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rip sand dan glokta you wouldve loved elevators
RIP Sand Dan Glokta you would have loved painkillers and blenders
rip fem modern au glokta you would've loved painting your nails with surgical precision
Why I find the Grimdark genre inspirational~
This was kinda born because I keep seeing certain takes on the genre (some naive. Some just plain bad) and I want to throw out my two cents.
The common critical take I see from people who aren't fans of the genre is they believe that Grimdark is "Everything sucks. People suck. You shouldn't fight to make things better. Just give up" and I just find this to be both a naive and pessimistic way of seeing things in this genre.
Yes, in Grimdark there's usually never a happy ending and the bad guys end up winning, but from what usually take from that is "don't want to be like these people".
I'll use The First Law trilogy by Joe Abercrombie as an example (because I love it so much).
The character, Logen Ninefingers constantly goes through the first two books saying that he wants to change. He doesn't want to be The Bloody Nine, he doesn't want to commit his life to violence anymore. He has a saying "you got to be realistic about things" and you think he's being wise. Until the third book comes along where Logen finds himself back in his comfort zone because, to him, change is too hard and that saying truly shows how much of a defeatist he is. He could've changed, he was at the point of changing but once one thing didn't pan out the way he expected, he decided that change was too hard and went back to his old habits (One of the things I took from The First Law was "If you want to change. You have fully commit to it").
So yeah, at the end of the third book, I ended up thinking, "I don't want to be a defeatist like Logen" (There are other characters I can go on about, like Jezal also wanting to change but ended up back as an entitled, pathetic, self-righteous brat for the most part... He's just fully aware of it now compared to before).
What it boils down to for me is unlike other fantasy genre where I get inspired and think "I should follow this example", Grimdark is the opposite and makes me think, "I definitely SHOULDN'T follow this example".
Anyway, that's my two cents.
Points well made.
Adding my two cents to this, there are also things in The First Law that are good examples worthy of following. Logen working up the trust between him and Ferro and him and Jezal, being a staunch traveling companion. West working like a dog to be a good major, colonel, and lord marshal. Glokta being the most resilient and stubborn fucker in the whole circle of the world. Edier choosing treason to save a city. Yulwei choosing danger to save Ferro. Dogman doing his fighting best in the shadow of greater, bloodier men, even if it means doing it scared.
What I like about The First Law is that Abercrombie doesn't think his readers are stupid. His characters are bad, and good, and everything in between. Logen is still The Bloody Nine, Jezal is still a fool, Ferro is still empty, West still beat his sister, the Dogman still chose wrong about Logen. Glokta is still a torturer.
The First Law has a lot of examples of what not to do, but also many of what should be done. And all within the same set of messy humans, just like in life.

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I sometimes imagine what it would have been like if Glokta had been given crutches. Like a proper pair of crutches that goes easy on the arms and all that. One of those you can gain some real speed with if you put your heart into it.
Like imagine him just zooming past in sports mode on those fuckers. Of course it would hurt him but what would be the difference, pain is that man's modus operandi.
Like do you see it
I sometimes imagine what it would have been like if Glokta had been given crutches. Like a proper pair of crutches that goes easy on the arms and all that. One of those you can gain some real speed with if you put your heart into it.
Like imagine him just zooming past in sports mode on those fuckers. Of course it would hurt him but what would be the difference, pain is that man's modus operandi.
Oh god ace Dow goes hard af too
I love ace!Dow! Esp bc I see Antaup as a kind of Dow to Leo's Logen, they have a realism and clarity of mind, but are also on the back foot when it comes to understanding other people. I feel like Dow is waiting for the other shoe to drop and for everyone else to realise Logen isn't worth listening to, but the people around him are being genuine — Dogman especially, he genuinely thinks Logen deserves sympathy. Dow knows he's the odd one out. What he's craving IMO is a world that makes sense, rather than any particular person or connection to someone, and that's a very ace feeling.
