Cool Nebraska Guy
Okay so you saw photos of him being happyĀ and you didnāt die.Ā
Yes, theĀ anxiety is still there, I can feel itās weight - but itās notĀ as physically overwhelmingĀ as it would have been were it not for the Urbanol.Ā
IĀ am thankful for it. IĀ am grateful to haveĀ access to this kind of thing which is honestly saving my lifeĀ and my sanity.
I know that I brought my own nastiness to that relationship. I had no idea who I wasĀ and it showed in the end. But like that 4:43 piece said...
It isĀ a painful thing to endure carelessness, crueltyĀ andĀ abuse from the person you love only to walkĀ away with nothing but traumaĀ and mental illness to show for it.
Meanwhile, he grows from the learning experience you bled to give himĀ and someone else gets to enjoyĀ and love the good man that your trauma birthed.
