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That's a really fair, for all people know it could be welsh it could be french. Only the people who have heard it a thousand times know where its from. Look normally people assume the opposite that I was born in Ireland but you are right, Im New York born through and through. Dont know if the city would claim me. So my dad was a actor and my mom is casting agent for about three of my first years and little time before they lived in New York trying to make it in America. Dad couldnt so we moved back to Ireland by the time I was four. So I dont remember much of America but Im technically as Irish American as one can get.

french? see, i actually didn't know your name carried any of that history with it. to be fair, i did use google to look up where you were from because your name made me curious. i'm a sucker for random knowledge, believe it or not. hey, as far as i'm concerned, the irish played a huge part in building america from the ground up. or, well.. according to my internal wikipedia it was largely the scotch-irish who contributed, especially when it came to building the railroads that helped the economy grow. ah, okay, so you basically got the best of both worlds. good for you, ronan.

But I did train you well. You can't deny it and in fact, I think you actually kind of enjoy knowing I have that kind of hold over you. No need to play coy, baby, I know you too well. Six months feels both so close and yet so far. It helps knowing that once I get you all to myself, I'm not letting you leave the bedroom. Which sister? I have quite a few. I'm going to assume you mean Kylie. She's younger than me, but always acts like she's older. I think it's the mom in her. Those maternal instincts are dialled right up. She really asked you all that? She's so cute. I love her so much. I think you handled it as well as you could have. She can be pretty intimidating when she wants to be. Look, we have such months before we have to solidify anything permanent, but I'm not against moving there either. Maybe you could keep your place, I could keep mine and we can fly back and fourth when it's necessary? I can't leave my career and family behind and I know you can't either, so let's compromise. Well, yeah. Me being naked was part of it. I was thinking of getting some of that skimpy lingerie you love to much. Thought maybe you would enjoy taking it off me even more. Hallucinate what, exactly? Tell me your deepest fantasies, maybe we can make them happen next time we're together. Endless praise and worship is always welcomed. Now you have me all hot and bothered and you're not even here to do anything about it. Are you purposely trying to be cruel?

and you're making me sound like some untrained puppy you're trying to turn into pyro and mew. so the question is, do i get treats when i'm being a good boy? know me too well? wouldn't you say it'd be kind of fucked up if you didn't know your boyfriend? hey, the second i'm discharged (hopefully with honor) i promise i'm dedicating all my time to you. well you and work because fuck i miss being behind the camera. yeah, kylie. i think she was mostly teasing but isn't there that saying that every joke holds a bit of truth? thanks, babe. but you know, we could always split our time between two places depending on where we're needed the most. it's not like you couldn't go back to los angeles whenever you wanted to see your family or for work. look at us, two minds one thought. babe, i fucking can't with you right now. saying stuff like that when i can't physically touch you is going to be the death of me. "here lies cha euwoo. cause of death: kendall's lingerie." my fantasies? do you really want to dive into my head? but i've always wanted to film us and maybe watch it back together afterward. mind you, we can always delete it right after. babe, you're the one being mean. at least you have ways to take care of yourself while i'm stuck over here..

thank you! the reaction was crazy, wasn't it? first off, there's far worse things i could have posted. and second, if i clearly didn't give a fuck about it, why should anyone else? that's what i was trying to give by posting the reaction i did but clearly, people didn't get the message. i'm so sorry about your experience though. that's awful and you definitely shouldn't have had to apologize for them. did anything happen to them?

kind of, yes. but did you really expect anything less from the vultures who are chronically online? hey, if the '70s taught us anything, it's that women deserve the freedom to express themselves, especially when it comes to their own bodies. and a boob is literally the most natural thing in the world. so honestly? fuck them, grande. if you want to show your titties, then by all means, show them. it's okay. it was a pretty close call with prison time, so i'm actually kind of glad i'm enlisted right now, because then it would've been up to the military police to handle the situation. but i paid the money back and gave the public my sincerest apologies. nah, if i'm the one listed as the CEO, then i'm also the captain who goes down with the ship.

you know you don't need to thank me, you're just doing it to be polite and i respect it. you know hospitality and making others feel welcome is in my blood. it is ironic though, her being from one of the most social gathering families in the world. i can't even imagine how she does it. you're welcome, eunnie. how are you two doing? is kendall socialed out after being around us all that time?

only goes to show i was raised right, don't you think? but seriously, i did want to thank you for including her in your little sleepover soirée. i know she's worked hard on her anxiety over the past couple of years, and she's fantastic when she has to be the polished, brand friendly version of herself. but this was a lot more intimate so i would've understood if she'd felt a little out of place. we're doing great. the distance makes things a little tricky sometimes, but at the same time it just makes me miss her more and appreciate the time we do get to spend together. you'd think so.. but i think she mentioned that she went straight back to work after she landed. how are you and jin hyung doing?

You know me so well because I actually was going to point that out, but I get it. You can't just leave whenever you want. I supposed I can wait a little while longer. If you can't get away, just know something pretty special will be waiting for you the moment you can. All this distance is proving to me is that I'm clearly extremely committed to being with you and you should really take that as a compliment. I miss you holding me too, baby. One day, we'll get to do this all the time and who knows? By then, you might be sick of me.

that i was your bitch? is this the part where i'm supposed to say, "you trained me so well"? at this point, this conversation feels a little one sided or maybe i just know you too well. i'm gonna go with the latter. and it's not like i enjoy being away from you, but six more months and i'm all yours. which reminds me. your sister reached out to me a while back and basically interrogated me. you know, asking how i planned on supporting your career, what my intentions were, whether i expected you to move to korea. before she gives you her version of the conversation, i'll just say this: i left the last part open because i think it's something we should decide together. but i wasn't against moving to LA either and seeing if i could build something for myself over there. and when you say you have something pretty special planned, are we talking about you naked? because, fuck... just thinking about you is enough to make me hallucinate. so it's the distance that's making you want to commit? here i was thinking it was the endless praise and worship that finally sealed the deal but i digress. and i could never get sick of you, babe. you're fucking insane.

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