Charlotte Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay

After having rewatched the show, I should say I loved it. I could not understate how impactful it was to finally see a character that I can fully relate to; a mirror into a corner of my soul for which I was yet to even know exists. Y'all might have understood that with my last post. If Jax is supposedly a self-insert character of Gooseworx, then I (jokingly) might as well be her sister.

Originally, I thought the ending was amazing, but wished we could have learned more about the other characters. But it seems that I simply hadn't read into it deep enough. The fact that I did not perform well in my high school, middle school, or even elementary school English classes does seem to have shown its face again.

I am Jax, I can't help but be a bully.

I am Jax, I can't let myself be vulnerable.

I am Jax, I hold my friends an arms-length away.

I am Jax, I can't forgive what I've done.

I am Jax, I have my secrets hidden away.

I am Jax, sometimes I need help.

I am Jax, I want to fix myself; then the world.

I am Jax, behind the caricature of myself.

I am Jax, I don't quite know who I am yet.

I am Jax, and I don't want to go home.

and if you don't spend every waking moment of your adolescence trying to be one of them