Now to False Tears card. People probably think is one of the reddest flags of him, showing his manipulative side. But let's step back a bit and put on his shoes.Â
(I didn't watch all of his cards yet so I might be a bit incorrect in my judgement, so forgive me).
So, imagine you fix people's psyche as a living. You've seen it all, psychopaths, their victims, people so mentally broken that they have been brought to your care for recovery, and Vyn specialises on difficult cases. You've been caring for a talented violinist, mending her mind together but by bit. Mental disorders are never a straightforward cases. Vyn says it's easier to him that being a surgeon, because he can mend the mind, when surgery cannot fix everything.
And then, the patient you were dragging out of their own mental doom, almost recovered, hopeful and bright, meets the only person who can dismantle your hard work in five sentences.
Would you not break under it, just even a little? Would you not want to be held by the person you like, at that moment?
Yes, he did. He could have put on his gentle smile and say "I'll manage", but he wanted to be selfish for just a while. Long months of his hard work were gone, and that victim even got disabled, and this is the exact thing what he was afraid of - surgery cannot fix everything.
He could not tell her directly "I need you more than anything now, I'm breaking apart and you are the only person who is able to prevent me from it". Well, he said some of it, but part of him, the one that was craving it under different circumstances was still triumphant.
Is Vyn mentally stable himself? Probably not. In his voice diary he tried to rationalize it, said he was pretending, to get her in his hands. But what if he actually wasn't pretending?
There are some moments in our life where you can clearly see this pause before your own reaction. Should I scream or answer calmly? Should I stay or should I follow? These pauses you remember afterwards and often think, what would happen if you acted differently? You had the choice. But in reality, part of you wanted to act like this. Emotions took over.Â
So, Vyn blames himself for inability to stay composed with her. But a human cannot always stay cold headed and composed. There is a limit.Â
Unless you're a psychopath, then that would be easy for you.
Anyway, this is my rambling, I wanted to share in case somebody is interested in the topic.






















