dinosaur and owl

I would love to sit in front of the ocean now with your hand in mine.

EVERY MOMENT OF THIS IS PURE GOLD

“My parents… are dead” OMG

Everyone crumpling in the background at “Peter-man.”

«am I fired…?»

“No way how many peices??!?”

The sneeze

That there is maladaptive behavior kids. It fucks ya up, I promise.

Wish I had been able to see around this corner. I have no idea who I am and can’t imagine who I might be or what it was like before I was perpetually sad

I hope one day you find peace. I’m getting there and it’s hard. It’s like, understanding that you have sadness but not letting it completely consume who you are and how you react, you know? It’s realizing tgat, yes, I am sad rn but I’m also in control of how I react to this sadness. I’m not saying that it won’t still be present cause depression, is depression. I’m just saying that sometimes fighting and healing is pushing that shit back.

Thanks for saying that. I just want to have something and to not feel trapped or doomed. I don’t have a good outlook on the world or people and I’m working on that. The loss of control is the biggest thing I struggle with. I’ve never ever really felt in control of my own life or like my life would ever be in my control. It’s always out of my control and now everything is out of control and the shame of being abnormal traps me even further. I don’t know what to do about that feeling because I view cynicism as pragmatism. Positive self talk seems fake and like I’m lying.

jongdae 💞💗💕💝💞💖💞💗💕💝

all of the east coast right now