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I don't want to be here anymore.

But I don't know how to leave.

Too scared.

To go.

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It has been almost seven years. Seven. That's quite a while.

When you're a baby and seven years go by you've already learned to walk, talk, read and write. When you're ten and seven years go by you've probably had your first crush, had too learn too many things and are preparing for your life as an adult.

But with me? Seven years has gone by and I still sleep in the same bed, I still have to ask permission to leave the house, haven't found who I really am and I still... feel like such a child.

I am almost 24 and I feel like, this is gonna be my life... forever. N

Warm eyes

Thoughts going through my head

All at once

Overwhelming me

Who am I?

Will I be able to do this?

Am I my own problem?

I can’t find the answer

Under this pressure

Tears streaming

Mom, I love you

I used to say "I love you" a hundred times a day. I couldn't tell her in any other words how much I loved her. It couldn't be put into words so I kept saying it sooo many times a day. I hugged her and kissed her a lot. But one day she said she didn't like me saying it over and over again. The repitition made it feel less authentic for her. So I said it less and I hugged and kissed her less. But the love I felt for her was bigger than I could express. It grew and grew because I couldn't tell her. I felt like she didn't understand the love I felt for her. That love never disappeared but my actions changed. I couldn't tell people how I felt, I got the feeling that everything I did annoyed them and that they'd never understand me. Because how could someone else understand me when my mom couldn't? I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Not even saying it now can make this all disappear.

#mom #mother #mama #i love you #poem #poetry #love

cosmicrystalwitch

You ever just wanna cry because space is real and beautiful and nothing on this stupid little planet even matters

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My lovely friends

The fact that my friends are such honest and good-hearted people makes me feel bad. I aspire to be more like them everyday!

#friendship #good people #good-hearted #lovely #friends #justmythoughts

I can't help but apologize. I don't want to bother you...

#Apologize #Sad #Pain #Emotions #express yourself

I found myself crying. Again. But what else is new?

apologetic--dreamer

excerptsofstories

You’re yelling at me, telling me I am not the child you expected while I am already wallowing in self hate.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1021 // @lxwseptember (via excerptsofstories)

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It hurts

#pain #scared #mean #person #love

“I can’t show my true emotions when I’m with other people. Their happiness sets me on autopilot. I stop thinking about me and observe how they’re feeling and what they’re saying.

But the feelings I keep to myself in those moments… Those feelings come back twice as hard when I’m alone. It’s a flood of feelings that makes me so sad an depressed that I’d rather never be alone.

But I am. A lot.”

#sad #personal #text #butterfly #railway #railroad #girl #train #done #alone

Will it be better next year? Will everything change or am I stuck in this situation forever?

#personal #change #forever #next

Sometimes I still wonder why someone would want to be my friend. But I’m so very thankful someone did.

#friends #people #thankful #personal

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And then I gave up on being me.

#trapped #me #myself #positivity #staystrong #negativity

esotericexposal

I love people who are open-minded. People who just vibe with whatever you can talk about. You can talk about anything and everything.

(via fxckingsinner)

#thereshouldbemorepeoplelikethis #positivity #openminded

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