying to hug me.

I sat up, looked at him, wiped my eyes, and honestly didn't know where any of this was coming from.

"'Mama bad?' Like I didn't just spend the whole day dealing with her tantrums and doing everything I could to make her happy! Literally, for the past two years, I've done nothing but be a mom, and I'm bad? You're gone all day, and then all you have to do is show up and she's fine! I feel like I'm the worst human being right now!" I ranted through tears.

Matt looked completely surprised. I think I was too. I almost never yelled like this.

"Hey... hey, babe." He gently placed his hands on my shoulders.

"Honey, calm down..." He moved closer and wrapped his arms around me, and this time I let him.

All I could do was sob into his chest while he sat there holding me. Part of me almost wanted him to yell at me. I knew he was probably worried, especially because we both knew what I'd gone through after I had Noa.

"Y/N, what's wrong? What's going on?" he asked, pulling back just enough to look at my face.

"I got my period," I whispered.

"I can't control any of this," I added.

He sighed softly.

"Oh, sweetheart... I'm so sorry. I wish I'd been here earlier to help you while you were hurting," he said, wiping my cheeks with his thumbs.

"What do you need?" he asked.

"Just... a nap, some Advil... and a hug," I said quietly.

He immediately wrapped his arms around me again and kissed the top of my head.

"Shh... let me shower after the flight, and you've got all of that," he said.

"I'm sorry... I didn't even say hello to you. How was your flight?" I asked.

He laughed softly, rubbing my back.

"It's okay. It was good, nothing crazy, but I'm really glad I'm home now," he said.

"Me too," I whispered.

"So... did you know it was coming?" he asked.

"No... it just came, and I wasn't ready. I had to DoorDash pads and tampons. I'd also forgotten what it was like because before I got pregnant, I had an IUD."

He ran a hand through my hair and nodded.

"I'm sorry. I really am. And honey, you're the best mom in the whole world. If you ever feel like you've had to give up too much, we can send Noa to daycare. You know that. You can go back to work full-time if that's what you want. Anything you want, honestly. But please don't ever say you're a bad mom again. She's just a toddler, baby. She probably just missed me, and she didn't know any better."

"I know, Matt... I just... I really couldn't control what I was saying. I'm sorry," I whispered.

"Don't apologize. Really. Let's talk about all of this tomorrow, okay? Right now, let's just make you feel better first. I'll go take a shower, and then I'm all yours." He kissed my cheek, and I nodded.

I hate hormones.

y/n chat did she soft launch? 🌺

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well today I finish work early so I might work on something 😌 everyone wants angst for dad!matt but they are so happy I don’t know if I can hahah

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