Same annoying anon wanted to explain my side more. I just thought it was weird that she made a rape centered comic of the same characters she ships. It made me uncomfortable, I would never want to ship a rapist with their victim and the fact that it isnt a canonical part of their dynamic just something she came up with was upsetting to me as a victim. Either way, probably shouldn't have sent the first ask to you, that's not your issue sorry.
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Oh nono, I'm sorry if I sounded to harsh. As you, I get upset talking about this topic, so don't feel like it was personal
I understand your pov, but at the same time, there's a lot of SA rep within a lot of fanmade fics/comics that involves their creator's fav ship, that is (most of the time) a coping mechanism, or just an exploration on heavy topics. THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I SUPPORT THOSE ONES WHO SEXUALIZE IT. IT IS REPULSIVE AND DISGUSTING.
I genuinely respect people's kinks, but when it makes people suffer without consent, that's where I draw the line
Just to clarify, nobody is forcing any of us to read or watch those things!
I just like to (truly good) SA rep, cause, in that way, more and more people can see what victims go through
I hope you didn't feel upset in any way by any of my comments
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hey uh just asking if you could put tws on the Elsa fogen stuff because I saw her comic and it didn't really have a tw that suited the material (it was graphic and kind of just said "sa" so it didn't tell me how graphic) and it's lwky triggering to see mentions of her stuff, not trying to start drama or act like it was glorified and if not that's fine I've blocked the tags but the most recent post lwky escaped somehow ig.
I like your art but you reposted and follow elsa fogen who did that whole rape fantasy radiostatic comic. Do you really support that?
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Did you really ask me that?
Look, Elsa is someone I really admire not only because of her amazing comics and artwork but her talent to really represent SA victims.
It is NOT a rape "fantasy", it's real. It's the portrait of someone who, at some point, can't handle anymore and tries to fool themselves to think they like it because it's "normal", but realising that it is not. Alastor, in this comic, is shown as a very good representation of it.
As an asexual (and SA victim...), I've just seen myself on him. I was cheering during the end, when Vox finally got the punishment he's been fucking deserving since that first atrocious time.
To me, the whole rape thing is disgusting, I truly despise it, but that doesn't mean I can't watch, read or listen to stories that involves it (if it doesn't sexualize and shows SA as something unimportant/good, I'm ok)
(also, Elsa clarifies all things at the IF Masterpost AND shows her disgust at the end of every chapter,so I really don't understand the "fantasy" thing)
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Recommended (but not obligatory) music for this part: Rain World OST - Childhoods end (Reprise)
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i decided to just finish it today, at last.
I added page with Rosie and Carmilla JUST for the people who asked ahadshdgasg
The main story is over, Alastor is free from Vox, Vox is suffering for what he did, dut the trauma won't go away easily. Long-long years of coping and recovery are ahead, and Alastor will have to face his feelings much more than he would like lol. Yeah i have few comics planned that are going to show his recovery, few scenes that i may even write as a fic, not as a comic, because it focused more on feelings, and texts are better at conveying that and allowing to actually feel what the character is feeling.
The main story is over, but i still have some additional parts that are just as much canon, i just decided not to include them right now, because i was noticing that some people were getting tired from the story, especially from Alastor's sufferings not ening (because the depressing part actually took much longer than it really should have, in like phasing, but i've already took out everything i could to not hurt the narrative too much and make that part of the story have reasonable lengh). Moments, that were taken out, don't have much importance to the plot, but they show more of what Alastor and Vox's relationships were specifically during the year they've "dated".
Plus some scenes from the first year of their deal, before everything went downhill. And a scene where they talk after The canon bar scene, but i actually want to do something... special with it. You really don't wanna miss it, so, stay tuned.
Alright, now! time for a test! rEAD CAREFULLY BEFORE VOTING!
Is it?
NO
YES
Voting ended onJul 3
I decided to go against my better judgement and post it as it is lol. Disclaimer, i do not agree with Alastor on what you should do to yourself, and if you are having such thoughts, please, seek help.
I'm unsure about his future design yet, maybe it'll change. Also, look at him, he's educated now :'3
And yes, i have some ideas about how canon events are gonna go without Vox. First season isn't gonna change lol, but season 2... Velvette may have to take the spot there.
And, of course, i have some ideas about Alastor and Angel interactions! Obviously.
173 pages in 3 months... and the first draft had only 65 pages by the way!!!!!! I thought i'd be done with it in one month AND I WOULD HAVE, but i just kept coming up with more pages, more scenes, partially from the questions that were appearing in the comments, partially because i wanted to expend some secnes (like in the first draft nothing existed between first 3 pages of part 8 and last 3 pages of part 13. And then between last pages of part 13 and last 2 pages of part 20... and many other scenes.)