Definitely. I also come to think of what Logen thought about Dow in book 2, when he compared Dow to Ferro. Something about how Logen's father would have said that Dow "was made to walk alone."
Dow is so cool and he gets cooler the more you think about him uughh Abercrombie you fiend.
To me, Glokta is like one of those abused dogs that only lets women pet them.
"The colonel grinned at them, his full complement of perfect, brilliantly white teeth almost painful to look upon in the sun's glare."
what a way to (nearly) end glokta's short story lmao
Absolutely love that quote, may Joe's narrative voice never stop making fun of the characters.
Big agree on the teeth front, but the general attitude towards fanart for this series is truly dire, so I tend to try not to be too critical of any fanart I see.
I've always loved the fact that this series doesn't often kill its characters, specifically because I love getting to see them experience injustices, good and bad. It shows that death isn't always the worst thing that can happen, narratively speaking, and sometimes characters might feel they'd have been better off not surviving, but they do, and then they have to face life, and perhaps their 'real' story begins after that point. Shivers is a great example: people often describe "Shivers's arc" in BSC, but I would argue BSC is just his origin story. Alternatively, you could say his story started when Logen killed his brother, and BSC is his coming full circle, with Red Country as a sort of addendum. And that's to say nothing of where he's at in AoM. We start TBI after Glokta's fall, only for him to rise again. Monza is also someone who went through a reversal and then a counter-reversal, as did Jezal (albeit in the opposite direction).
I think it's important to know that Abercrombie doesn't have a grand plan for anything in this series. Characters are tools, as he says, they aren't people to him, there's no "magic thinking" in his writing. The reason his characters are so dynamic is often because of the variety of situations they just sort of happen to face. He didn't write Red Country to expand on Logen's character, he picked both Shivers and Logen to be in Red Country because they just kind of fit the mould of character he wanted to put in his Western-style book. You could argue - and I'm pretty sure I have - that Shivers is straight up a different character in every book/trilogy he's in, that there's little to no actual cohesive "voice" to him - literally, considering how Pacey consciously changes Shivers's voice after the torture in BSC, as well as figuratively. And yet he is the same person, and in the standalones he's the throughline, the one character connecting all these disparate stories, timelines, genres. As much as characters change, they're still the same, and it actually makes me wonder how different a character would have to be in this series before I'm like "that seems OOC" xD. If Gorst can go from praising Jezal in TBI to being... well... Gorst, anything can happen as far as I'm concerned.
In a grimdark series like this, I feel like ppl expect a Red Wedding in every book, but that just never happens in the First Law. Bringing characters back, hauling them through the series the way Abercrombie does, creates these rich, dynamic characters whose lives have 'chapters' in and of themselves. Even having finished AoM, there's simply no telling who the characters will be when we meet them again, and it's so exciting.
and boy it's so good when he doesn't kill them off because you get to watch them squirm and evolve and devolve and simply be alive. joe loves a good cycle and so do i tbh!!! honestly, i think no character can be OOC because between all the POVs, you stop being in certain characters' heads. you can't see their inner workings anymore, and so you start to question what their real motives are and if you ever really knew them.
gorst is a great example of that, because we have no idea what he might have been thinking in TBI. if you only saw his letters in the heroes to the king, only looked at his interactions without his inner thoughts, then doesn't he become a different character entirely? and i think this became evident to me with dogman - the image of a calm soldier in the heroes, you almost forget he's afraid of combat. so, we don't know what shivers is thinking after BSC, and he remains a questionmark. perhaps he always has been one!
also while reading this i realized... give logen and shivers a pistol each and you have a western standoff lmao

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The best thing about Black Dow is that you can't prove 100% that he is gay. But you can't prove 100% that he is straight either.
West, reckoning himself quite adept at calming a dangerous situation, did not anticipate Dangerous Situation™ Black Dow.
Dow, brim-full with twitching violence and a dripping disdain for Southerners, did not anticipate rage-addled Furious.
