heart shaped halo

*zzy, st*vie, kal*ne, st*phanie, dahv*r, or even jer*me or cic* or chris or jill have ended up in my DMs and whoever it may be...I’m rly happy and thankful I am getting to know/bonding w them and it’s just....really nice to be able to feel like I have friends again when I’ve been feeling down n alone and it’s a pleasant reminder I’m not alone bc lately it feels like I’m talking to myself/the void and have no one to share things i like with and have someone listen and engage w my interests but I’ve found ppl to listen and reciprocate the same energy and it’s a nice feeling for ppl to pay attention to what I have to say for once

2018 was good then i get embarrassed by my failures and i almost died several times and had insecure moments but I’m really not gonna let that and my depression weigh me down bc I’m rly trying here

trying to be better for me and for everyone around me

every time momen tells me he loves me I cry bc wow I’m rly grateful I have someone so special in my life that I can share my love and make memories with

everyone saw the snow except me :(

I wanna see the internet and simp irl smh I almost won free tickets and missed it by 1 caller before me who won :((((

sometimes it gets to me but it’s something I have to accept but it is still rly hard

the wahlietv videos make me wanna camp but not actually wanting to bring all the stuff to camp lol

I need a new hand cream bc my hands are so dry and I wash my hands too much skjdndk

god I rly need a good back massage bc my bad posture is killing me :’-D