𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘

You're so fucking cute, did I ever tell you that? If not, I definitely should do it more. From here on out, I promise to always smile whenever you're in need of a little pick me up. Anything you keep you happy, you know that's always my favourite state in seeing you. What can I say? I like to take charge and well, I really enjoy that you let me take the reigns from time to time. Seeing you all whiney and pathetic really did something for me. Should I send your lieutenant a gift box or something as a thank you? God knows I needed you on this trip if I'm going to get through it. In fact, I'm quite looking forward to seeing you shirtless under the hot sun. Are you jealous, Eunwoo? Green really isn't your colour. Is that a threat or a promise? You won't be hearing me protest. Wow, you're so romantic. How did I get so lucky? You can have photos if I can. A fair trade is a requirement. You can't go all the way back home without leaving me a souvenir.

you tell me i'm good looking all the time, but cute? not so much. babe, you can call me whatever you want, and i'll appreciate every single smile, because you look so fucking beautiful whenever you do. just by being mine, you're making me the happiest guy on earth, so you don't really have to do much other than just stick around. i'm not that complicated to please, really. you're insatiable, you know that right? but okay, coming from someone who spends three weeks sleeping in the same room as five other dudes, i'm not complaining. whining and pathetic? can you at least give me a little more credit than that moaning and done for is a better way of describing me. not sure he's allowed to receive presents from his colleague's girlfriend, but i can ask him? was i being jealous.. sort of. but it definitely helped that you snuck into my room every night. i wouldn't normally say i'm jealous by nature, but i also don't want my girlfriend sleeping next to some guy i don't know. pretty sure that's a normal reaction? hey look, i can be romantic and wine and dine you, but babe.. the army.. it's only for seven more months. thanks for the photos, by the way.

i was looking at the summary for the wonderfools the other day and there's a plot point where people think the world is ending and it got me thinking about what i would do if i were in that situation. the conclusion? i'd probably spend it drunk and with friends. what would you do?

i'm telling you right now, it's going to be better than anything i've ever done, and that says a lot because i'm pretty proud of most of the stuff i've worked on before. your choice for the last day on earth sounds pretty cool, though. honestly, i wouldn't even know what to do with myself. maybe stare at myself in the mirror for a while, just to kill time before leaving my house in my favorite outfit. i'd probably leave the car behind and just wander through seoul, thinking about whether i achieved at least some of the things i wanted to do, if i truly appreciated what i had, and wishing i still had enough time to thank the people who made me who i am.. and yeah, get drunk.

Okay, so now it's time for me to confess that I had a wonderful time with you last weekend. You really do know how to keep a girl happy and I was far too willing to be at your mercy. I was going to spend the next few weeks pouting over not knowing when I would get to see you next, but I seem to have luck on my side right now. Maybe some good deed I took part in finally has karma granting me a kindness. Napa, with you? Now that's going to be a lot of fun. It's a damn shame we're not sharing a room, but I think I could make a grand escape and sneak away with you for a little while. No one would miss us if we disappeared for a few hours, right? We both know it would be physically impossible for us to be so close together and resist temptation. So, what do you think? Are you going to indulge in my little fantasies? We both know you want to and who could blame you? What a beautiful place to lose ourselves in.

babe, you don't need to confess anything when it was obvious you had a great time. and if i can see that smile on your face on a daily basis, that might be the cure to any shit day. don't give me all the credit when i basically submitted to you the second i got you in bed. yeah, it took some convincing to get my lieutenant to approve a trip overseas, but you know what, i wouldn't want you sleeping next to some random dude i don't know anyway. plus, i don't mind getting a few more days with you. as if you had a choice? i'm throwing you over my shoulder the second we arrive. don't be condescending, babe. it's gonna be more than a few hours; fuck, eat, sleep, repeat. though i do expect a few photos of you in a bikini for when i'm back in the barracks, so i've got something to look forward to.

i'd be all for that. wow, i'm not even a main priority? feeling so hurt here. kidding. i get it man. know that's gonna be me down the line and honestly, can't say i'm looking forward to it. i will fine excused to not due so with other but with you, i will do better to keep in touch. do i? we both know i act like this on a daily. i know i'm the light of your life. you can't deny it.

you're absolutely not a fucking priority, what are you on about? when you find yourself someone who's a 10, you'll know what i'm talking about. you'll get there one day. it's fine, i'm not crying a river about it, but obviously i would like to hang out with you a bit more. light of my life? shit, grow a pair of boobs and we might revisit that discussion.

i'd be upset if you didn't like me. i have to have many people to bother with my nonsense when the rest of the group doesn't wanna deal. we do but we haven't been together that long. we're in what people call the honeymoon phase so we're allowed to be the way we are. besides, kookie and i will figure it all out. of course~ always have your back. i know everyone else does. i'm sure he'll cool it down at some point so no one gets surprise texts or pictures like that, haha.

man, why wouldn't i like you? even if you were a douchebag, you're still aesthetically pleasing to hang around, so don't worry about that. so you're a yapper? cool cool, i promise i'll pretend to listen to everything you say and give you the occasional "uh huh" because i was obviously raised with manners. listen, i get that you're in a honeymoon phase and all that, but haven't the two of you basically been like this for years already? add sex to the mix and i'm pretty sure you'll stay glued together even beyond the new relationship stage. don't worry, v, i already told him.

that's such a wild statement to hear, when the military isn't exactly people's first choice when it comes to a career. but i'm remembering that it's required duty in korea, right? i think it's a must for you. maybe someday, if we both spare the time, we can go to paris together. work is all my life's been about lately, so korea hasn't been a priority when i'm already traveling so much for different film projects here and there. but i'll have to hit you up on the best spots to visit when i finally get some time to breathe and plan a trip there.

it's a bit different where i'm from, and for the most part we're actually excited to serve our country. yeah, depending on the branch, we usually enlist for about twenty-one months. and i'm not entirely sure my girlfriend would appreciate that, but i'm sure she'd enjoy a trip to paris one day, so i could always ask her if she'd join us. yeah? what are you working on right now? and if you ever find yourself wandering the streets of seoul, feel free to shoot me a message and i'll make sure to guide you towards the best spots for a good experience.

i can believe it. i've been pretty busy with group things anyway. glad you got to spend time with family. yeah? it is important. not like i get to spend time with anyone i admire much. usually just my group members or friends outside of that. we don't need to delve into that. you should already have a guess. let's just say they think i have a crush. being a bit full of yourself? nevermind, i take it all back.

hold up, being full of myself? nah, you know what, let's just take a page out of every korean's book and loathe ourselves, because that clearly is the road to success. i'd rather boost my own confidence than downplay myself just to please other people.

yeah? then i'd get to see you even while you are away, haha. i'm glad to hear that. been busy but hoping i get to relax now. it's been a bit. you say that but we know how i can be with staying in touch. even if you weren't in the military, i feel my life has been spread thin cause due to pledis. i know i am. bring so much joy and light into your life, man.

you know what? we can meet up in napa and catch up if you want. i'm pretty tied up with kendall, but i'm sure i can squeeze you in while she's off with her friends. have to spend as much time with her before going back to training camp. true, but that shouldn't be an excuse not to stay in touch. dude, you sound like me 2.0. i'm digging it.