chay

it seems to be getting worse and worse, an exodus has been happening for years. the city seems to be killing and excising girls harder and harder, and i don't even know why. well, i do, it's cus our state government is terrible, purpose of a system is what it does. our plan got a pretty harsh blow yesterday and like 8 people simultaneously began thinking of moving to melbourne. i do not have to, i have good incomes and a house that is not terrible. but it makes me sad that this city is being squeezed dry of the dolls, and makes me want to follow. i probably even have more options than melbourne, too. but it's scary. it's just so fucking expensive, it's insane. we looked at a fucking shithole, in bondall, and it was 1250 a week for 4 bedrooms, and it's just like what ? what dimension do these ghouls live in. idk. looking at real estate prices in melbourne was really eye opening, oh, we are living in the fucking pits here. looking at real estate in seattle even more eye opening. the big problem in brisbane is that 1-2 bedrooms are SPARSE, TERRIBLE, and SO EXPENSIVE. it's ridiculous. so we have to have big dollhouses. but if the dolls dont have full time jobs, they dont want you. but everyone's disabled or unemployed or just wants to enjoy life. so i guess we just die ? that's what they'd want. it's crazy that trans girls are the only real people in the world and everyone else is just a cog willingly toiling so they can earn lubrication for the machine who's sole purpose is hurting others and themselves. since coming here, a mere 10 months ago, from gold coast (shudder), i have said that brisbane is incredible. but brisbane is the only city i have ever seen in my life, so in that way, it is also the worst city i have ever seen. nothing actually keeps me here except people.