"Use it!"
At some point Dow tuned in to the fact West has a brewing dormant anger. And what does he do then? He tells him to use it.
In an almost mentoring manner he coaxes it out of West when it's critically needed, with baffling effectiveness. He knows just what to say and do to make it happen, he recognizes a part of West he knows how to work. Like he knows that anger, and has been using it himself his whole life, instead of forcing it back.
And now here he is, right before a fight, giving advice to a Southerner he really has nothing but disdain for, yet. Sharing his advice, in his own callous way.
Why? Maybe because it's like he said; West fighting cold will get them both killed.
Or maybe, just maybe, there's something about this shivering Southerner that keeps Dow around; understanding.
West, reckoning himself quite adept at calming a dangerous situation, did not anticipate Dangerous Situation™ Black Dow.
Dow, brim-full with twitching violence and a dripping disdain for Southerners, did not anticipate rage-addled Furious.
As always it has completely derailed, and now I am not only making Black Dow and West art, I am also 3000 words deep in a fanfiction idea.
Shout out to all the kids who always picked shape-shifting as their hypothetical power growing up and assumed it was for gender affirmation but now realize it was also a plurality thing.

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Briefly getting back into Abercrombie's "First Law" world. I don't think I ever posted about this, but when I read the original trilogy I have to confess there was one thing I thought was a bit too much... It was making Yoru Sulfur an Eater.
I don't entirely and objectively oppose myself to it, but... The balance-seeking part of my mind can't help but being offended by what feels like doing way too much and thus ruining a perfect balance.
Bayaz and Khalul forme a very nice complementary duo for the trilogy. One very present and seen, one unseen and far away from the plot. One protagonist but revealed to be vile, one antagonistic but turning out to be better than one would believe. Both having their own way of dealing with the loss of magic and maintaining their political presence - money for one, religion for the other. And more importantly, each one breaking one of the rules - one by creating Eaters the other by using demonic powers.
Sure, Bayaz turning out to have broken two of the three laws is used to cement his role as the depraved villain, ultimate big bad and full hypocrite... But I feel it is just over-doing and over-weighing on a character that turned out to be worse than everybody and nicely vicious already. I don't believe there was a need to have Bayaz have Eaters himself - rather than making him an hypocrite for denouncing Khalul's Eaters-making, I believe it rather would have been truly funny if he was sincere in his revulsion when it comes to Eaters and being offended by Khalul breaking the Second Law... When himself he is far worse of a monster and is actively trying to break the First Law.
I do agree that it would be funny if he was super offended and didn't have eaters himself lmao. Like he could do all these terrible things, but eaters are where he REALLY draws the line.
On the other hand, about that he shouldn't have eaters at all, I can't help but think about his quote;
"Power makes all things right. That is my first law, and my last. That is the only law that I acknowledge."
If having an eater means power... I reckon he's ready to make that choice.
Contrary to all logic, Orso felt no fear at all. A great deal less than usual, in fact. He sometimes could hardly face breakfast, was alarmed by the notion of choosing a shirt, but epic disaster appeared to have finally brought out the best in him.
Even as the Northmen came pouring through the wheat to the east, then the Open Council through the orchards to the west. Even as the army of Angland advanced across the fields and engaged the Crown Prince’s Division in a vicious melee, then drove them back. Even as the rebels’ cannons started firing on Stoffenbeck. Even as the wounded crawled back through the streets, and the fires sprang up across the town, and the smoke billowed around the clock tower, his mood had continued to lift. As if he was somehow balanced on a set of scales against everybody else, and as their doubt and terror grew his own spirits soared.
He hoped that it looked like immense bravery, but it felt like nothing to be proud of. Immense stupidity, maybe. Immense arrogance. Perhaps that was all courage really was. Being so convinced of one’s own importance one came to believe death was something only other people need worry about.
The Trouble With Peace by Joe Abercrombie