But for now, thank you, everyone, who have read (I MEAN ACTUALLY READ) the comic, left comments and shared your emotions. This was overall a wonderful experience for me, and i'm really glad to know, that comic did exactly what i was creating it for: helped some SA victims to process their feelings, share them freely and feel support. Also, gave more visibility to sex-repulsed aces, which wasn't planned from the start, but was a natural thing to happen.
This comic gave me SO MUCH attention, that i've never had before, even in the best days of my first era. And i don't know how i'm going to live without 100500 comments appearing just in the first hour, ATTENTION IS SUCH A DRUG GUYS, I'M REALLY ADDICTED!!!!!! PLEASE FEED ME.
I'm probably going to take a little break. In a couple of days i'm going to be reblogging all the stuff that people were making inspired by this comic (and not only) haha, there is some really good stuff! Basically (almost) everything where i was tagged.
And after that I'll continue with Breakfast or RotRD (i maybe even post a poll to decide which one to do first). And after that back to some sweet angsty radiosilence in Forced Broadcast. And of course i'll be posting for other AUs, like Blinded and Turned humans sometimes when i have the mood... and some other stuff... yeah.
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If you read from a reblog, check the original post/masterpost, there may be a link to a new part. Or may not.
Tag list under cut, if you want to be added/removed from the list, lmk in the comments! For tag to work you need to allow people tag you in your settings.
I WILL USE THIS TAG LIST FOR WHEN THE BONUS PARTS AND ALASTOR'S RECOVERY WILL BE POSTED, SO, IF YOU DON'T WANT THAT, FEEL FREE TO ASK TO BE REMOVED FROM THE LIST. Before asking to add/remove you, check the pasterpost. Part, where you can ask for a tag, will be highlighted with orange color.
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OMG I FINALLY FINISHED MY ANIMATIC FOR @cheersonlyy for their Atonement AU! I am so sorry this took so long, but I had so much to do, I'm sorry for any errors or time things that don't match up, I tried my hardest, first animatic every, I hope you like it!
I hope you enjoy it everyone, I really put blood, sweat, and tears in it, sorry for any mistakes. The song KILL ME! belongs to Cougar MacDowall (I think I spelled his name wrong in the animatic) and the Atonement AU belongs to Cheersonlyy, please go check it out it is a amazing AU, and have a great day!!!
I have a question for your atonement AU, do the members of the hotel hate that vox is there, or know about how bad his mental state is?
There are many members (background characters) who are actually neutral about him (more dislike than anything but yeah), others (mostly those who were Vox's worshippers and Voxtek's investors) are half furious half betrayed, so yeah. Then we have the main cast:
Alastor is annoyed, confused and he doesn't know how to react to Vox's new behaviour. He. Vox. The man who had been obsessed with him for decades now doesn't pay attention to him? Ouch. That's a hard blow to his ego.
I think Charlie is the most optimistic (like always) about Vox's situation, she knows that redemption is posible now, so even if he isn't her favorite, she would try everything to redeem his soul. She's not delusional btw, she knows it is difficult and might fail this time, but she still has hopes.
Lucifer hates him. Like, Vox insulted his family and humiliate him, he's got a point.
Vaggi hates him but contains herself because of Charlie and is kinda empathetic with his miserable state.
Husk hates him. Feels a liiiittle tiny bit of pity for him.
Baxter is a bit uncomfortable with his ex-boss around.
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Hey, is it ok if I make an animatic of your Atonement AU? I have an idea of Vox with that on Jax fan song, I forgot what its called sorry, but I wanna get your permission before I make it
OMG OF COURSE PLS PLSSSS TAG ME WHEN YOU FINISH IT
I have a question for your atonement AU, do the members of the hotel hate that vox is there, or know about how bad his mental state is?
There are many members (background characters) who are actually neutral about him (more dislike than anything but yeah), others (mostly those who were Vox's worshippers and Voxtek's investors) are half furious half betrayed, so yeah. Then we have the main cast:
Alastor is annoyed, confused and he doesn't know how to react to Vox's new behaviour. He. Vox. The man who had been obsessed with him for decades now doesn't pay attention to him? Ouch. That's a hard blow to his ego.
I think Charlie is the most optimistic (like always) about Vox's situation, she knows that redemption is posible now, so even if he isn't her favorite, she would try everything to redeem his soul. She's not delusional btw, she knows it is difficult and might fail this time, but she still has hopes.
Lucifer hates him. Like, Vox insulted his family and humiliate him, he's got a point.
Vaggi hates him but contains herself because of Charlie and is kinda empathetic with his miserable state.
Husk hates him. Feels a liiiittle tiny bit of pity for him.
Baxter is a bit uncomfortable with his ex-boss around.
